08 October 2005
12:56 AM
I've turned nocturnal. I'm taking naps in the afternoon after school, and staying up till about 1+ every day, SCHOOL day. Sounds bad. But I LOVE the peace that you get past midnight.
The serenity and calmness sets in as the clock strikes midnight, like a Cinderella spell being cast by her fairy godmother; this being cast from heaven onto the vast land beneath. Outside, the air is totally still and chilly; you can almost taste the cold on the tip of your tongue. The silent surroundings seemingly hold a mysterious secret that will not be revealed until the light of day. Outside, the air is totally still and chilly; you can almost taste the cold on the tip of your tongue. Whatever. I give up lah. That's like grade E narrative. Is there such a grade?
In simple english, the peace at this hour is really wonderful and conducive for CHAO MUGGING. I can get inspiration to write poetry/stories here too. I love the peace!
Study group @ nlb tomorrow. More peace, in the day. :)
Study groups never worked for me before. I hope it's not gonn abe a waste of time, cause I don't wanna waste my whole saturday morning!! TIME'S SO PRECIOUS.
Pop-under advertisements. SO LAME CAN. What do they think, they can get our attention just cause it isn't a pop-UP ad? DIAO.
Debbie, where's the macavity thing? Sent?? I was supposed to be doing it, ended up checking mail instead. Anyway, at last the mail's cleared. It was seriously flooded, like 300+ messages thanks to psb!!
I still haven't convinced myself not to compare results with others, cause we all have our own abilities - GOD-GIVEN - and we should learn to be happy -why stress yourself out and get a mental breakdown?
I've had LOTS of mental breakdowns before man.
Yeah, so I think I should be happy no matter what my results are, cause I
am trying my best.
And I'm even relaxing at times. Like NOW.
2 weeks of no worship duty. That's very short. Not even considered en exam break. Sometimes at non-exam periods, I get even longer breaks, like 3+ weeks. Are we that short of people? Many gone off for o's. And other stuff. I was looking at last year's rosters, and realised that there were like twice the number of people previously.
What happened??
SO now I'm on like every 2 weeks. but I like it:) So it's ok. Just that I don't get to go down and eat/play bball/talk to everyone/simply be random downstairs.
Homework left: macavity, psl booklet.
Studying left [for the weekend]: hist, chem, tingxie [HOW DUMB.], maths [a bit.]