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Attempting to change blogskin. Com studs now. We can't upload our dear lil movie so here I am free to blog!! yayyers. What's left:
-study physics
-biji
-eng pt
Go me. Stressed. I bet every rg girl's blog is just filled with this word. Everyone is just stressing out here. Ok other school people get stressed too. But not yet. Mid-years next week!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH.
Slept past midnight today morn. QT from midnight to about 12.30.
FULL MOON!!!! I am obsessed with full moons. Ever since x-mas last year. Rockin.
Whee this com is fast. The internet, at least. The pages open so quickly!! Unlike my slowslow com using dial-up.
Praise Night on Friday. Yay, they nicely cancelled training on that day cos of the exams. So I can make it without being too late. And without sweating like a pig and stinking the hall. if I had training and I went there from school, I would have to bring extra clothes to change into. Ma fan si le.
Current obsessions:
-orange (still)
-Hillsongs and all Christian songs.
-anything to do with His love
They're gonna choose top EIGHTEEN. That is only subtracting 6 people from the whole team!! What much diff is there...haiz. Scared nonetheless. They'll announce top 15 in end of May. Why can't they just announce it now?? Scaredscaredscared... Anyway, training yesterday was ok. Almost had to do mudpie or cheesecake. Sheesh, luckily Mt Ang decided to be merciful. Played a mtch instead!!! How very shiok =) It was like 6.30, the exact time we always do mudpie after intensive training. Well, felt so lucky!! And I just scraped my elbow twice again. Bled thrice liaos. When's it ever gonna heal. Doesn;t hurt anyway=) Cool to fall down! Got scratched by athena's shirt, that's all, and yet it started bleeding. Woots. I didn't tell her to look out for blood stain=)
Long post this is?It's 8.30. Bell will ring like...now. Dingdongdingdong. Dingdongdingdong. lol=P
Off I go...*pops off

Fell at training yesterday! Worse than any fall I've experienced in bball. It isn't even that bad, just that I've never gotten worse ones. In total I've got 7 bruises + wounds(meaning bleeding ones). Two wounds on my right knee, 1 wound on my left elbow, 1 bruise each on my left elbow, right elbow, left thigh and right thigh. Sound bad? Not lah.. better than Si Hui =P. Dunno how i really fell, just felt someone trip me then I was heading for the floor with nothing to break my fall. I've gotten used to that feeling of falling, but never got injured before. Already fell once on Wednesday, but nothing much. Then one teacher yesterday pushed me down (unintentionally duh) when I was shooting. Fell again. And the 3rd time, it was the last straw. Scraped my knee, hard. Ouch. Haha. Just the other day I was thinking to myself about how dangerous bball is, especially since we're girls, and how come I've never gotten injured before. And just as I said that. Moral of the story: don't talk so much!! I bet my mum will be like,"You're a girl and you play bball, see what has happened!"
Ha. Too bad for me. =(
Up late again on a Sunday morning. Singing tomorrow. Better sleep earlier. Tired I am, actually. I wanna play keyboard!! Enjoy it more. But I guess I just can't.
Worthy is the Lamb!!! That song is filled with meaning. And Consuming Fire too. Hillsongs!! Cool man, their songs. Rockin. Want the new cd. Hint, eve.
Stir it up in the hearts, Lord. A passion for Your name!
Plan for tomorrow: lit essay, STUDY PHYSICS, plan English pt. Gosh HELP, the stress is killing!! Stress with a capital S. Physics EOI, Chinese mid-year, Maths SA, Lit SA essay, English pt, Physics pt, History pt(done).
Oh yes I remember the things I have to do online:
-check inet for notes on anything
-check email
-testi for manda. Urm. Anyone else?
-change skin!!! hardyharhar :)
SL is getting boring, even though we've only gone twice. Haiz, they ran out of things for us to do lor. They're like,"Huh, zhe4 me4 kuai4 ah?" Then they go round hunting for more stuff for us. Soon they won't be able to find anything much left. And what will we be doing SL for like that? I don't want them to get the wrong idea that we're doing this because we have to, cos I really do enjoy it, when they have sth for us to do. Well, 3 months in total. The prob is my originally chao-slack Tuesdays are now totally taken up, reachig home at around 7+, just like training days. And what makes it worse is that SL actually tires me out, DUNNO WHY!! The previous Tuesday night I couldn't concentrate on my hw. Didn't think SL was even tiring..-_-
Am I limping? It hurts to fully straighten my leg, and I don't feel like I'm walking properly, though I try to. Sad.
One more month to the verdict. I am terribly scared. Doubt I'll make it!! They don't seem too happy..
Yawn. Stress stress stress!! Now i go sleep and wake up to another mugging day. Where has my life gone to man.

She stared into the mournful blackness
the gazillion stsrs twinkling in the sky
the streetlights way down below
the yellow dots of moving vehicles
She thought.

Scribble. Doodle. Think.
Think.
Plink.
Forty-nine percent.
Smack. Whack.
Ouch.
A failure.

They glared at her, weird freak.
The floor was the only thing she
glued her eyes upon.
A black snowflake.

[can't remember that 2nd last verse!]
goodnight!

