God's child
dance
music
basketball
loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

more MOA songs!
Ahahaha! :)

Our theme song! [i'm super proud of it:) ahaha]
*intro by Usher, accompanied by literally spastic actions :P
let's go swimming
goldfish styling
little green frog
looks like bulldog
very blue sky
where birds fly high
sing'pore poly
super holy!
we love MOA song
ding dong ding dong
look at red car
it's so bizzare
we drive taxi
surely mati
red traffic light
shining so bright
followed by green
i smell chlorine
we wanna eat
banana split!
take MRT
don't take ferry!
that chicken rice
tastes really nice
publish this post
then go and boast
take duck and roast
or make some toast!
hot pink's ugly
go and party

It's a never-ending song. As long as anyone can think of good, RANDOM lines, it's added in! :))

And and!!! I made up a new one! A few days ago! At far east! The bus-stop! I even have a MOA tongue-twister now! Wahahahaha! :)

doodle doodle doodle
the cat and the poodle
the puppy ate up the kitten
who tried to steal his mitten
and she looked really stricken
so she squawked like a chicken!

HAHAHAHA! So cute right! XD Oh man. Can't believe how random I can get. HAHAHAHA.

Shermaine's school shoe shop sells socks, shirts and socks!

Try reading that out loud:)

The other day some of the WOW people were saying, if I am like this high and insane all the time already, what would I be like when i get drunk?!!! I think they'd all better run away huh. HAHAHA. Or when, as chanyi said, I drink coffee and eat chocolates together?! Ha! You know what. Even I don't dare to imagine myself.

Hahaha.

Whee! We are "fun"! And! i am "amusing"!
3 people said that!!! That I'm amusing! Wahahaha! :)

I am not high actually. I know I sound high. But I aint feeling high. Just sounding high, hahaha. Nevermind! Maybe that can make me high! Or rather, higher!

amusement
https://aces01.nus.edu.sg/cors/jsp/report/ModuleInfoListing.jsp
Ahaha DON'T BOTHER LOOKING AT IT!
Yeah I know, the more people will wanna go see. But really. It's not something normal people wanna see. HAHAHAHA.
I'm sorry. I just had to do that. I find that page VERY amusing. HAHA!! :)

Ok I'm off.
See, told you I just HAD to put that up.

busy
That was super tiring. Juggling about 7 convos [8 at one time i think], as well as changing blogskin for melpoh.
WHEW.

DAWN. IM GONNA KILL YOU. OH YES I MUSTN'T FORGET YOUR DEAR SIS AS WELL...
or the other way round. I think dawn you're just unlucky to be the one who stayed up ahahaha.

Now I'm super tired. It was really very hectic an hour ago.

Who volunteers to stay upo with me tonight?? I'm like still quite high and I NEED to stay up. Cause I slept so much today.

Oh yes. I <3 ALL THE CHRISTMAS PRESENTS from everyone!! xD Thanks guys. You rock.
Gosh. Olly, claire and sihui. If you were there when I opened the present you would have suffocated from my squishing you in delight. WHOA I <3 THE CALENDAR!!!! You really know what to get me! Last year it was that gigantic lotr poster! This year it's THIS! WOOHOO! :))

And ro! The card is so cute! Ahaha! And what you wrote in it! Even cuter! If I could remember everything you said I'd put it up here man! Hilarious.

EVE!! Smashingest mate! Wahahaha so cute! Yayy! Thanks!

Nata and alina, aha thanks for the jacket that hasn't even been made yet. Haha but I'm sure I'm gonna <3 it anyway :)

Got no time to slowly acknowledge one by one. And I've kept the presents already so I can't exactly remember all of them ahaha. SORRY!!

Im going to sleep. 2.10am. Sheesh. So early. It's really so wasted when you stay up but there's no one to stay up with!! :(

Sleeping is a serious serioud WASTE OF TIME.

so much to blog aboutGAHH. I am way behind in blogging. Where do I start.

By the way. I am currently HIGH ON DRUGS, again, so it you can't take EXTREME HIGH-NESS, here'e my warning. Stay away from this entry.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
I am really super high now. Vinna can testify. Ahahahaha.

I had a nice lil adventure today!! :)
Stranded at limbang park under a teeny weeny shelter with...
a water bottle and house keys.
No money, no handphone.
Just a water bottle and house keys.

Nice job eh. Well done me! :))

It was pretty cool making my way home under the crazy rain. Scrambling from the shelter to the HDB block. Scramming from one block to another. Sprinting across the traffic light. Standing under the rain when it turned RED just as I reach it! Scurrying from under this shelter to another.
What a nice day.
I wanted to go RUN at limbang park and the weather had to turn out like that! Thanks man.

