God's child
dance
music
basketball
loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

It's been a long time since i played truth or dare eh.
Oh man, today was so super AMUSING!
Stupid ro and alicia had to come up with that kinda hard hard questions that really dig it all outta you.TSK. Haha but actually, it was my question eh. :P Backfired. Sigh, whatever. And 1/2 an hour is LONG ok! Haha. Cause it's special:)
Actually, it became truth instead, since dare was noisy and we had to keep quiet to give the impression that we were having lessons. [2 FREE BLOCKS OH MAN] It was nice anyhow.
Nice time of slacking. And after that I read my book. It's addictive, now I don't wanna put it down.

I am SCARED of sunday's worship.

I didn't manage to climb all the way up lane 4:( But did so for lane 3. Yay:) Was hard to grip the rocks, they were not suitable for gripping, too small, haha. HAve 1 last try next week. I NEED TO GET TO THE TOP BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.
Yikes!
Have little faith. And strength - physically.

PRAISE NIGHT'05. TOMORROW.
Can't belive the week passed by so quickly. Still remember monday in the science lab, vinna and I were like, "still 4 more LONG days to go!!"
It has finally come XD

goodnight. See you there> :))

Rock Climbing.

I REACHED THE TOP!!!!!
YAYYY!!!!!
TWICE!!!!!
ON THE SAME DAY!!!!!
YAYY!!!!!

Loved the feeling. But it was kinda scary up there too. Considering I'm partly afraid of heights. BUt it was nice:) And vinna wanted me to go alll the way up and sit down on the top. Haha, I'd be too scared to turn around if I did try. But yayy anyway, I touched the top with both hands. Thought I'd be too tired to get to the top a 2nd time [managed to climb twice cause the bell hadn't rang]but well, did it:))

YAYYYY.

Now for the 4th lane. Today they're having assessment, and so we'll try to take the 4th lane and try to get to the top on this one, since it's harder. There's that partly overhang right at the beginning, so from the start already it's tiring to get up. I tried it at nyaa camp and failed horribly - didn't even get past the red line!!:( And at the top, the rocks are so small and there're so few of them! Don't know how people reach the top on that one. Looks oh-so-tiring. But rock climbing lessons are gonna end quite soon, so we better make the mst of the remaining time yup.

Lalala. Oh man, this sat ther's worship prac. Have been doing alternate weeks sia. Cause it's EXAM PERIOD for everyone else, just that rgs has to be extra and push them back so late. Yes, we would like more study time, but it adds to our stress much more too!

Mei khuin's leading. AND I'm leading all the slow songs. When she told me that on the phone yest'd I was like OH. MY. GOSH. But I only said "ok...ok...ok..." to her. BAH. How many slow songs are there gonna be? I have NEVER led before. Help.

I went to the library with ro yest'd!! Talk about slacking big time. And as she said, the books are all so nice, since all the students are chionging exams now. So I felt like so guilty to be in the library, cause eoy's are in 3 WEEKS' TIME. But I'm glad I finally can go back to my habit of reading.

How ironic is that. Nearer the eoy's, I'm much more free than other times. Shows how much time is committed to bball:)

The psl yahoogroups thing has so many messages. Sian of reading. Haha.

I wanna read my book! XD

vinna + joy: jiayou for jap eoy. charmaine: jiayou for your maths. YOU WON'T FAIL GIRL.

God Sent Me An Angel
by Tommy Q
I was walking along a country road one calm and cloudy day
Feeling down about the problems that had seemed to come my way
My pain was very great and my tears I could not hide
And was calling God to help me as I was hurting deep inside

I then thought about what I've believed and how I've rarely called
For sometimes I have wondered if God were there at all
As I lifted up my head and looked down that road a spell
I spotted someone coming - from the distance hard to tell

As he got a little closer I could then see all the signs
Of someone who'd been down that road quite a number of times
His clothes were old and dusty and his shoes were pretty worn
But there seemed a glow about him - at least I could have sworn

His face appeared real friendly as he peered up in the sky
He said, the weather is pretty calm today, hope the rain will pass us by
He first talked about the weather, but there seemed to be much more
That we both had in common, except for what we wore

He started talking about his life and the places he had been
And he spoke as if he knew me, like we were next-of-kin
From the problems that he had, to the happy times he found
Our likeness was uncanny and was becoming more profound

We had so much in common - I couldn't believe how much alike,
That I decided to tag along, we continued on our hike
He said he's from all over and his name was just like mine,
And hoped one day that we would meet as he had a real short time

I was feeling sort of baffled, as we went on with our walk
But he had held my interest, so I listened as he talked
He said, I know you're hurting - as your life has been so hard
But it seems today that you found God, where once you'd disregard

From the point that I was calling and was asking for God's hand,
Is the point where he had first appeared, as this was in God’s plan
He said to take more time for prayer - that I could bend God's ear
That He is always listening, and He is always near

God knows about my struggles but better times will be ahead,
As long as I keep believing and will no longer be mislead.
We then turned onto a sidewalk and now very close to home,
And it was then it struck me that I was suddenly now alone.

This stopped me in my tracks and I began to call his name
And it was then I understood, why to me that day he came.
I then realized God had heard me, as my Angel He then sent
To relieve me of my worries, and all my discontent.

Today I pray more often and feel blessed with my God's Love
As He was there and listening - and sent an Angel from above


I Was Lifted Up On Angel's Wings
by WhtDove
I was lifted up on Angels' wings,
And through the Heavens soared.
When I came upon a brilliant light,
I found it was my Lord.

With hair like snow and eyes of fire,
I bowed before His feet.
In His presence it was hard to stand,
My sins felt like concrete.

