30 January 2005
1:01 AM
went to lot 1 with mama just now to buy ro's very late bdae prezzie and sophia's even later bdae prezzie. got a fake happy house badge (looks real and nice enough!) for ro...it was selling @ 3 for $2..i'm keeping one for myself! :) And got a sand thingie for my dear mortal sophia ...from valu$. very nice and pretty and sweet, really hope she'll like it. i do gotta make up for being a not-very-nice angel -_- sounds so cheapskate, but they're really nice lor...
And i got a new bag! It's a handbag type, and i hope i don't look to bimbo or whatever. It's stripy pink...really lurve the design. will carry it for times like worship training, or dec trainings, or whatever stuff like proj aso can.
Haven't been onloine for exactly a wek, not counting com studs. Nothin to say. At least tey're in my diary already, so no point repeating here.
No one knows about my new url yet. they MUST be wondering where I'd gone of to all of a sudden for such a long time.
Aah well whatever.
I'm not that heartbroken now but i still am.
byeee
25 January 2005
7:35 AM
Went bowling on friday [21 jan] !!! hari raya haji...we went to celebrate ro's bdae [23 jan], and her very nice father treated us to bowling at seletar country club (where they are members)AND dinner!! whooo. COOLNESS or what. Bowling is so fun!!!! I wanna do it some time again...more often...hahaha, at first the ball simply went into the gulley all the time, and made me feel so shi bai man. Budden, after a while, got the hang of it =) and managed to at least hit about 6-8 at the first try.
21 January 2005
2:01 PM
WHY MUST I ALWAYS BE AT THE WRONG PLACE AT THE WRONG TIME.
WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP ON ACCUSING ME OF THINGS I NEVER DID.
WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WHO GETS THE BLAME WHEN IT WAS NEVER MY FAULT
I AM PISSED WITH EVERYONE
I AM PISSED WITH MY LIFE
I AM PISSED WITH MY WORLD
19 January 2005
10:57 PM
charmaine i don't believe you.
17 January 2005
11:48 AM
i realise my blog titles and archives don't appear on my blog.
hmmph.
i gave up writing in perfect english. Actually, not exactly. JUst the usage of captital letters for the starting...lollers. lollers.
You know? I actually wonder when I'm REALLY gonna get over my heartbrokeness. I know I should just forget about it, but it aint easy yeah. MUCH easier said than done. I know too how pathetic I am. I know too that I am really irritating some people who don't read anything else when they visit my blog, except for "heartbroken", and anything related.
i have a problem. a BIG problem. I dunno what it is, but I do have a problem.
WHAT?
i dunno what i'm talking..
i'm just plain crappy.
oh i found out something. I am OUTRAGEOUS at basketball. How do you spell it? Who cares. I don't even have SKILL at all. How to get into team at this rate??
jiayou myself.
WHAT again?!
Weirdos man.
11 January 2005
9:53 PM
I'm running out of titles to use, hmmm. Cos all I ever talk about is shattered heart and broken heart and all related terms. So it's like always the same lah. Torn, shattered, broken, splintered, fallen...blah.
Well isn't it OBVIOUS. I'm STILL heartbroken.
Yeah I myself and making it like REAL obvius anyway.
lollerslollerslollers...
Changed skin! I change it so often...buahaha. Still onnthe point og being heartbroken though, so not much diff even if got some diff which is this one's nicer and all...
Whatever I'm so full of crap.
Com studs is stupid. At least, the teacher is. Can't surf net...so UN-FUN.
I don't feel like writing much.
yawn. So sleepy. And he just went offline. WHICH IS SAD. SAD.
7:33 AM
broken dreams, shattered heart.
torn, tattered, splintered, splattered with blood.
every time i try to fly i fall
without my wings
i feel so small
guess i need you baby
and every time i see you in my dreams
i see your face
you're haunting me
guess i need you baby
09 January 2005
10:15 PM
I am still heartbroken. I don't know when I'll get over it.
Sadness. Hopelessness. Pathetic. Shattered. Broken. Torn and tattered.
I'm just SHATTERED, yah.
Life's like that.
I'll wait for my time, wait for God's call.
I'll rely on God instead of my own efforts yeah.
Thankew everyone who has been encouraging me knowing how sad I am...=)
That's what friends are for!
*weak smile?*
6:50 PM
still heartbroken?
my new year's MAJOR resolution will take SOME time to accomplish
leaving may be good after all
cos i can't stand feeling sad every Sunday. Very very sad every Sunday.
