God's child
dance
music
basketball
loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

rg bball:
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS.
And we'll stay a team forever, whether we face defeat or clinch the champion trophy.

a champion team is not one that goes through a smooth sail throughout the journey, but on that knows how to stand up strong again after a defeat.

The scgs match was simply a test to our strength, and we're gonna prove that we're strong and can get back to winning! We're still champions!!!

true failure is not in falling, but in refusing to pick oneself up after a fall.

the path of success is one of responding positively to failure.

Losing once was simply an obstacle set as a stepping stone to success, and since we've come so far, we're never gonna give up.
The raffles spirit lives on.
I love you raffles basketball!

SONICFEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVED IT! Absolutely. Tremendously.
And I just raised my hands to the Lord and PRAISED HIS NAME like never before. And I jumped! And I screamed! And I danced! And I clapped!
WOOHOOOOO I LOVE GOD!
planet shakers rocks. And I thought I didn't really like sonicflood, but after yest'd....THEIR SONGS ARE SO NICE. K actually, some are taken from Hillsong, but they play them differently. Super rock. Super noisy. Super loud. Super upbeat.
Well, sadly I went so late cos of training, and only got to see the last part of the last planet shakers song RUNNING AFTER YOU!!! Oh man, it was SO NICE live. Listening to the cd is great too of course, but not comparable still. At the fest you FEEL God!
Festival of Praise upcoming. Yayyy. Hillsong + planet shakers. It's gonna rock! =] Duh. It'll rock, big time.

I AM DEAD FOR BIO
Stayed up till midnight to mug for Bio.
And now I have horrible sinus. Tearing badly plus ahchoo and ahchoo and more ahchoo.
aargh.
I haven't done the reflections for SCGS match.
ok I gotta go.
oh no. psl form too.
yup i gtg.

OH MY GOSH.
i hate the bio powerpoints. Stil stuck in school printing, actually finished printing and sending the ones left to email.
SHEESH
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEAD FOR BIO
I AM DEADDEADDEAD!!!!
I'll probably fail. How am I gonna finish studying in such a shirt period of time?
I CANNOT mug last minute. Nono.
Someone save me.
Lord I pray.

Ok here's the post that I'm writing in order to make up for such a urm , strange? one just now.
I shall go find out how long the track at Limbang Park is. Maybe I ran dunno how long without realising it. But no, I don't think it's MUCH longer than a normal track. But then again, it's like a track around the WHOLE park. Think it should be even longer than our school track. Hopefully it's 500m+ long!! Then I would have ran about 5.5km. Yayy. It's funny and interesting how the mind works too. Like, if you don't realise you're running like 6km, you can just keep running and even enjoy it. But if you know that you're gonna be running such a long distance, it's like stuck in your head that you can't do it, you just can't do it, and you dread the whole thing. So. I still don't know how long the track is.
Whee.
ro says hi. like whatever!
Bimbo..

Am I gonna wear a skirt on sunday. Sheesh charmaine.

Tired of blogging liao.
Off to tagging and friendster.

aah! Bio eoi is next week 2nd lesson. I am SO DEAD. haven't started revising a single chapter at all, and in the 1st place I never understood anything we've learnt. EEEK. I am gonna die!!!!
Where are the bio powerpoints? can't seem to find them in the Q drive where they are supposed to be in. Boo.

Racial Harmony Day was quite fun. Have I said that already? Just saw the pics on athena's blog. Haha, olllyy is cute. And cheeeko! I am pimply. dots dots dots. Nurul thanks for the costume you lent me! I'm gonna try a sari next year.

Dalton's writing rocks. How do people write so well?? For me, even when I do get inspiration, I don't exactly accomplish much. And I have so few poems cos I seldom have inspiration. But i like my poet laureate one! We'll join your song. Meaningful.
Mrs Yue gave us this letter to S'pore thingy written by a local poet. But this was an exposition. And it's so poetic! so descriptive and all. So nice, with analogies and metaphors. Very qim as well.. Oh yes I got marked down [i think] for my PE FA cos I had "flowery language". Had about 3 times that she wrote such a comment.
I have yet to visit fiction press!
www.fictionpress.com

Wednesday's near. In 1 days time...we're gonna meet who we always meet year after year. Our familiar zonal rivals. Champions we were and champions we'll be! Come support if you're reading this. Yay.