Head hung in sorrow,
tears filled my eyes.
My mouth, it couldn't speak.
My sins were overpowering me.

My soul, it just felt weak.
A gentle hand reached out to touch me,
A voice like thunder spoke.
The love He gave enveloped my soul,
My heart no longer broke.

He put His loving arms around me,
Such peace that I felt then.
I was quite content in knowing that,
He'd do it all again.

Our righteous acts are like filthy rags,
The Lord reminded me.
Come in unto Me my precious child,
For I can set you free.

I was lifted up on Angel's wings,
And through the Heavens soared.
I had been forgiven my sin and...
My soul had been restored.

Dancing In Dreams
by BSC [who's that?]
In dreams I am dancing with the Lord,
It's a slow and glorious waltz -
I'm waking as the devil cuts in,
His two-step praising my faults.

A twist of uncontrolled movement,
And I begin to doubt my own feet -
Until I call for the Lord to come,
And bring back the dance so sweet.

I get lost in the soft, soothing melody,
As we glide to the dear angel's song,
That's when He shows His love for me,
And proves the devil so wrong.

Heaven's canopy is our ballroom,
Twinkling stars - our only light,
Doves and angels surrounding us,
As I fall gently to sleep for the night.

What does it feel like to be free as a bird?
I think I'll have to wait till 22 october to find out. CLAIRE IT'S SO UNFAIR YOU HAVE YOUR BIRTHDAY ON THAT DAY.
Well, yesterday we went out to j8 to celebrate joy's birthday. :) Happy birtday [belated] joy. For the 50th time I think. It was really fun, and none of us felt like going home after one whole night of slacking. I almost slacked the whole day. After school went to check out the believer music centre, then went home for like 1 hour + only. Talked to vinna on the phone, went to do biji. And wow, I managed to do THREE ciyu's. Proded eh, Then I had to leave again. SO SLACK PLEASE.
And furthermore, when I went home, I didn't do homework nor study nor sleep. I WATCHED OTH. HAHAHAHA.
And swooned over LUCAS.
LUCAS IS HOT.
CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!!!!!!!
Yup, then I went to sleep at 11+. ANd was afriad of getting sinus AGAIN today. but I didn't:)
But I feel slack, still. And my mum was encouraging me to watch oth. And it was so hard to resist that temptation. So I watched, and felt so guilty.
A well. Now that there's no more training, I do have a whole lot more time. And I actually feel super free.

Whatever.

Christian poems are nice:)

Agenda for today. Chem ws, biji, study hist.

byee.

Unseen prose. I'm not done yet. And she wants it by END OF TODAY. Irritating. So now I've gotta use comstuds to do LIT while I can be having fun.
Sigh.

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the doubt that fills my mind
i finally find
you and i collide

Nice nice nice.

Friendster doesn't wanna open. No photos vinna haha too bad:)

Chinese was dumb. I don't wanna admit it but it did change my thinking a bit. Really. I don't know, what if I forget chinese forever?
WELL THERE'S FRENCH!
HAH.
It's a much nicer 2nd lang to take than chinese. It's so refined, like what french vulgarities have you heard of? I haven't, at least:)

To lit I go.

2 more days. They say you must prepare a worhsip song to present. I don't know what song to pick. Was doing heart of worship cos it's easy to sing, then today I felt like doing to the ends of the earth. Suggestions are welcome:)
I gotta find out how to get there. Gonna check tomorrow. And at the same time make sure I can get there within 45 minutes. So tight. I kinda regret choosing this timeslot. Should have chosen sat.Too late.

Today daniel led worship. And we had like so many hillsongs compared to normal. Haha YOUNG generation. Worship is taking a very different form now, with holy communion in between, meditation time, prayer time...it's really getting MUCH BETTER:) I think WOW is really growing now. I'm super glad XD

WHOA 5 more days to praise night. Yayness. Ro are you coming??

Flooding of tagboards is fun:)

Church was nice. As ALWAYS XD The speaker jonathan fuller rocked. Super good sermon on the call to mission. I wasn't paying attention the 1st part, but when I started listening, it really was meaningful. Cause the past few ones were..kinda boring.

Oh editing of the CHAD MICHAEL MURAY post. PEYTON. Haha sorry. So weird spelling man.
ooh man I LOVE CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!!!!

ro lend me cinderella story quick:).

Goodnight. Slept at 3 this morning. Woots. Sinus tomorrow.

When I say "I am a Christian,"
I am not shouting "I am saved."
I am whispering "I am lost."
That is why I choose this way.
When I say "I am a Christian,"
I do not speak of this with pride.
I am confessing that I stumble
and need someone to be my guide.
When I say "I am a Christian,"
I am not trying to be strong.
I am professing that I am weak
and pray for strength to carry on.
When I say "I am a Christian,"
I am not bragging of success.
I am admitting that I have failed
and cannot ever pay the debt.
When I say "I am a Christian,"
I am not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are too visible
but God believes I am worth it.
When I say "I am a Christian,"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches,
which is why I seek His name.
When I say "I am a Christian,"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I am loved.

CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY IS HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT!
-----swoonswoonswoon'
Every time I watch one tree hill I practically melt upon seeing his face.
Oh my, hotness hotness!
I was watching the 1st season just now and the part where he and peyton confessed their love to each other. It was so sweeeeet. Oh man.
I haven't watched cinderella story. And I should. Will someone lend me the vcd thank you:)
I love one tree hill. At least there's a show to look forward to eh. And probably the oc too, though I don't like it that much.

