04 October 2005
7:54 AM
You aloneYou are the peaceThat guards my heartMy help in times of needYou are the hope That leads me onAnd brings me to my kneesFor there I find You waitingAnd there I find releaseSo with all my heart I'll worshipAad unto You I'll singFor You alone deserve all gloryFor You alone deserve all praiseFather we worship and adore YouFather we long to see Your faceFor you along deserve all gloryFor you alone deserve all praiseFather we love YouAnd we worship You this dayTrying to fight down my disappointment. I know you may say it's ok, it was good, it was satisfactory, but I don't think it's enough.
And I knew I'd disappointed her.
Sorry. I'm equally disapoointed.
Anyway. Worship leading on sunday was not bad I guess. I
hope. Hah. Meltee and eve and charmaine and chanyi, thanks for the support!:) In the end I led the 1st 3 songs. That's
a lot, hmm.
Sacrifice of praise, down at Your feet, You alone. I love
You alone. The lyrics are filled with meaning. [up there]
Worship's about Him anyway. Not about pleasing man, not about pleasing myself. I guess I pleased Him. I
hope. But there's also the part about ministering to the congregation, to lead them,
literally. And that's where I failed.
I hope it'll be better on my next try.
The songs were reeeeeallly nice. The new song "Thank You Lord" by paul baloche and don moen was SUPERB! LOVED IT!! The tune rocks, totally, and the lyrics too. Love the beat. You should hear the cd man. It just makes you tingle:)
And ONE WAY turned out oh-so-great. It was super co-ordinated, the guitar + keyboard + DRUMS!!! Daniel was good:) REALLY REALLY NICE, felt like dancing man. Was really something, compared to normal worship.
BOO the believer music people. They made me re-register for
next year. IRRITATING. Next year's reserved for guitar, please. You come disrupt my schedule so horribly. Stupid. Guess I gotta wait. And I'm gonna be so busy next year, don't know how I'll find the time for
both guitar and vocals.
How disappointing. I was like really looking forward to it, then WHAM.
Whatever.
Praise night was pretty fun. But at the same time pretty disappointing. Either that or my standards are too high, after sonicfest and fop, but I don't think so. Anyway, others said that the previous was better too.
I think there was not enough balance between lively songs and slow, meditative songs. It was so imbalanced [like the population pyramid. lol.], outta about 15? songs, 3-4 were lively, and the rest were slow, solemn, reflective. Yes, it's good to have both, but why shouldn't there also be upbeat ones to celebrate and
praise His name gladly, "with joyful songs"? You could say that it's simple cause this is the adults leading, so the songs are naturally less lively, as it's their generation kinda worship, but if you really think about it, no, this praise night team is younger than the previous praise night team, yet the last one was more youthful.
I don't know. Daniel said it was really good for him, it showed that "non-Hillsongs could work too". I agree that non-Hillsongs do work too, but disagree that this is one of them.
I'M SORRY, but honestly. I was kinda disappointed. I know I'm being real critical here.
Maybe it's just Methodists. this denomination is conservative in the 1st place.
Anyhow, praise night was nice. I prefer
youth worship still:)
Planet shakers conference next year!!!! XD
All plans to go have been made. Haha. No, not exactly. I don't know who I'm going with.
Just know I'm going,
definitely.
I love planet shakers:)))))))
Right. 2 weeks to eoy's. I AM UN-RPODUCTIVE. VERY.
Is 3.6 gpa low? IO need a 3.7