Oh we've found 2 more to join Joy, Kai Yan and I for the panasonic thingy! Yeeha.

This is such a random post. No linkers between points. Haha.

Think I'm gonna start a new post. This just can't do.

YAYY!!! I'm going for sonicfest! Was so afraid that eve forgot to buy the tix for me. But she didn't! hahaha, I love you fave. kuzzin :) Will try to go for all 3 days, really hope my sickening homework and tight schedules will permit... Will meet eve at Plaza Sing. John, John, Mildred and a few others [amadea? ethel?] are going too! Nice big crowd. Yay! 3 nights of fun. Haha, Friday I'm gonna go there stinky and sweaty from training. Poor people around me have to bear with the smell huh.

I LOVE PLANET SHAKERS!!!! Their worship songs just make me cry. They really make me wanna sing my heart out to the Lord.
Oh talking about that. Yikes yikes yikes! Messed the song today. The solo one. EEK :(

God works in weird ways. Weird ways that you don't expect, but ways that work. Yesterday I went to Limbang Park to run the 4.8 km Mr Ang asked us to. Just before that, I quarelled with my mum over something. And throughout the 1st few rounds, i couldn't stop thinking about how angry I was with her, and harboring thoughts that were wrong and unfair. Then, I got a stitch, a real bad one, just kep getting worse the more I ran. But I couldn't possibly stop running, cos I had to finish that 4.8km no matter what. I didn't stop praying and praying for it to go away, or at least help me bear with it until the end of the run. However, God simply refused to take it away, but left me in pain.
That's when it struck me, unknowingly at first, when I thought about my anger at my mum again. I decided, this may be a punishment from God. And I prayed for Him to forgive me, I confessed my sin and asked Him to take my pain away and help me finish the whole run quicky without difficulty.
Immediately it seemed, the stitch just disappeared from me totally. I felt hyped up with endless energy, and I just continued running the whole 11 rounds like nothing could stop me, like a dance of joy, like I'd never get tired. Yup, and truly I didn't at all. Finished the run. YEESSS!!! :D:D

I love my Lord. I LOVE MY LORD. He never abandons me whether I need Him or not. He's always there to call for help and be my source of strength and courage and hope and refuge!

Haven't done my art piece. Orange and autumn leaves. Interesting huh.LOl.
Zonal finals on Wednesday, against SC! We're gonna be champions!! Haha yayy.
Everyone jiayou!!!! Fight all out and trash them. Heh.

Anyone interested in joining the panasonic thing, pls tag my blog to tell me k. Or inform me in school or whatever, msg me, call me... I need to give Mrs Yue the reply.

Kaes, bye!

boo. long time no blog.
In ro's house doing Chinese indiv. pt. Finished putting the pictures in slides already, now the hard part is to come up with the sickening content IN CHINESE. My gosh. Kill me. Anyway, it's quite fun here, cos I'm enjoying the feeling of only about 2 pt's left, cos we just handed in geog today.
Ro's mouse is SO CONKY!! Yeek!
I will be going to Lot 1 to get that circle carebina for nata, and gotta return the global warming library books. Hafta lug my heavy heavy school bag all the way there n back! It contains a yearbook, my thick file [not as bad as joy's :P ], AND that cute history of s'pore book we just got today. Ok maybe it's not that cute, but better than I expected something to do with S'pore to be.
Other homework includes art, lit and eng. Eng compre due Week 6 which is in like 2 weeks' time, but that aint matter to me, cos I wanna finish everything fast. Better finish my Chinese quickly a well, or it'll be just another last minute thing like geog and maths. ew, horrible.
If you ask me whether I regret coming to RGS, I may actually say yes.

