30 October 2005
1:10 AM
Yayy special thanks to mandahleeng who found out that there are actually available chalets. And MANY available ones in fact. So anti-climax lah sigh. So we're deciding between 3D2N and 2D1N. And how we're gonna split the room into those who wanna sleep and those who don't. Unless we get a 2-room or double-storey flat? Sigh, confused.
Went out with my mum. Got a lovely Christian book about teen issues and finding God in them, and a delirious? cd!!! "Deeper". COOL. Used the money I got for my birthday from my aunt, grandma and mum. And my mum bought 2 pairs of slippers for herself and let me share them, so I can wear them too. Birkies! Woots:)
And!! At long last I've got a new water bottle! Transparent nike. It cost only $8. Spent $30 at isetan [the slippers] to get that. Whee love it. It was the last piece left! Am I lucky or am I lucky:) Cheap sia. Like about 1/2 price. Finally can do away with plastic bags for my leaky adidas bottle hahaha.
Woke up so late today, about 10+. Actually was awake from 9.30 but I lay in bed thinking and thinking and thinking more. And feeling a great sense of sadness and regret. Refused to get up till I was done thinking, which seemed never to come so in the end I forced myself to get up and face the world. And the whole day was just online and going out.
I'm tired, so tired.
These days have been real depressing.
So, welfare comm is going to sarah's house on tuesday to discuss amazing race and chalet stuff. Many who are in welfare comm didn't even know they are, haha. Smarto. Did I mention sarah's house is nice? And her room rocks too, minus the posters:)
Planning the chalet stuff is fun but really tiring. Haha, and I only mean today. Lots more to come:) The last time as 208 together:((
Got psl training on 16 decc. FREAK. I don't wanna miss chalet! And now I realise that I have to sleep at night since I've got to save energy for training the next day. Now add the psl training thing in the morning. FREAK. I don't know what to do. Yikes, PANIC.
I am not even doing anything meaningful these days, all I ever do at home is come online and get hooked for hours blogging, blog-surfing ,playing around on friendster, checking email, sending email, chatting...somehow I can't think straight with all the depression. This is bad.
5 more days.
I miss sleeping.
I just wanna sit still and clear every nagging thought outta my head.