I'm still brooding over my geog marks. 1 mark careless, 1 mark cause I just couldn't decide which choice to pick, 1 mark cause I didn't elaborate/give egs. AND I HAD THE TIME TO DO SO, BUT I THOUGHT IT WASN'T NECESSARY, SO I LEFT THE LAST POINT AS THAT AND MINUSED 1 MARK FOR THAT. 1 PRECIOUS MARK.
And thus, I got a irritatingly low 17. A perfect opportunity for a full marks and I mesed it all up. Gee, good job man.

I didn't get to climb the 1st lane during pe!! How sadded, climbed the 2nd lane AGAIN. But I did better:) Reached that blue rock I couldn't last time. I'm a "clumsy climber" as mrs wee says. Cause I try to get very high very quickly and end up banging super hard against the wall and getting loadza bruises. Lol, as long as I get up there I'm happy:) And I MUST get up there next lesson cause it's the last and I will definitely have to take the 1st lane if I wanna get up there.
Jiayou me.

During geog yest'd we watched a video "China's lost girls" on the 1-child-policy in China, resulting in lots of baby girls getting "abandoned, hidden away, aborted, or even killed." And it made us reflect on how lucky we are not only to be alive, but also living in perfect health, a safe and secure country without such policies, having good food, housing, clothes anf practically everything those girls lack.
Was quite sad. Moving.

Vocals course starts next tuesday! COOOL. Received the confirmation email a few days ago.

VINNA'S COMING FOR PRAISE NIGHT WOOHOOHOO. Thank You Lord for answering our prayers and choosing to give us the 2% chance that she would come instead of the 98 that she wouldn't. Yayy. Now for kaiyan and ro. Especially kaiyan [ro, not that you're less impt, but we're evangelising to ky, so yup.] So charmaine the conclusion is that you should come too. :)

have faith.

That phrase keeps coming to my mind and reminding me that if I trust in the Lord, He will keep things going right according to His will and purposes, which are perfect.

Just like I prayed for a water break this afternoon cause my mouth was getting super dry and I was extremely thirsty and tired. Then it was given immediately after my prayer.

:)

Lit test was quite bad. I know I wasn't answering the question towards the last part cause I was focussing so much on the role and craft that I forgot to link it back to why it makes the inspector "not ordinary". Well. TOO BAD YET ANOTHER WASTEFUL CARELESS MISTAKE LIKE GEOG. I bet she'll write like "didn't answer the question" or something. SIGH TOO LATE I ALWAYS MESS UP.

And we had ipp before that and were all hoping that it would cut into the lit block. And it did, but not the total recess block and thus, our recess was cut. And we had 1 minute left to eat. Smarto. Bad bad bad. There they go talking so much about social responsibility and our she doesn't even practise it, cause she let us starve. Wow.

Am I a mugger?
OLLY WHAT DID YOU TELL ANZHEN. I'm not that mugger lah. Maybe somewhat but not as siao as I imagine you said. Hah. Who got like almost 3.7 gpa pls.

Met junming on the bus yest'd. it;s the 2nd time already. RI's in bishan so he has to take a bus to rtc, then take 190 again? How mafan. And he said that rgs is far from home. Ha, look who's talking. He asked if I know some indian guy from his class. Weird. And we were comparing gpa's and I realise RI is slack! They can relax lika crazy , then here we are in RGS dying of stress day after day, literally studying 24/7.
Sad life.

I'm here again looking for art stuff for the printart. It's quite cool, we see so much URBAN stuff, real funkeh.

I can't wait for praise night!

I really think I'm gonna die for lit. I'm anything but prepared.

deviantart is quite a cool place. The photographs are so super cool.

Ran out of stuff to blog about.

I'M GONNA GET BELOW 20 FOR LIT.
HAVEN'T STUDIED EVERYTHING. NOT EVEN ONE-TENTH OF IT IN FACT.
I CANNOT AFFORD TO FLUNK!
BUT I WILL.

Believer music starts next week. am I loking forward to it!! :)
PLUS, next year I'm going for guitar with vinna. YAYY. Charmaine are you?
I think next year commitments will kill, but I really wanna learn, and if I don't start early, I'll never start. I mean, when you start working next time...there's even less time than you think you have now. Just like piano. oh no, I don't know when I'll ever start again.
The sooner, the better.

I can't wait for church camp. And I can't wait for Christmas. I can't wait for DECEMBER. I can't wait for 11am on 21 oct. I can't wait for bball camp. I can't wait for Praise Night. I can't wait for the day after Praise Night! :))

Oh gosh, can God please take exams away?? Hah. Or at least, help me live through this sickening period of time.

The best stuff always comes at the end of the year. So the graph goes way up and higher and higher, and you're having a time of your life and all that...And abruptly, 31 december arives, and ends...and there the plot graph plunges all the way down, down, down. Before you know it, it's the start of a new year. Man, I hate that kind of stuff.

Blogging competition with joy + vinna? Haha I may lose to the writing part cause joy blogs like a million words at one time, but at least I'll win the more publicity one:) Take that joy. Haha.

Com studs is gonna end in 20 minutes. that's quite long actaully.

My eportfolio's a bit sadded. DO I CARE?

I gotta compose more poems. MORE MORE MORE and more prose/short stories too. Yest'd mrs yue was talking about the craft of short stories. Didn't exactly help, cause it's the same kinda stuff you always hear, like orientation, complication, climax, resolution....not like I never knew tose stuff. it's HOW to make your story interesting and captivating and all that.

_____ was being super nice to encourage us by saying that it's gonna be super hard to get into cap and all that cause they all write really really well and we're nothing compared to them so we should just not bother trying and "do rs lah!"
How very encouraging, thanks.

Plus you had to suan me and say that my lit studying was making good progress.
Why, thanks, I really needed that then.

Our hoy was talking about vulgarities and all that and cautioning us not to write "offensive stuff" on blogs as the person may see and fell really hurt.

