26 May 2005
9:12 PM
HATE MY MARKS. I GOT SO LOWi got B+ for history. and A for lit. AAAAAAAARGH.They said that if you wanna be happy, be. It's all in your head. So you choose your own feelings. I can be happy if I wanna be. I am TRYING! Got report card today. It is simply horrendous. Hate my marks to the core. And I got lower than joy and kai yan. Which just makes things worse!!!!!!!!! Worked so hard with no results. Mr Mizar even wrote "Cheryl is capabale of better results next semester." My history is supposed to be GOOD. Good as in, just a bit below joy's. Oh my gosh, I can't believe my stupidity.
Oh man I geuss I just gotta learn to forget the past and just aim for better results next semester. "It's when things seem the worst that you mustn't quit!"
I've got homework. GAH, IT'S THE 2ND LAST DAY OF SCH MAN! Sheesh! You see why I hate History? And Chinese and Maths. Even worse. Got holiday perf task . FREAK THE TEACHERS, whatever happened to the no-homework policy???
I am just in a foul mood. Stupid school.
