11 July 2005
11:39 AM
Yo I'm back! Haha when I don't blog, I don't blog for about 2 weeks, then when I do I blog so often. Com studs, as I said. Htmls again. NOT listening. Com studs is reserved for: blogging, inet, printing, email checking, and all other crap online.
Dance is tomorrow. We are not prepared at all. But oh well, we'll just do our best I guess. Will try thinking of steps for folk dance later. Prettty simple right, just repeat man. See, I know how apply past knowledge to new situations! Woohoo! That time in Music we learnt about Brazilian folk dances and stuff...yup, and the same steps were danced practically throughout the
whole song.
Haiz.
STRESS STRIKES. Chinese pt, Chinese pt, Geog pt,
gong han, maths WS, study history.Global warming. Greenhouse effect. I am so dead for geog.
This morning I was thinking about results and exams and gpa's. And I realised all this while,I was unhappy cos I lost to others. But if I hadn't known the marks of others, honestly, I could have been quite happy with my own gpa. So what does that prove. I just make myself unhappy all the time. And do I stress myself out? Ok, I agree that most of the time /all the time, I simply think real real real negatively, and wallow in
extreme sadness and depression and hopelessness. And now that I reflect [oh gosh. never thought it'd be so bad], well maybe I should really be happy in actual fact.
My life is so complicated.
If you want to be happy, be.I guess that's true, you decide your own feelings. Why choose to be depressed?
Am I going crazy??
At the rate I'm going, thinking such
strange thoughts and funny funny
weird stuff, I think I'm super fit to go to Woodbridge.
I think I
am going crazy.
Basketball.
MY FREE THROWS STINK. MY UNDERBASKETS ARE NOT BA WO'D. Basically, my
free throws stink stink stink. I gotta quickly get used to one-hand shooting. Train and train and train. SHEESH alina, i hate you. Haha.
I miss yesterday so badly! Gonna get the photos from justin. You better remember k, thanks! :)
Vinna just made a fool of herself. She went to some blog where there's music, and she desperately tried to soften it, but made it SO loud instead. Haha vinna dear, you reading this? HAhaha.
4 new testimonials! Yay thanks people! I thought they can expire if you don't accept them for a long time. cos yesterday I tried but failed. Got so worried. Bah, diao me. Friendster's actually working properly and
quickly today woohoo! Not usual of sch computers.
I wanna learn guitar and drums and piano and dance. HAHA big joke man. One, I can't afford, two, I don't have time. :(
I love to serve God!!
Oh yes I've finally got new QT material yeeeeha thankew selina! :D
Again. DEEP RED PAINFUL SCARS. I should seriously take a photo of it.
Beautiful it is. See what i mean by I'm going crazy.
I'm sick. SHEESH! Cough + flu. Bish, how can I be. Comp season man!!! And I can't pon school this whole week. Tml there's ACP, Wed and Tues matches, and Friday training. Of course, I can don't come to school then turn up for training later. Smart eh. Haha. Hope I get well. Sniffing aint fun!
My mum allowed me to buy the pink striped bag. Too bad it's pink, I don'treally like pink. But the blue one doesn't look that nice cos the combi green and blue isn't very nice. Which one should I get?? Polka dots? The dark blue is nice, but polka dots??!! Oh no. Dilemma. Too bad we can't just go around spending money, so we have to really really consider properly before making a decision whether to buy or not. I contemplated buying this bag or not for
1 week. Bah, so sad case.
Byee!