Well. I don't think she will care.

HAHA VINNA YOUR AND _____ ARE A SUPER FUNNY COUPLE. I love the tag:) His tag, I mean.
Such stuff is not fit for blogs eh. LOL, jiayou vinna. *smirks and grins widely*

I don't like art. yucks.

I can't wait for Praise Night. Vinna + kaiyan + ro you must come. Especially kaiyan. :)
I love church. More than ever. I don't even know why. :)

Today's worship was wonderfully great.
It was spirit-led.
It rocked.
Thank you Lord.
We pray for more.
:)

--experience!!

Yayy believer music here I come.

AHAHA the testimonials are so farni. So that picture did catch attention yeah. LOL. Ok maybe I'll take it down haha enough of maluating..for myself and the other 3 HAHA sorry:)) But it was super funny can.
andrea: DUH I folded my culottes. Haha even if it's cause I grew taller [which I DIDN'T], I will pull it longer that MINI-ness was SO BIMBO CAN. :D

Friendster changes the layout so frequently. I think last time was nicer than this. BUT IT'S ORANGE so that's nice:)

Haven't posted since tuesday I realise.
And I shouldn't even be doing so now, cause I've got lit + chinese to study. And planning of what to say tomorrow.

I'm gonna flunk lit I think. I mean, all I know is the superficial stuff. Ask me about social responsibility and all I can tell you is that mr birling represents the upper-middle and upper class who lack it, and inspector is the one who "throws light" onto their past blahblah. just the surface. NO IN-DEPTH ANALYSIS that is required to write a 21/25 essay.

Sigh. Not exactly happy with geog and hist. COULD HAVE GOTTEN 19 LAH. AMANDA THAT'S WHAT I MEAN WHEN I SAID THE 2 MCQ WRONG WAS A VERY SERIOUS THING. Cost me 2 marks can. That's a big difference in %. YIKES. Stupid lah could have gotten 19 19 19 19 19 19!!!!!
Just 1 mark from structured. 1 MARK!!!
And history. As low as usual.

Yesterday's training was scary and yet not that scary in some way. I shant comment...all I'll say is that mr ang's very innovative!! And VERY indeed.

Assistant-leading worhsip tomorrow. The songs are pretty nice. HEART OF WORSHIP. :D Yvonne has a sore throat and thererfore I have to lead more. Like eeks. And I can't remember which songs I'm leading. :P Whoops.
praise adonai [i think. the slow part]
above all/amazing love. One of them, don't know..
heart of worship

And we're singing a hymn. Closing song Blessed be thy vision. Ok at least the tune's not bad for this one. There are some hymns that get real boring, I'm sorry.
Other songs: Shout of the king, Jesus is alive. So I'm leading about half?! Ok.

Goodnight. Back to mugging lit.

Art class. Looking at www.ikea.com.sg for furniture for our art piece on change. Adapted from those paintings we saw in the museum that day. I think the museum was quite cool haha.
glass
wood
steel
According to tingtong, those are examples of the most commonly used materials in houses now that give them a modern setting.
Oh man I love ikea!! The furniture there rocks like siao. They give your house a really homy setting/atmosphere. Yikes I realise that sounded so literary. Well of course you've gotta know how to choose a proper wall colour and all that to contribute to a whole nice setting. So nice.

Should I do art or weights after school? I haven't finished my clay model.

I'm still regretting buying the pants. And vinna said that the bag's ex. And now I think maybe I shouldn't have bouight anything yest'd. I didn't exactly need the bag, that's for sure. But I needed pants/jeans, just that that one was a bit ex.

My arm power is seriously W.E.A.K. I get tired after climbing just a wee bit of the rock wall. That time at nyaa camp I didn't get very far up, like 1 panel above the red line?
Today we did bouldering at the incline area again. I can't turn around and hold the other part with 2 hands still. Cause I still need to get my leg up one more rock. But I was too scared and I simply jumped down:( My arms weren't really tired actually, but I thought i couldn't. Power of the mind.
Every time I'm about to climb the wall, I remind myself to believe that I can and simply climb all the way because I CAN. But somehow when I'm up there, it's so much harder, and I give up too easily. I think I can't, and I don't even bother to try, cause I'm afraid to fall.

I need to make up many more poems. Looking at the rate those CAP-pers go, I don't know how I'm gonna compare. Actually, I need more prose. Haven't got a single one! And I think that's necessary in the portfolio right. Haha shall go ask my aunt for help.

Vinna, do you want the planet shakers lyrics website link here? I may paste it here when I blog at home. If I remember:)

Friendster refuses to open up. It always hangs on the school com. Like they are trying to discourage us to go there so they make it unable to open unless we wait for 1 hour or sth.

5 more minutes to the bell.

I'VE GOT SINUS. Is that supposed to make me regret styaing up till 5.30 am that day? Well erh, oops.
Super irritating lah. Sniff sniff. Sneeze sneeze sneeze.

Oh guess what! I went shopping yesterday after all. My mum was SO NICE to agree to come in the end. I was like, last day of holidays already, must enjoy, pleasepleaseplease? And she thought for a while and said ok. YAY.
SPLURGED. Sheesh.
$43. 78 to be exact. Like, YIKES!!!!!!! I always tell myself nonono I'm not gonna spend but the temptation is oh-so-hard to resist.
My pants cost $49. That was the worst. I think I regret buying it oh sheesh.
And my orange bag $16.05.
And other stuff $14.90 + $9.90.
I think the pants was TOO EX. How could I have agreed to buy that?