Now to bball. Match against NewTown was pretty bad, we weren't focussed, we didn't bawo, didn't pass properly, didn' defend strongly enough, had little stamina, and weren't AGGRESSIVE enough. Main problem. Got whacked, as Mr ang puts it, and we woke up for Wednesday's match against YuYing. Trashed them 39-12. Yeeha. Mr Ang said we can bea every team in zone by 20 at least, and we're out to prove that in action yeah! :)
Tomorrow's against Cedar. Semi-finals for zone already. Indeed, this stage is progressing real quickly. Like, we just started zone, and we're gonna go into nationals already. Woww.
MUST BAWO!!! AND DARE TO PUSH INTO UNDEBASKET!!!
mustmustmust. mustmust.
Oh yes, the fact that mr tan's coaching cedar complicates matters...so badly. Well, we're gonna fight all out and win them well, no matter what! mingxingqiudui! Haha alina.
Those who haven't heard my super sick n gross story of my knee injury, don't ask for it. hahaha. unless curiosity really overwhelms u. Tomato ketchup oozing outta the plaster! Metaphor. teeheehee. :P

Vinna...oh man, stop seeing man! You serious not? I dunno whether to believe.

Kk I better go home. NOW. Ciao.

3rd match of the zonals 1st round was today. Scores for all matches [Bukit Merah, Guang Yang, HIJ Toa Payoh]: 88-4, 61-1, 94-14.

JAMIE BABYY!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS! Zai pok you, scored like 24 today, sth liddat. Woohoo! Dino you rock. Keep that spirit always man! Fight your best on court and dominate [sounds mr ong-ish] the centre area like a dino does :D Yay well done!

I guess today was the best match we played, at least we performed almost all-out, to aim for that 100 points. And we ba wo'd much, much more, esp. underbaskets. Ok maybe, except for me:( Will review this match if I have time. A bit sleepy now zzz. Yawn.

And we went to prata café, and I almost enjoyed a delicious meal. I WANNA SUE THAT GUY. Like what's his BIG problem!! Take order also don't know how to take properly. Can't even diferentiate HIS own pratas, like a cheese one from a cheese and egg one. And then after getting my wrong cheese and egg prata, I ordered an egg prata, and guess what he gave me. EGG AND ONION PRATA. I wanna chop his head off and bring down his business ahahaha. Supid stupid stupid! I was like so hungry, too bad, just eat lah.

Global warming will affect Singapore. How, I don't know. And asking us to COME UP WITH ORIGINAL SOLUTIONS! Who do they think we are? Geographical experts / professors / environmentalists? Puh-lease!!! We're 14 year old students man!

I think there's a problem with my phone. Why do I have to charge it so often? It runs out of battery so quickly.

Night.
sweet dreams in dino land!!

Yo I'm back! Haha when I don't blog, I don't blog for about 2 weeks, then when I do I blog so often. Com studs, as I said. Htmls again. NOT listening. Com studs is reserved for: blogging, inet, printing, email checking, and all other crap online.

Dance is tomorrow. We are not prepared at all. But oh well, we'll just do our best I guess. Will try thinking of steps for folk dance later. Prettty simple right, just repeat man. See, I know how apply past knowledge to new situations! Woohoo! That time in Music we learnt about Brazilian folk dances and stuff...yup, and the same steps were danced practically throughout the whole song.
Haiz. STRESS STRIKES.

Chinese pt, Chinese pt, Geog pt, gong han, maths WS, study history.

Global warming. Greenhouse effect. I am so dead for geog.

This morning I was thinking about results and exams and gpa's. And I realised all this while,I was unhappy cos I lost to others. But if I hadn't known the marks of others, honestly, I could have been quite happy with my own gpa. So what does that prove. I just make myself unhappy all the time. And do I stress myself out? Ok, I agree that most of the time /all the time, I simply think real real real negatively, and wallow in extreme sadness and depression and hopelessness. And now that I reflect [oh gosh. never thought it'd be so bad], well maybe I should really be happy in actual fact.
My life is so complicated.

If you want to be happy, be.

