07 August 2005
10:33 PM
I'M HIGH ON DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I TOOK ECSTASY. hahaha
I LOVE FESTIVAL OF PRAISE.
so i look to you!
tell the world that jesus lives!
GOD, I LOVE YOU!!
Festival of Praise was an
awesome experience. It was just
ALL-OUT worship, no holding back, no hiding, no shunning. Just giving it all away, giving it all away to the Lord Jesus.
all i need is You Lord, is You Lord, all i need is YouAnd it was one of the rare [yes, sadly] occasions I really
felt and
met God, and felt His Holy Spirit come upon me. I just felt His warm,
loving hands touch me and take away all the pain, hurt and sadness I'd been keeping, and I released it all to Him. He made me cry in sadness and happiness at the same time, deep sadness as I looked and realised all that I'd been keeping from Him, extreme happiness as I finally let it out.
HOW CAN I EVER THANK YOU ENOUGH?Cliché, yes, but I mean it. What did I even do to deserve all the great, sacrificial love the Lord has given, and will always give, me?
And I just wanted to sing of Your love forever. Nothing could express my immense thankfulness as I realised truly how ALMIGHTY God is, how majestic He is, yet He treats us as His sons and daughters, each and every one of us precious in His sight. Lifting my hands was not enough, singing my heart out was not enough. But it was all I could give, and that's what I gave.
I thank You with all of my heart, Lord. I THANK YOU.
Who on earth could offer us such powerful and amazing love?
Who else stays behind us to catch us from a fall when all the world walks out?
Who else would shine a light so bright to bring us out of darkness?
Who else could take away all our pain?
Who else has extraordinary hands to do the impossible?
No one but You, Lord. No one, but You alone.
Majesty Majesty
You grace has found me just as I am
Empty-handed but alive in Your hands
We seek Majesty Majesty
Forever I am changed by Your love
In the beauty of Your Majesty
There is nothing like Your love.
The songs we sang at festival of praise were simply meaningful and extremely touching. Hillsong + Delirious. A good combination of both ultra lively songs and the more soulful, reflective ones. I love both, they've got sorta different purposes. And even though last lines were repeated non-stop before the song ended, there was meaning in them. And I just sang and sang and sang to God above.
On top of meeting God and having a close encounter with Him, I had a superb time of fellowship with many friends:). Friday I went with bballers olly, sihui, nata, athena. Saturday, whoa, big crowd sia. vinna, rowena, debbie, olly, sihui, eve, ethel, amadea, david [eve's kanchiong], john. Sadly we were separated cos my diff groups of friends were sitting in different areas. In the end I sat in the little corner [same as friday] with olly, sihui and john with vinna, ro, and debbie in front. Sorry again to eve and ethel that I abandoned you kuzzins! *smiles.
I've got a lot of people to thank.
1. ROWENA - THANK YOU
really like siao, for lending me your com like nothing today. Know it was SUPER MA FAN and I really owe you big time man. Really sorry as well! I think you'll probably not sleep tonight all thanks to me. SORRY :(
2. SIHUI - thank you so so so so much for the lift home! I got no face to show you liao, thanks for the kindness! And of course, Your father as well!
3. OLLY - thanks for reserving those seats for me [and my friends], even though it was really tough to fight off the ushers!
4. VINNA - thanks for coming no matter what. Know it was chao hard to face your mum, but I'm so glad you still came!
5. EVE and ETHEL - for offering 4 seats to my friends and me, then we didn't need them. Thanks also for fighting off that usher! Haha tsk:)
6. MELTEE - woohooo it's just great that someone else knows. Thanks for telling me all about it, at least it makes it feel less weird. Didn't think you knew more than the surface...
I miss festival of praise. Already.
I DIDN'T GET TO GO TODAY!!!! :((((( And because I didn't go, 3 people who've never gone before didn't go either. AARGH. All the pt's fault. And the com's fault. Of course mine as well. Charmaine, shermaine and justin could have gone! Irritating.
I have a puppydog. *wurfwurf!
Olly is REALLY LAME. First jack then john. What the toot you pokk! BETRAYER. I know you know, but you act like you don't. *strangles
I am gonna make our church worship better when I become a worship leader! Haha. That is a long way to come. But I will try! :)
-take me deeper.
Charlie and the chocolate factory here I come!!
What am I wearing tomorrow
?