But I LOVE THE ORANGE BAG
IT'S SO COOL
It was actually folded up into this compact case, so I only saw the case and thought it was some handphone pouch. But then my mum was smarter, and more observant, so she noticed the picture of a bag that looked like a T-shirt on the label. Then she opened it up and it was this bag that was exactly like a typical NTUC plastic bag - same shape, same size and all, the handles the same kind too. COOL eh. Just the material and colour different lah. Then we saw another bigger one, this one looked like a halter. She gave it to me to open it up to see and I was like SCREAM! SOOOOOOOOOO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
And I love the colour too. Firstly it's orange and secondly it's BRIGHT orange. Yeah.
And it's a tote bag.
Much better than the esprit one:)) Love it yayy.

And the pants. The moment I saw it, I thought of eve. It's just the kind she wears. I don't know what you call it. That kind of got a lot of pockets one. Haha big help yeah. Lol. It's really really nice and I do love it loads, but now I really think no matter how much I love it, the money gone is much more valuable. Well. My mum said it's a present.

We were walking to taka and passed by Urban Warehouse. Saw this pretty lil blue stripe bag that cost $9.90. And I thought for quite a while whether to buy it or not, but decided it was too small. Then the shop was closing so I didn't have time to continue thinking, had to go off. So as we were walking back I was like, should I, should I not, should I, should I not. Thought all the way till I saw the orange bag.
God works in wondrous ways. Blessing in disguise! :)

New stuff for sunday yayy.

What lies beneath?
What lies beneath the
sparkling swivels
captured within the
deep blue marble on its
pure white floor?

Is that vivid image
in there a
true mirror of
what lies beneath?

It fails to please me as
I see myself as a
round pufferfish
and not the clear, clean floor.

And as the marble rolls around
the pictures change;
but it's all too colourful,
it's not the clear clean floor.

What lies beneath
the mysterious sparkle?
The twinkle
captured within the
watery gaze of your
sea-coloured eyes?
What is your floor?

Guess you can guess the theme of that. Partly inspired by ahem, lit texts. But I thought of the title before realising that the theme is appearance and reality, which is something we keep learning in lit. Now I've got 1 more to add to my CAP portfolio. Yay. And I think I've got quite a lot to write in the reflections for this one, cos there is really a lot more meaning hidden [appropriately reflecting the theme!]. :)

I'm seriously blogging every day. But at least I'm offline now. Oh no I'm really addicted to the internet. Been online for 3 hours daily on Sunday, Monday, Thursday and Friday, and hopefully NOT today. :(((( DIE. When my father sees the internet bill next month he's sure to come screaming at me. DIE.

Well. I couldn't stand waiting any longer after I finished my yuedubaogao, I was thinking whether I should stay in my room and do my lit questions [act 2 and 3 more to go] and read lotr as slacking, or come out and slack by blogging and searching for lyrics and downloading stuff, then go back and do lit questions. Yes, you know my decision. I FEEL GUILTY.

Let's just console myself by saying that the september holidays are ending and WHY DON'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SLACK ALL I WANT NOW RIGHT??? [I hope so, gee.] Plus, even my mum says that I should "RELAX lah girl". Haha why not seize the opportunity? Right? Right?

So. Tomorrow is the last day of this SHORT SHORT SHORT holiday. Sigh. Time's always against us. I've got lit questions and drama script left to do, and for slacking it's everything, since I pretty much spent the last 2 days after the chalet doing homework alone. Reviewing my week:
monday - sleep in the morn, lunch, netball, survey, SUNTEC!!! xD
tuesday - rs + lit proj meeting, bbq @ chalet
wednesday - chalet
thursday - chalet
friday - homework all day long
saturday - homework all day long
sunday - church, camp comm prayer meeting, grandma's house, ?????

Not bad eh, I've got tomorrow afternoon free. Initially wanted to go out and use the robinsons/john little voucher we have, but my mum says it's too late tomorrow to go out and it'll be too rushed and blahblahblah, so we shouldn't go out tomorrow. SIGH. So much for going out and having fun. :( I want to buy lotza clothes:)) Haha what a bimb! But anyway what else is there to buy from a department store right. How 'bout cooking utensils or tablecloths? :)
[I'm still eyeing that beautiful turquoise UCLA tee! SO nice!]

Think I'm gonna sleep past 3am today [yes, it's already sunday now]. That's my aim, at least. and if posible not sleep at all. Though I'll be kinda drained out tomoroow afternoon if I don't. My bed is my haven man. Don't see how I can resist it. If you wanna stay up through the night, you must NEVER touch your bed, 'cause the moment you lie down you're gonna fall into a deeeeep slumber and never get up till the next morning unless you really mianqiang with an alarm. Especially if you've been up for about 2 hours past your usual bedtime, and you're having droopy eyelids.

I've got a cow mouse hand-rest. Got it free form buying the french cheese. Yumyum, I always loved the french cheese! La vache. Hahaha. I MISS FRENCH yikes. It's so cute. Urm, I mean the cow thing not the cheese lol. I don't see the point of having a mouse hand-rest. aha well, it's cute, so I don't mind.

Sigh as usual I'm really dreading the start of school. And it's not just the start of a new term, it's the start of term 4!!! Like, yikes! The worst time of the year. But it also means...Childrens' day is coming :P HAHAHA *hint* But it's like a few days before the end-of-year's...BAD day.

Charmaine's coming to my grandma's house tomorrow WOOTS! Love you dearie. Thanks! xD I told you you're nice. You've proven it yourself HAHAHA.

I'm looking forward to church tomorrow! I'm always looking forward to church :D But actually, why? I don't really think I know the answer to that.