3.25 am! And here I am! Look at the time! Oh gosh it rhymes!Whoa how lame can one get. But i seriously did not MAKE that poem up, it just came out before i realised it really rhymed. Ahahaha.I stayed up to do my History pt. Stupid thing. I am so glad i was able to stay up till so late. Don't wanna waste time sleeping. Kai yan and I were talking about what the world was coming to, people thinking that sleeping is a waste of their time. Imagine a world without sleep! Cool? Maybe. I would still want sleep, it's just that it takes so much time and people like us got loads to do :(I stil haven't finished studying geog. Was supposed to be done hours ago, but I relented and started history pt at 1 am. My father went like,"Sleeping?" "No, doing project," and I came online. At 1 am. Whoa. And tomorrow, I mean today, I still have to study physics, geog, and do biji. HELP.Joy told me not to stress myself. Haha I hear that too often.Training yesterday was nicenicenice. Games day every Friday! Real fun, just play match after match after match. Yay man. And kangkong played on my team, so they generally scored most of it lor. Haiyos.Guess what! I think I'm not making the team. Oh NONO. I am scared. I have just been messing up more and more every training.SOUL today was quite nice. Loved the atmosphere in that quiet peaceful room, it was so nice! Could sleep in there, I mean not because the lesson was boring (it was def. not), but because the place was so comfy and cosy!! And away from distractions! Just listening to God's voice. Nice.My hist report's almost done. YES. I don't wanna continue liao. Though I'm NOT sleepy at all, yet. It's...3.52. How early. I gotta wake up at 7.55 today for church! Means 4 hours' time. Maybe I should stay up the whole night. Think I could. Maybe. Then drop dead tomorrow. Haha. Get a lil bit of rest I will, I guess.Your love.Byeeeeee.P/S Charmaine pls blog. I wanna read. =)

3.25 am! And here I am! Look at the time! Oh gosh it rhymes!
Whoa how lame can one get. But i seriously did not MAKE that poem up, it just came out before i realised it really rhymed. Ahahaha.
I stayed up to do my History pt. Stupid thing. I am so glad i was able to stay up till so late. Don't wanna waste time sleeping. Kai yan and I were talking about what the world was coming to, people thinking that sleeping is a waste of their time. Imagine a world without sleep! Cool? Maybe. I would still want sleep, it's just that it takes so much time and people like us got loads to do :(
I stil haven't finished studying geog. Was supposed to be done hours ago, but I relented and started history pt at 1 am. My father went like,"Sleeping?" "No, doing project," and I came online. At 1 am. Whoa. And tomorrow, I mean today, I still have to study physics, geog, and do biji. HELP.Joy told me not to stress myself. Haha I hear that too often.
Training yesterday was nicenicenice. Games day every Friday! Real fun, just play match after match after match. Yay man. And kangkong played on my team, so they generally scored most of it lor. Haiyos.
Guess what! I think I'm not making the team. Oh NONO. I am scared. I have just been messing up more and more every training.
SOUL today was quite nice. Loved the atmosphere in that quiet peaceful room, it was so nice! Could sleep in there, I mean not because the lesson was boring (it was def. not), but because the place was so comfy and cosy!! And away from distractions! Just listening to God's voice. Nice.
My hist report's almost done. YES. I don't wanna continue liao. Though I'm NOT sleepy at all, yet. It's...3.52. How early. I gotta wake up at 7.55 today for church! Means 4 hours' time. Maybe I should stay up the whole night. Think I could. Maybe. Then drop dead tomorrow. Haha. Get a lil bit of rest I will, I guess.
Your love.
Byeeeeee.
P/S Charmaine pls blog. I wanna read. =)

http://www.chcp.org/games.html
Gosh sheesh.
I am terribly sianded! Research is irritatingly boring. especially when you never get good results. And, to aggravate my mood...
Goodbye to semi-finals. Sorry, I'm being negative here, but it's the truth. We lost 2 games and it's goodbye to getting into top 4. RGS spirit! Where'd it go to?
:((
Well, good job and GREAT TRY anyhow, seniors!! Yall still rock, as always. Always luv yall and yall have always done us proud!
I kinda give up on hist pt. As for now. Gonna study lit.
I am in a VERY VERY bleargh mood. uurgh!
C div will make up for it!!! We should be champs...yah.
I still think it's more fun to take out your anger in your diary instead of a blog!
blearghblearghblearghblearghbleargh
bleargh.

www.chineseculture.about.com/mlibrary.htm
www.angelfire.com/ri/Gals/malays.html
www.visitsarawak.com/scv/malay.htm

haiyah, research until sian already lah. somehow i think researching online isn't all that good, cos the reults given are always so wide and general. i'm not exactly an expert researcher.

had worship prac today. no soul!!! yvonne's ill. sheesh, no one told me. then when i went mei khiun was like,"aye, u received the email ah?" and i actually asked," regarding?" then i said," so today is soul or worship prac?" and she burst out laughing..i went for soul, but turned out for worship prac instead. so heng. apparently charmaine n jeremy tried calling, but oh well couldn't get thru. SO HENG AH. i very seldom check my mail!
and i played keyboard! though i can't say it aws a very successful attempt. i just dunno how to vary!!!
more people are starting to know my new url. i gotta be careful. some secrets in here? can't even remember what. hint.
ok, really. i'm not that heartbroken anymore. it feels weird, but i gotta admit it. it IS WEIRD.
*but you're still on my lonely mind
past 12 midnight liao! n i'm not sleepy. must have been the real long sleep yesterday till today.
tomorrow's plan: study physics and geog rivers. maybe, i guess. putting off hist for a while, gotsome ques to ask mr mizar 1st.
stupid cle enrichment workshop. i gotta miss the nanyang match lah! unless some kind soul offers to swap...haiz.
sian of typin. still prefer my dear diary. haha=]
yawns abit. maybe i'll go.
waiting to tell more ppl about my new url...now that the old tagboard [doodle] is down, i can't write n say relink. well, nvm! privacy sometimes=nice too.
byee.

www.betterbasketball.com

go see. haha, found it somewhere, they got good bball movies i think. haven't really taken a look. that serves as a reminder to me anyway.

i messed up at training yesterday again. SHEESH me. so disappointed.

gtg. should i start telling more ppl about my new url?