28 October 2004
11:11 AM
hi. so bored can. vin im gonna kill u. not even online yet. wats the time now, dearie? u promised 10:35. sigh. what can i do.
SHEESH. tomorrow getting back eoy results. o man, im SO looking froward to it right. like, WOWEEEEEE!!! I PASSED WITH FLYING COLOURS MAN! GOT LIKE, A+ FOR EVERYTHING RIGHT?? i could flunk geog. and hist. and chinese. that one is like, so easy to get below 50 lor. sighsigh. nts.
i think i should TRY to feel happy. cos a happy heart makes the face cheerful, but heartache crushes the spirit. [Proverbs 15:13]
So in order to feel happy, I should jusyt forget about eoy's. Cos they're like, utterly depressing can. For ppl like me who are ACADEMICALLY WEAK, results, exams, tests and all that can NEVER make me happy.
yeah.
So I'll just forget about them. Till tml comes (it's too bad it has to. I thought tomorrow never comes.) and I have to accept my doom. My fate.
Have i done my best? I hope I did. Although i'm the sort who can't get cheered up even if sb tells me, or I tell myself, that "well you already did your best." So, in other words, I can only be happy when...
I get at least 2 A+. For lit (which I already didn't.) and science. Which is highly impossible considering my bio and physics marks. So what now? Just A's and B's. How GOOD right? So smart I am lah!
okok. I'm not supposed to think about them. Fine.
I got a new bball. yipee. It's s stress ball. Not the real ball. I would like a Spalding one. lol. but it rocks. I bought it with Janice at Mini Toons on Tuesday. It rocks!!! I lurve it. So small, so soft, so squeezy. so plushy, so CUTE! :D
shall go now. Later goin ice skatin. n goin to malu myself. double sheesh (+ getting results tml, that is)
cya. I still think suicide's a SPLENDID idea. REALLY.
bye!