Heard that many rafflesians go to Riverlife church. Dew and raywen for example, for those that I know. Rachael too I think? SO COOL! Haha maybe I'll get someone to tag along with me one day. Lol. I think charismatic chuches are pretty nice and suitable for teens. Although their beliefs are somewhat different form Methodists', which isn't good for me. We're a conservative bunch. But I really think bpmc's becoming slightly less traditional than before, especially the youth service. Like, we may not sing hillsongs or planet shakers [except very occassionally in youth], but we don't sing hymns either.It's the contemporary songs kind.
I mean, I love planet shakers and all, and I really hope our church will sing more of those, but I'm trying to be happy cos worship in any form is still praising the Lord. Just that I feel more through the hillsong-ish and planet shaker-ish songs somehow.
HUH? Ok that was a whole lot of verbal diarrhoea, I don't even see my own argument. Haha nevermind, just forget that entire paragraph. :S

Encounter. I think that's a really nice theme for church youth camp this year. ROWENA AND KAIYAN PLEASE COME!! I'm still keeping your in prayer! :) I've got quite a long prayer list I realise. Yvonne's composing the song most probably. HOW COOL IS THAT.

OK so what should I do later after lit?
Options:
-read lotr
-compose songs/poems
-write in my diary [short entry I guess]
-play piano [though I'm not exactly in that mood now]

And what should I do tomorrow afternoon? I DON'T WANNA STAY AT HOME. Anyone wants to go out with me??
Options:
-go library and borrow some books on my list and spend the whole afternnon reading on the couch at home. Whee. haven't done that in a long time, maybe I should. Sounds good.
-GO OUT!! Sounds better. So, any volunteers? I bet everyone will read this entry after tomorrow anyway, looking at the time. Haha.
-stay in my grandma's house and stone/if eve and ethel are still there, crap.
-go somewhere near with my mum like westmall or IMM or something. EEW boring. But at least it beats not going out at all.
-do the drama script! YUCKS. Who wants to do homework. I must seriously treasure the last holiday I have before exams come.

Sigh I'll decide tomorrow.

Agenda for later when I go back online:
-download newest msn messenger haha yes I'm just a bit slow]
-look for planet shakers lyrics

Oh yes! I've already done QT for today. Did it this afternoon.

Kk I think this entry's long enough eh. Cya, whoever's online :)
I'm an owl. just not so wise, maybe. :)

blessed be Your name
in the land that is plentiful
where Your streams of abundance flow
blessed be Your name

blessed be Your name
when i'm found the desert place
though i walk through the wilderness
blessed be Your name

every blessing You pour out
i'll turn back to praise
when the darkness closes in Lord
still i will say

blessed be the name of the Lord
blessed be Youe name
blessed be the name of the Lord
blessed be Your glorious name

blessed be Your name
when the sun's shining down on me
when the world's all as it should be
blessed be Your name

blessed be your name
on the road marked with suffering
though there's pain in the offering
blessed be Your name

You give and take away
You give and take away
my heart will choose to say
Lord blessed be Your name

When I think bout prioroties, I always say "God first".
But do I really mean it?
No, I don't, not at all.
It's like it' programmed in my mind, tape recorder format, just say it outta habit. But I really don't act as if it is. I fail to act like a Christian, do things God's way, obey Him, I even don't bother about QT so often. And I say that I love Him. He doesn't get what He deserves at all.
I wrote all these in my diary already. Don't wanna repeat.

Just finished my lit handout. Got yue du bao gao, lit questions, study history left.
Not bad eh. I don't feel like doing lah.
Where should I draw the line between relaxation and work? Like, I really wanna slack like siao like others and commit more to bball, but my conscience says no, I gotta do well in studies. And I hate that. I hate working hard. Especially when all I get back is failure and more failure. So a part of me wants to go out tomorrow and heck care my homework left. But the pther part says that I've slacked enough and better discipline myself and stop procrastinating.
Urgh. Think I'll stay at home.

We get free gelato sihui and nata and dew!! Is it dew? Can't remember, anyway the people who were at estivo that day after athena's house. Hahaha. Sleeping beauties. LOL. So that guy was serious.

Man busted sms-es yesterday. Hahaha. WHOOPS. I got no self-control. Was too bored.
Rat race is fun!!!
:)

I'm gonna sleep early today. For once.

Whole day today doing homework already.

I feel weird without training. Monday gonna continue already anyway:)

-joy owes me $4 and vinna $5. TSK. hinthint.

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WOW. I spent 2 1/2 hours on the phone. Congratulate me.
Charmaine your poor phone bill man. Thanks for calling me back instead cause I was actually the one who called:)
Whee I've never had phone conversations that long since primary school. And I don't think there're many people I can talk to for such a long time. How weird right. We aren't even in the same school. Not much in common. Nice friendship yes :D
Last time it was eileen or qian wei or adilah whom I spoke to for about 1 hour on the average.
It's once again emphasising how stressful life has become that we dfon't even get to enjoy such simple pleasures. We don't have the time to. What has become of this world we're living in? What has become of my life? What has happened to the nice nice wonderful life we're supposed to be enjoying at our age?
See why I hate Asia. Specifically, Singapore. I mean there're real good things here as well, but the bad one is one MAJOR bad one.
Anyway, back to the phone convo. We talked about a whole lot of random stuff, mostly ahem. I shall just call it urm, girl talk [quoted by daryl again]. And about my stuff and her stuff and lotsa stuff. Haha. Typical crap. It was fun. Cause like I said it's a once-in-a-blue-moon thing.

