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dance
music
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loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

in waiting. For vin and joyous joy to turn up with my very preciousssssssssssss dinner. Drama nite later! yipee! Sigh though. I really wish we got in. But I shant be disappointed, cos it will seem as though I'm blaming the actresses. And it's no one's fault really. If it would be anyone's, it would be me first of all, cos i wrote the script. Nevermind. Won't dwell on it. No point right? Like ky always says...
anyway. Finally, in the whole of this year (except maybe french results time n 1st semester time?) , I'M HAPPIEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And, even better, I'm actually heppy with my eoy results. can u believe it. wowee. Budden, sadly, there is gonnna be a drop in my history marks. cos some irritating SO had to minus FOUR marks. How very sad. So maybe my gpa isn;t as good as I saw it was. So no use being that happy actually.
But, i gotta admit. The feeling of happines rocks!!! Like, once in a blue moon I get to feel this way?? Wellie welliez. I'm glad, at least. And most of all, relieved. sigh.
nvm lah. Shant think about it anymore. Just happy that I'm happy. haha.
cyya!

hi. so bored can. vin im gonna kill u. not even online yet. wats the time now, dearie? u promised 10:35. sigh. what can i do.

SHEESH. tomorrow getting back eoy results. o man, im SO looking froward to it right. like, WOWEEEEEE!!! I PASSED WITH FLYING COLOURS MAN! GOT LIKE, A+ FOR EVERYTHING RIGHT?? i could flunk geog. and hist. and chinese. that one is like, so easy to get below 50 lor. sighsigh. nts.
i think i should TRY to feel happy. cos a happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit. [Proverbs 15:13]
So in order to feel happy, I should jusyt forget about eoy's. Cos they're like, utterly depressing can. For ppl like me who are ACADEMICALLY WEAK, results, exams, tests and all that can NEVER make me happy.

yeah.
So I'll just forget about them. Till tml comes (it's too bad it has to. I thought tomorrow never comes.) and I have to accept my doom. My fate.
Have i done my best? I hope I did. Although i'm the sort who can't get cheered up even if sb tells me, or I tell myself, that "well you already did your best." So, in other words, I can only be happy when...
I get at least 2 A+. For lit (which I already didn't.) and science. Which is highly impossible considering my bio and physics marks. So what now? Just A's and B's. How GOOD right? So smart I am lah!

okok. I'm not supposed to think about them. Fine.

I got a new bball. yipee. It's s stress ball. Not the real ball. I would like a Spalding one. lol. but it rocks. I bought it with Janice at Mini Toons on Tuesday. It rocks!!! I lurve it. So small, so soft, so squeezy. so plushy, so CUTE! :D

shall go now. Later goin ice skatin. n goin to malu myself. double sheesh (+ getting results tml, that is)

cya. I still think suicide's a SPLENDID idea. REALLY.

bye!

SO WAT if eoy's are over.
SO WAT if stress is gone.
i do not deserve to celebrate since my results are all so HORRIBLE.
everyone out there is happie n they deserve to be, so they should be.
as for me, y should i celebrate??
no doubt, eoy's are OVER.
but results are ENOUGH to discourage me already.
people can celebrate. they're happy cos eoy'e are over.
n they get double bonus cos they did well for all the exams n everythin else right.
but I DID NOT!
look at my lit marks.
it's enough to drive me over the edge wif grief.
n my english oral.
practically everyone beat me.
HOW LOUSY IS DAT???!!!
O N MY physics marks.
it's worse then terrible, worse than horrible, worse then WORTHLESS.
i am nothing.
nothing can cheer me up. i think.
well.
LIFE IS HORRIBLE.
how about urs? i suppose urs rocks.
cos ure smart, unlike me.
cos ure not lousy like me.

dieded.
haven't studied.
1 week left.
Can't remember anything for Geography.
Nothing for Maths either.
History either.
nts.
i shall just wait to die.
grin.

takemylifenletitgo.

dat sounds like a GREAT IDEA!!!
would someone b kind enough to help me do dat?
like, down a building or bishan MRT or sth?

life is irritating.
i think it would be better to be dead.
honestly.
k its a sin.
well i dun feel as though i care dat it is.
like. WAT'S THE POINT OF LIFE IF ALL U DO EVERY DAY IS GET SUPER TERRIBLY STRESSED OUT N FEEL LIKE U WANNA JUST OPEN THE WINDOW N LEAP DOWN???!!!

I HAVEN'T STUDIED ANYTHING FOR EOY.
i might as well just dun care anymore right?
since there's only like, a week left n im already so tired out n stressed out n im freakin out.
how am i supposed to study when im already feelin so disheartened?
n so dissapointed in myself n the whole freakin world?

maybe i'll just forget it.
yeah?
yeah.

wheeeeeee!!! dis year's bdae rawked. n kell. i luv u.
o my gosh my prezziez r so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new bag. new shoes. n a leggy poster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat cud be better?
a hundred legolas posters. ok.
but u get the point.
o gosh the prezziez rawk!!!!!!!!!!!
the bag's so kewl. the colour's of choc. plus a free keychain frm mini toons for those hu's burfday falls on 1st oct. lets just count myself lucky :P:P (moral of story: make sure ur bdae's on a nice day) im egotistical. haha. like the prince of morocco n aragon!
die im gonna get below 20 for lit. dat is like, such a loser. o man. but i was forced to come online. lol wat cud i do?
tml i will have a makeover. haha. new bag n new tank top n new shoes n new socks. WOW! shiokaroni. (wat a nice word dat is...) :D grins.
kell i luff u. ok it is not gd to repeat cos its a waste of time n effort n energy n hu noes wat else. yup take note of dat point for the lit essay! :D im goin so crazy. muhged too hard? lol.
the poster so nice!!!! it adorns my room fantastically. :D adorn. wat another nice word. yippeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno y im in such a crappy n crazy mood.
prob cos for once, FOR ONCE, i finished all my hw. except maths. (did i have to remind myself??) n im online! n im happy when im online. haha.
shall end here. u guys will prob get real tired readin.
ciao!
im so happy!
luff my prezziez!