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loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

I failed lit and history. What a failure. I failed humanities. How wrong that is. And LIT. How could I possible make that STUPID CARELESS MISTAKE. Who ever heard of being careless in lit?! Cost me 4 marks or so. I sure know how to throw marks away like that. Missed A+. I hate it. And History. I dunno what to say man. Just another throwing away of marks again.
Sigh.
I wish I could give up, but no. Perseverance. I never realised it was that hard.
I don't even feel motivated to try harder next term already. I blew it badly this time, and even if I tell myself I've got 1 more chance, I don't think it helps cos I'm already so demoralised.
I am such a failure.

MSN messenger has got a problem. Keeps signing out all of a sudden.

I'm sick! But much better than the weekend though. Had serious fever of 38+degrees, and sore throat and headache. Was "bedridden" for 2 whole days...it hurt even to walk or stand up. 2 of the most miserable days in my life! And the worst thing is, it was such a nice LONG weekend, with one more holiday today [Vesak day]. And my illness had to ruin the whole thing. Could have done my hw on Saturday[there were only 2 pieces!], and gone out yesterday and today. Sigh. I seldom fall sick...and when I do it's disaster. And today I'm better, though not fully recovered, but I can't go out cos I gotta do hw. Eeks. Bad timing to fall sick. If only I go back to school then gang hao fall sick...can skip sch!
May not go training on Wednesday. Can't afford to fall more sick, no matter how much I wanna train.
It hurts to talk. I totally lost my voice, and when I try to speak, I either squeak or whisper or growl softly.
Didn't go to church too. So sad.

Anyway. I gotta do History essay.