And this morning I was sms-ing till about 2+. Charmaine see lah you didn't reply me. I was wondering who'd be awake to pei wo and you were free!!! :(

Chalet was pretty fun. We cycled and cooked dinner yest'd evening. The macaroni turned out better than expected. Credits to yen lin, jamie, athena, olly and nata for cooking! After eating we went to the court to play bball. Before long there were some drunkards who came along and asked us to play match. They were so drunk and freaky, 2 of em were chasing each other, one with a wine bottle in his hand.. Played till about midnight then mr ong and mr ang chased us back into the flat. Bathed and played RATRACE!!! Athena's super good at it. And nata and olly mr ong played too. Stayed up till about 3am before we slept. Did lotza crap that's why we were awake.

It's 2am. And jeremy is making me play com games with him. Tic tac toe of all games! Lol. Some people are simply bored eh. If it were me I'd SLEEP. Bah. Yawn. Will leave after charmaine's 100-character long testomonial. And vinna as well.

Yayy I finally learnt how to ----!!!!!!!!
HOORAYYYYYYYYYYY
thank you very much nata, and vinna, and kaiyan. Hahahahaha. xD
Whee tis so fun.
At ro's house. Just came back from the gym. Woohoo I did 3 sets of 15 arm thingies. Forgot what it's called already.
see mr ong I pumped:))
He wants jamie and i to do 3 sets of as-many-as-possible men push ups before we shower every day. "Your upper body is too weak!" Haha. Okie dokie. Dinos pumping together.
BBQ later!! I'm going super late. Thank you God for yen lin who came to my rescue by agreeing to pick me up at 645 at the mrt station.
Charmaine if you're reading this and haven't seen the last post, please scroll down. Hahaha. Grins.
I'm drained from swimming man. I smell of chlorine. When I was in the gym I was like sit down wanna fall asleep...swimming does take up loadsa stamina man.
I'm blogging every day now.
KK. Time to go for sec 4 farewell.
Gonna get mac's fries man. Stomach's grumbling madly.

HEY CHARMAINE.
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU.
THANK YOU FOR BEING NICE + UNDERSTANDING + SUPPORTIVE + CARING + COMFORTING AND SIMPLY BEING A GREAT FRIEND.
WHEEE. THAT'S MY THANKS TO YOU.
SEE I'M NOT EVEIL.
[and i do mean it! :)]
hahaha.

Went to school for quality of school experience survey. And netball tryouts [for netball carn]. And after that mandah, marissa sim, vinna and I went to millenia walk to get wonka choccies. And to shun bian buy fbt's from carrefour.
The choc were DELICIOUS. Scrumptious indeed, as the wrapper said. Had a choc bar and the caramel one. Spent $4.40. Cheaper than I expected. Yay. I kept the wrapper man! In to my diary it goes:) Stupid manda walked all the way from national library to millenia walk, then we had to stone there for more than an hour waiting. Could have walked to suntec to shop 1st..
Had a hilarious stomach-hurting time in the dunno-what cafe, cos of some particular people...
I have no comments.
I tell you if people see it I'll die lah!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Then marissa figured what we were talking about and deemed us a weird gang. I don't exactly disagree haha.
Finally manda came, bought her chocs, then we walked to suntec.
Carrefour aint selling fbt's no more. Only got bad colours like blue and RED. I got a new tee!! Black and plain. $5 only so cheap lah.
God really provides miracles k!
Cos when we said we were gonna buy fbt's in school, I realised I didn't bring extra money. Thought I only had around $15 which was just enough for fbt's and dinner. So not wonka candies. Then when I was in the shop, I looked inyo my wallet and realised...there was another $10 notes in there!!!
And I'm serious I believe it WASN'T A COINCIDENCE.
Lalala, even if it was because I was simply blind and hadn't seen the note before that when I checked my wallet, it was still God making me happy when I found it:))
Yes, as alvin chan the speaker on sunday said. We don't believe in coincidence.
Although this incident's kinda dumb..I still believe God works in our life.
Hahahahaha.
I'm laughing a lot!

mmt father has a HUGE HUGE HUGE GIGANTIC PROBLEM!
So freaking pissed with him.
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hate my father.
Can you read that?
such an idiot, feel like cursing him death. AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!
what kind of a christian is that.

Don't try to figure that out.
Unless you can see that. Then that's too bad, my anger was vented on you.

What are blogs for?

someone cheer me up.
hate him.

I would go where you send me
Jesus take me now I am Yours
I am Yours
I lay my life on the altar
Everything I give to You alone
Here I am

So meaningful.

Mountains declare and oceans roar
All of creation stands in awe
Join with the ? in one accord
Holy is the Lord
All of the angels stand and sing
Anthem of heaven loudly rings
Hear and prclaim His offering
Holy is the Lord

I love planet shakers! This is not the 1st time saying that right.

Nata and joe said I love God a lot.
Does it show?
Haha great! I'm happy:)

When am said she thought I was Buddhist I was so hurt lah.
Christians are supposed to be very much distinguished from the rest in their character and personality and behaviour.
I think I'm far from that then.
:(

rain down on me

Sorry for the randomness in lyrics. I'm listening to "all that i want" by planet shakers yup. GRIN! I LOVE THEM!

Today in church was superbly fun. THANKS ROWENA AND KAI YAN FOR COMING!
I prayed so hard the day before that lah, really wanted you to come. And I'll continue praying that you can come for camp. Kai Yan expecially, hope you become a Christian asap. I'll pray for your parents!! You'll be kept in my prayer list always:)

And somehow when I led worship I was pretty nervous. EE. Haha see lah charmaine, influence me lah. You and your "oh no!!! aah!" I got the bug too. Stupid pokk.
Songs were pretty nice. And as expected the Hallelujah songs were mixed up. HAHA frances. For the 3rd week consec we sang "blessed be Your name" by matt redman. Bet the congregation was like, "WHAT. again." Haha, but it's a nice song and worth singing over and over again, just as long as you don't get sick of it.

