20 October 2005
1:54 PM
8 down 1 to go.
Omgosh, that sounds terrific.
Just on monday I was like, *SIGH* 1 down, 8 to go.
And look where we've ended up!
WOOTS!
Well, I could say it's over.
[1] eoy's are OVER since i'm not caring about maths [well, not yet, i'll prac later]
[2] i practically flunked lit and chinese
lit.
I walked into the exam room knowing I was a goner.
I knew I was a goner as I wrote each and every sentence on my script.
I answered out of point.
I didn't answer the question.
I wrote a whole lot of CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP.
I didn't finish the paper with pride.
I didn't do a perfect job within the 1 hour.
I didn't do the best I wanted to do at least, since people always say nothing's perfect or can be perfect.
I reluctantly pressed the paper into zhanghao's hands, wishing i never had to look at the piece of disappointment ever again. But i have to and i dread it.
I walked out of the exam room knowing it was all a complete mess-up. A horrible pissifying frustrating demoralising disappointing wasted effort. That script was just A PIECE OF NOTHING.
I'm prepared to see a friggin 14/25 next wednesday.
I gave up.
I've given up.
Chinese wasn't that bad, since I never aimed to do well for it anyway. I'm prepared to get 40+/110 anyway. It was kinda BAD, worse than lit, but I don't care about chinese, so that doesn't matter.
But lit, lit was just plain horrendous. So much for an A+.
I never should have wished.
Whatever!! I stink at lit.
As I said, I'm simply gonna prac some maths questions later for a few hours. I need to do super well for maths too. I need my A+.
Well, so much for a 3.7 gpa too!
I can't wait for tomorrow to end. I mean, including the stupid principal address, netball and drama prac. That'll take up the hole morning, PISSIFYING.
Then it's shopping trip! :)
Check point: FAR EAST PLAZA.
Destination: PLAZA SINGAPURA.
Went to the school library with ky and jessica after
friggin lit today. Borrowed [northern light] and [curoius incident] :)) Finally some nice + substantial books.
I LOVED anita shreve's [light on snow] it was just SO wonderful. I hardly manage to find such good books. It was simply great. :) I wanna get more books by her, the covers themselves rock.
I need a nice long trip to the National Library once again. Although only 1 outta 13 floors of books can be borrowed eh, LOL.
I love reading.
I miss reading.
Haven't read like siao since p6, and probably that short 2 weeks JUST BEFORE EOY'S which I read 2 beautiful books, [lost and found] and [light on snow].
AND I
finally took out my earrings! [the very 1st studs] Had quite a hard time pinching the teeny-weeny thing at the back. Plus that irritating lock thingy. And my left hand was so sweaty it just kept slipping LOL. Hahaha. And I tried on my dangly earrings. What a joke! :)
Really can't wait for tomorrow. CAN YOU?
relief.
joy.
excitement.
calmness.
relaxation.
OVERWHELMING.
Should I change my blogskin? At long last, I'm getting sick of seeing the same thing every time i type in
www.takethatshot.blogspot.com [lol.] so if i can find a nice-enough one to replace it, I will. And TODAY! :))
So I have NO right to scold chanyi for changing her blogskin in the midle of exams.
I thought it'd be the last thing I'd do, at a time like this.
But well! I'm exhausted from all the brain-power-draining.
post-eoy plan+ shop [don't ask me why this tops the list, somehow I just feel like splurging]
+ buy Christian stuff
+ read!!!
+ update my
wee-bit outdated diary. [started using the black one <3]
+ basketball, basketball, basketball
+ train my rapidly decreasing stamina
+ write
+ go online
+ chalet + amazing race planning
+ drama night prep
+ netball carn prac
+ CAP portfolio
+ coms studs
+ rs
sickening proposal
I'm wearing orange :) tomorrow. Cause dearie vinna is SO excited about the shirt. Dots. [thanks charmaine:) and you better quick tell me what YOU want for your birthday]
Time to MUG.
Till tomorrow!!
S.L.A.C.K.!!!!!!!!!!!!
