18 May 2005
10:40 PM
Doing bio. On alcohol. How stupid. And sarah, is it ok already? Why can't it be sent?
I'm tryin my best not to spend too much time online cos it's not cheap and we are not rich.
And it's hard.
Anway. I still haven't gotten over my sadness over my lit marks. And geog and history. Why am I doing so badly in humans? As in humanities. Didn't get A+ for lit nor geog. Didn't even get an A for geog! Like what the! How stupid am I? And I love humans so much, and I tried SO HARD, and I studied SO HARD, and this is all I get. You know how DISAPPOINTING IT IS? You know how DEMORALISING IT CAN GET? I hate it. Hate it all! And tomorrow we're getting back our History pt. I'd rather not get it back. Too much to take in one week. Especially since I already know I didn't do well for that. Aargh. So disappointed in myself. Let myself down. And English too. how horrible is that??
I failed 4 subjects out of 7. Wow. I'm so impressed by my intelligence.
Success comes to those who persevere.You only fail when you give up.Real failure is when you fall and don't pick yourself up.I want I can.If ONLY! If ONLY I could think that way! It's chao saddening when you try so hard and don't get reults you desire!
Well I gtg. Sleep time!
*snoooooooooze.