And I realised something.
I haven't forgoten you, indeed.
you still linger in my mind
like a piece of chewing gum
stubbornly sticking to the sole of my shoe

I thought it's over.
It's anything but that.
I don't know if I wish it is.
I don't feel like I wanna forget.
And I don't.
Not yet.

After church I walked ro and ky downstairs, not forgetting to remind eve that charmaine was NOT SUPPOSED TO RUN AWAY. And eve said YES OK. Saw that the rain was torrential. ky walked with jane to her bus-stop, cos jane had an umbrella. I went back to to get mine to share with ro. Half the time I was in the rain, cos didn't wanna wet ro. Got the bottom of my pants soaked. Was freezing by the time I got up to the worship hall.
And realised that charmaine had escaped.
EVE I TRUSTED YOU.
You officially lose the title of fave kuzzin. HA.
Haha no I will kill charmaine not you xD
CHARMAINE ARE YOU READING THIS.
I'M SPANKING YOU HARD. REAL HARD.
You owe me 2 weeks worth man. Every time "next week i go, next week."

Ethel eve and I had "girl talk" in ah kong's room. Quoted by our dear kuzzin daryl. HAHA HE'S SO SUPER FUNNY OH MY GOSH! Cos we were talking about, ahemahem, then he was like, "Eeyerh, girl talk. Oh man," And shook his head and hands. NO you gotta have seen it, I can't describe it like that. Anyway my point is it was so farni we were like sprawled on the bed in heaps of laughter. LOL.
That is called happy life! Super slack!
Kuzzin talk is super fun.
See lah charmine, you missed out so much.
You're one of the few who are entitled with the privilege of joining our eve ethel cheryl kuzzin talk can. YOU MISSED OUT!
we were discussin certain people. Not disclosable. And whether certain people liked certain people.
Hahahaha.

Then they went off really early. how lonely I was:(
So I went to the other room to join andrea and daryl and lionel and faith and grew very sleepy. Attempted to read my book but was yawning after like 3 pages. lay on the mattress and konked out. For 2 hours. Wow, didn't think I was that sleepy!

I love bball.
Haha that was so random.
Yay chalet!!! Never been to one before. Like the other end of S'pore. We're gonna have a long queue for the toilets at night. Ask yourself why. HAHAHA.
Me and chin chow with becky. Sounds good.

Let me count my commitments. Even the minor ones :P
1. bball
2. psl [if it's confirmed]
3. believer music
4. camp comm
5. drama
6. panasonic, if it even exists still

Is that a lot?

Don't feel like blogging. Got so many people talking, very distracting.

Happy life happy life happy happy life.
Oh man, I love slacking.

SEPT HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come on and celebrate
His gift of love
We will celebrate

I can't believer it.
Like, it's OVER?
WOOHOO!!
It's slack time. Chao slack time.

We went to athena's gigantic beatiful and tastefully laid out house for a pizza and pool party on wed.
SO FUN!
We simply swam and ate pizza and drumlets from pizzahut the whole of the afternoon, until night. Thn bathed and everyone just hung around the house doing whatever, like using com, playing piano [joelynn the pro and nata and me the nothing-in-comparison!], or guitar.
Joelynn is so musically-inclined that's unfair.

I hadn't even stepped into the house for more than 5 minutes before I got dunked!!
Like, AAAAAAH!
What if I drown?? :)

At night joe, nata, dew and me lay down and talked and talked about random stuff like bball esp. Then I fell asleep cos of the comfortable aircon and my exhaustion, while they continued talking about Christianity. Too bad I missed that.

Thursday woke up at 9 or 10+, had prata for breakfast yumyum. Then nata and I couldn't resist the temptation anymore, so we jumped into the pool again. Smart dew and I changed into the previous day's soaked clothes to wet only 1 set instead of 2.
It was very amusing.
Trying to breathe outta my nose.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Stupid rain made us hafta get out.
So close, yet so far.

And today was a bad school day with stupid lessons. Like, who can concentrate lah. But we had to anyway, cos of the irritating geog test.
I FLUNKED.
I GOT 2 MCQ WRONG
AAH GO AWAY.

CIP after school was pretty fun. The kids were so co-operative and listened to us:) And vinna and joy I bet you my encouragement worked k.
HAHA.
"You can do it! you wanna be champs, you can! You believe in yourself, you can!"
[say in a indian accent, apparently]
Even if my encouragement wasn't useful, I bet they were entertained. xD
Motivation worked for some of em, but the rest got stressed instead when we told them to aim far. It was standing broad jumping thingy. And the last teacher got pissed at us for the shouting and all.
Whoops
i mean I was only trying to push them to their max so that they do their best.
Haha.
And vinna said, "wah, can be a good psl!!"
Haha HOPE SO!!

I was pretty shocked when vinna told me I got in.
Really unexpected, thought I'd messed up the interview and application form.
I'm happy :)

Holiday slacking list:
-read
-watch one tree hill/the oc
-write -letters
-poems
-short stories
-blog/write diary
-sec 4 farewell!
-chalet!
-cut hair! [vinna don't worry, it's really ok:)]

Homework: lit analysis, answers to questions, panasonic.
Everything to do with lit!
And maths.

Going back to bpps was fun too.
Ms chang actually expected me to write to her.
Heh whoops?!
So I sms-ed apology to her.
And she said she's using me as an exmaple to her p6 students.
WHAT..
Haha I'm famous man.
And mr ang was waiting for me to call him on his bday to wish him.
Heh whoops?!
Sorry!!
And mrs kong and ms norhana had something about me being "ok" and making sure I am "enjoying myself".
HMM.
Bet they know how stressful rgs is.
Will write to ms chang later I think.
She's still so tomboyish.

Holidays, here I come!
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