I guess that's true, you decide your own feelings. Why choose to be depressed?
Am I going crazy??
At the rate I'm going, thinking such strange thoughts and funny funny weird stuff, I think I'm super fit to go to Woodbridge.
I think I am going crazy.

Basketball. MY FREE THROWS STINK. MY UNDERBASKETS ARE NOT BA WO'D. Basically, my free throws stink stink stink. I gotta quickly get used to one-hand shooting. Train and train and train. SHEESH alina, i hate you. Haha.

I miss yesterday so badly! Gonna get the photos from justin. You better remember k, thanks! :)

Vinna just made a fool of herself. She went to some blog where there's music, and she desperately tried to soften it, but made it SO loud instead. Haha vinna dear, you reading this? HAhaha.

4 new testimonials! Yay thanks people! I thought they can expire if you don't accept them for a long time. cos yesterday I tried but failed. Got so worried. Bah, diao me. Friendster's actually working properly and quickly today woohoo! Not usual of sch computers.

I wanna learn guitar and drums and piano and dance. HAHA big joke man. One, I can't afford, two, I don't have time. :(
I love to serve God!!
Oh yes I've finally got new QT material yeeeeha thankew selina! :D

Again. DEEP RED PAINFUL SCARS. I should seriously take a photo of it. Beautiful it is. See what i mean by I'm going crazy.

I'm sick. SHEESH! Cough + flu. Bish, how can I be. Comp season man!!! And I can't pon school this whole week. Tml there's ACP, Wed and Tues matches, and Friday training. Of course, I can don't come to school then turn up for training later. Smart eh. Haha. Hope I get well. Sniffing aint fun!

My mum allowed me to buy the pink striped bag. Too bad it's pink, I don'treally like pink. But the blue one doesn't look that nice cos the combi green and blue isn't very nice. Which one should I get?? Polka dots? The dark blue is nice, but polka dots??!! Oh no. Dilemma. Too bad we can't just go around spending money, so we have to really really consider properly before making a decision whether to buy or not. I contemplated buying this bag or not for 1 week. Bah, so sad case.

Byee!

today rocked! It was real great to be in the house of the Lord, singing and dancing and praising Him. And at last, the dance and Sixteen going on Seventeen song are over. Not that I hated them, I LOVED them, but it was quite scary. heh, the usual feeling of jitters everywhere just before going onstage. Haha, after changing out of my jeans into sch u., I was backstage singing alone and worrying to death! Hahaha.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it was so WONDERFUL today!

I miss today yikes!

Aunty Phine asked me to go for dance classes. Woots. I don't mind! :D Music just brings me to my feet, can't stand still, unless it's some song that makes me fall asleep, like jazz. Eew. But our dance song was really appropriate, yup. Lively, upbeat.

And the song! AAH! Did I go off-pitch? It sounded ok...heh urm. Except the part after LingXin, I sang wrong tune I think. Kai Heng was looking me at me weirdly, and Yvonne seemed to stop playing. Oh well. But when I asked, no one even realised the mistake, so hahaha. YAY.

Saturday was tiring like siao. Crazy yet amazing when I think of it. Learnt to dance the whole of Linkin Park's Numb within 3 hours! Like, wow!! But really drained me out. Yes fine, my stamina stinks. Well, it's enjoyable at least. Dancing's fun! :)

Justin you are gonna be my official drum teacher from now on. Haha. no kidding. Thank you so much k!

I am finally blogging, yes I am! Maths pt killed me.

Oh let me tell you about the wrist-slitting incident. LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY.
mr ong: what happened?
me: nothing
mr ong: huh?
me:nothing! [pause] aiya i draw one lah!
everyone else: whoa zai sia. [thanks sarah. dots!:) ]
me:(to mr ong) u think i really cut one meh?
mr ong:no lah, if u want to cut, u tell me 1st, i give u chopper, u go chop off your whole hand!

He can be arrested for threatening murder. Lol. How interesting. It looks super real lah!! grins. Like, deep, red painful scar. Yes, indeed.

I shall blog again during com studs. Once again, thanks everyone for encouraging me regarding bball!! It helps, really.

2345. Goodnight!