God's child
dance
music
basketball
loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

What lies beneath?
What lies beneath the
sparkling swivels
captured within the
deep blue marble on its
pure white floor?

Is that vivid image
in there a
true mirror of
what lies beneath?

It fails to please me as
I see myself as a
round pufferfish
and not the clear, clean floor.

And as the marble rolls around
the pictures change;
but it's all too colourful,
it's not the clear clean floor.

What lies beneath
the mysterious sparkle?
The twinkle
captured within the
watery gaze of your
sea-coloured eyes?
What is your floor?

Guess you can guess the theme of that. Partly inspired by ahem, lit texts. But I thought of the title before realising that the theme is appearance and reality, which is something we keep learning in lit. Now I've got 1 more to add to my CAP portfolio. Yay. And I think I've got quite a lot to write in the reflections for this one, cos there is really a lot more meaning hidden [appropriately reflecting the theme!]. :)

I'm seriously blogging every day. But at least I'm offline now. Oh no I'm really addicted to the internet. Been online for 3 hours daily on Sunday, Monday, Thursday and Friday, and hopefully NOT today. :(((( DIE. When my father sees the internet bill next month he's sure to come screaming at me. DIE.

Well. I couldn't stand waiting any longer after I finished my yuedubaogao, I was thinking whether I should stay in my room and do my lit questions [act 2 and 3 more to go] and read lotr as slacking, or come out and slack by blogging and searching for lyrics and downloading stuff, then go back and do lit questions. Yes, you know my decision. I FEEL GUILTY.

Let's just console myself by saying that the september holidays are ending and WHY DON'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SLACK ALL I WANT NOW RIGHT??? [I hope so, gee.] Plus, even my mum says that I should "RELAX lah girl". Haha why not seize the opportunity? Right? Right?

So. Tomorrow is the last day of this SHORT SHORT SHORT holiday. Sigh. Time's always against us. I've got lit questions and drama script left to do, and for slacking it's everything, since I pretty much spent the last 2 days after the chalet doing homework alone. Reviewing my week:
monday - sleep in the morn, lunch, netball, survey, SUNTEC!!! xD
tuesday - rs + lit proj meeting, bbq @ chalet
wednesday - chalet
thursday - chalet
friday - homework all day long
saturday - homework all day long
sunday - church, camp comm prayer meeting, grandma's house, ?????

Not bad eh, I've got tomorrow afternoon free. Initially wanted to go out and use the robinsons/john little voucher we have, but my mum says it's too late tomorrow to go out and it'll be too rushed and blahblahblah, so we shouldn't go out tomorrow. SIGH. So much for going out and having fun. :( I want to buy lotza clothes:)) Haha what a bimb! But anyway what else is there to buy from a department store right. How 'bout cooking utensils or tablecloths? :)
[I'm still eyeing that beautiful turquoise UCLA tee! SO nice!]

Think I'm gonna sleep past 3am today [yes, it's already sunday now]. That's my aim, at least. and if posible not sleep at all. Though I'll be kinda drained out tomoroow afternoon if I don't. My bed is my haven man. Don't see how I can resist it. If you wanna stay up through the night, you must NEVER touch your bed, 'cause the moment you lie down you're gonna fall into a deeeeep slumber and never get up till the next morning unless you really mianqiang with an alarm. Especially if you've been up for about 2 hours past your usual bedtime, and you're having droopy eyelids.

I've got a cow mouse hand-rest. Got it free form buying the french cheese. Yumyum, I always loved the french cheese! La vache. Hahaha. I MISS FRENCH yikes. It's so cute. Urm, I mean the cow thing not the cheese lol. I don't see the point of having a mouse hand-rest. aha well, it's cute, so I don't mind.

Sigh as usual I'm really dreading the start of school. And it's not just the start of a new term, it's the start of term 4!!! Like, yikes! The worst time of the year. But it also means...Childrens' day is coming :P HAHAHA *hint* But it's like a few days before the end-of-year's...BAD day.

Charmaine's coming to my grandma's house tomorrow WOOTS! Love you dearie. Thanks! xD I told you you're nice. You've proven it yourself HAHAHA.

I'm looking forward to church tomorrow! I'm always looking forward to church :D But actually, why? I don't really think I know the answer to that.

Heard that many rafflesians go to Riverlife church. Dew and raywen for example, for those that I know. Rachael too I think? SO COOL! Haha maybe I'll get someone to tag along with me one day. Lol. I think charismatic chuches are pretty nice and suitable for teens. Although their beliefs are somewhat different form Methodists', which isn't good for me. We're a conservative bunch. But I really think bpmc's becoming slightly less traditional than before, especially the youth service. Like, we may not sing hillsongs or planet shakers [except very occassionally in youth], but we don't sing hymns either.It's the contemporary songs kind.
I mean, I love planet shakers and all, and I really hope our church will sing more of those, but I'm trying to be happy cos worship in any form is still praising the Lord. Just that I feel more through the hillsong-ish and planet shaker-ish songs somehow.
HUH? Ok that was a whole lot of verbal diarrhoea, I don't even see my own argument. Haha nevermind, just forget that entire paragraph. :S

Encounter. I think that's a really nice theme for church youth camp this year. ROWENA AND KAIYAN PLEASE COME!! I'm still keeping your in prayer! :) I've got quite a long prayer list I realise. Yvonne's composing the song most probably. HOW COOL IS THAT.

OK so what should I do later after lit?
Options:
-read lotr
-compose songs/poems
-write in my diary [short entry I guess]
-play piano [though I'm not exactly in that mood now]

And what should I do tomorrow afternoon? I DON'T WANNA STAY AT HOME. Anyone wants to go out with me??
Options:
-go library and borrow some books on my list and spend the whole afternnon reading on the couch at home. Whee. haven't done that in a long time, maybe I should. Sounds good.
-GO OUT!! Sounds better. So, any volunteers? I bet everyone will read this entry after tomorrow anyway, looking at the time. Haha.
-stay in my grandma's house and stone/if eve and ethel are still there, crap.
-go somewhere near with my mum like westmall or IMM or something. EEW boring. But at least it beats not going out at all.
-do the drama script! YUCKS. Who wants to do homework. I must seriously treasure the last holiday I have before exams come.

Sigh I'll decide tomorrow.

Agenda for later when I go back online:
-download newest msn messenger haha yes I'm just a bit slow]
-look for planet shakers lyrics

Oh yes! I've already done QT for today. Did it this afternoon.

Kk I think this entry's long enough eh. Cya, whoever's online :)
I'm an owl. just not so wise, maybe. :)