10 November 2004
9:59 AM
ha! I found out what the problem was that
hindered me from getting into blogger all this while. That Zone Alarm thingie lah. Haiyo! Supposed to be protecting the com from viruses then liddat arh, then zao cheng zhe me duo ma fan! lol. :( Welliez! So it wasn't blogger problem. Haha. Do I need to apologise for yuan-wanging them? heh. I'M SO LAME. :)) (But definitely not worse than ro! =])
Hah. So much for using
perfect English huh.
Anyway! Let me be bored for a while. I
am after all. Why isn't anybody online? Too sleepy-head eh? Still snuggling in bed...=] zzz
So... care to read a poem now? I guarantee it's a GOOOD one! haha!
Seek for the sword that was broken:
In Imladris it dwells;
There shall be counsels taken
Stronger than Morgul spells.
There shall be shown a token
That doom is near at hand
For Isildur's Bane was waken,
And the halfling forth shall stand.
Nice right! DUH. Hello, lotr one how to not be nice. :D Hey I don't mind writing another one here! Or 2 more! Or 3! Have a fun time reading peeps!
All that is gold does not glitter
Not all those who wander are lost
The old that is strong does not wither
Deep roots are not reached by the frost
From the ashes a fire shall be woken
A light from the shadows shall spring
Renewed shall be blade that was broken
The crownless again shall be king.
This one is like, so famous anyway. I should be ashamed if I don't know it as an
ardent lotr fan. Okok, maybe I'll save the rest for another entry haha. Then everyone will be scared of reading my blog liao. I'll bore them to death! lol =].
*change of subject*
I'm not being too hard on myself. But thanks so much anyway, those who tried to cheer me up. Appreciate your effort :) However, I really think that
if you're lousy, you're lousy.
And you should admit it instead of lying to yourself. It's ok man, you guys. You may think I better of me than I of myself, but that's cos you really dunno the number of utterly
stoopid mistakes I committed, the number of times I
hài the class (because of stupid mistakes again...), and how
totally irresponsible I have been. You don't know. And I guess if you did, you're sure to think I was real lousy too. Yeah.
So, thanks for the consolement(?). Really. But no matter what, I was still lousy.
Am I seriously reproaching myself? Like Amanda and Alicia said. But that isn't bad is it? Well, I deserve it anyway don't I. One should get what he deserves. Always. If not, why do they call it "
deserve", right?
I think I'm making no sense here at all. Lol. But I understand what I feel. Just that I'm no good at getting it down in words. wellll.
By the way, ro, I am
not that good a chair you know. I mean seriously. I don't even
deserve to be it. Thanks for the support + encouragement anyway. And thankew Amanda and Alicia too. :)
I shall try to be my happy and crazy self again now. Haha. I don't even understand myself. Guess I'm weird, that's all:)
Leening is
so nice. Gosh, thanks so much, angel! Did you peeps see what she wrote in my taggie? Whee she is so nice. :)) (I think she is rolling on the floor and laughing away when she's reading this. =])
And the Angela person. Aussie! How cool. lollers. So now I've got like, 3? 4? contacts whom I have never seen before in real life. Ha. How fun eh. Kenneth Tan, Eric, Angela, and...hmm. Can't remember...yah, those who added me and up to now haven't come online yet, so I dunno who they are :) haha.
Shall end here. Finally. :) Hopefully when I go online again to post this, there'll be more peeps online. If not no one to talk to. So boring! Oh I gotta go do Quiet Time as well. My commitment to God! This is probably one of the longest entries I've ever written. Oh yah, cos of the poems:)) Haha. But there was never a rule that limited the no. of words one can write in a blog entry right? Yup. People like kell...always write a lot anyway. I could be like her. Only that I'm not so free and don't have that much time! Too busy mugging every day, duh. =]
I'm getting reallu long-winded. Lol. OK I really will end now.
Au revoir! :) *mua*
