04 July 2004
10:54 PM
gosh. how badly i screwed dat day. WHAT WAS I DOIN????? i was scared of em. uni peeps. i was scared. im ashamed of myself. how could i let opponents scare me dis way. how in de world can i be liddat if i ever were to play in a match. how can i feel defeated by em opponents b4 anything even happens. how can i let them scare me. HOW CAN I??? how can i be so afraid, dat i dun even play my best, cuz y? im scared. of em. how can they scare me so much dat i dun DARE to even defend em. how can i feel so afraid to jing gong. im SO not wen ding in dis kinda important match. im not givin my best shot. n wat kind of reason do i hve for dat? i dun DARE!!! im so afraid dat i actually feel scared to defend em or go in n jing gong!
wat kind of bballer is dis?!!!