Eh. I really wanna blog but there're lke 5 convos I have to attend to. Geez. Maybe later! Like 3 am!! (: [fiona you didn't see that! :P]

christmas
SEASON'S GREETINGS EVERYONE!!
congratulations! and celebrations! and jubilation! exhilaration! and salutations!!!
:)

i am not high though, if you think i am, cause i probably sound QUITE high. i think.
yawnnnnnnn...

unplanned and unexpected entry
I didn't think I'd be on the com at likw 2.37 am, and blogging. I didn't think I was gonna blog so often these few days.
But well, here I am.

There's no one I can talk to online!!! Only 4 people to choose from?! All of which I am not very close to. Bleh. It's not fun staying awake when everyone else can't accompany you.

Today:
vinna's card
ro's card
ky's card
joy's card
sarah's card
melpoh's present
alina's card
athena's card
becky's card
claire's card

Went to some TouchKids[?] competition thingy at Marine Parade with fiona + joy + may lian to support jeremy and janice who were singing for one of the bands in the comp. Quite cool. But quite sian also. Heh. Anyway no matter what, I love going out. Quite freaky actually. I'm like just 14 yet I act like some JC girl or something. Pretty scary. Man. That's bad. Real bad.

And when I came home, as usual, my never-ending phonecalls began. Called vinna then frances then fiona. Was supposed to call ro but some people can't stay up late:) Haha. Yes, fiona, THANK YOU for accompanying me yesterday [21dec] and staying up to talk!

I am so busy. Like I said, I'm already going out every single day from morning to afternoon, you can hardly find me at home, and even when I'm at home I'm packed with stuff to do, mainly christmas ones. Cards and presents and wrapping.

Went to lot 1 this morning to get court shoes and shop for cousins. Not bad, I managed to buy for 10 outta 12 of them. And for for friends, I bought 1 more at parkway parade. Haha. So I'm left with keith, melissa, dg mates, john yeo, jeremy.

Preparing melpoh's and sarah's one the com, then shall go off and continue with the other cards. I wrapped vinna's, ro's and ky's while talking to fiona on the phone! :)

I'm not sleepy. At all. I'm insane. Not feeling sleepy at 3am?! Mannn. Probably cause I woke up super late like 10am today. If there wasn't the phone call I prob wouldn't even wake up at that time. Sheesh! I should start setting alarms again.

K night. If I don't concentrate on presents, I'll never get anywhere unless I don't sleep every night. Which is quite impossible.

Bye!

xmas shopping
Finally went to town to shop for christmas presents today. Spent the whole day there! Like, 12-about 10. Tiring. But I managed to settle almost everyone's except my cousins' and 4 more friends!
It was real fun. Went with charmaine + shermaine + justin. And I did indeed buy SO MUCH stuff oh man. Blew money away. But my budget was seriously very low already, and I even spent UNDER budget!! (: Feeling so accomplshed at the moment. Hahaha. At least there're many presents settled. The others I'm leaving to my mum for cousins and charmaine for the friends :P So I only have 1 to settle. Ahahaha.

Walked for about 8 hours. Woh. Then went to taka to watch eve perform her St Marg's Christian Fellowship dance item. Not bad, it beat all the rest man(: At least I enjoyed it!! Haha. Maybe I'm biased, but still, at least it was YOUTHFUL unlike the ones before theirs. I'm critical lah.

I don't feel like sleeping. Hey wait. Actually, I do. But I'm still so disappointed. I can't stop thinking.

I really think I've gone crazy.

So what's left to do?
-finish xmas shopping
-make cards
-wrap presents
-CAP portfolio [extra one. sigh.]

This week was VERY free and empty a week ago. Then things started to come up so suddenly and in huge amounts.
mon-psl pre-o training whole day
tues-xmas shopping whole day
wed-shopping cont'd, some evangelistic thingy???
thu-chronicles of narnia!!! , carolling prac
fri-reporting day, xmas praty at mr ong's house
sat-vinna's church [i think?], carolling, STAYOVER AT FIONA'S!!! XD

And I'm watching kingkong next tues!! With dg mates.

I realise I haven't watched a single movie with church friends ie. amadea, plee, liz gan, fiona, justin, jeremy, john yeo those people. Hmm.

So I can't exactly do my CAP portfolio this week. Must finish xmas stuff - cards and wrapping 1st. And some presents have to be made. So. I better make full use of the time I have at home man. DIE.

So I shall sleep early [not very early, it's 1.25 but well, earlier?] today. And start making the cards and presents man. AAAAh sheesh. Dead.

Night!

disappointment
If there's one thing I really can't take, it's disappointment.
It's having so much hope and looking forward to something so so so so much, then suddenly that something's not gonna happen.
It's being so eager to do something then suddenly it's not possible to do it.
It's, in short, false hope.
I cannot be given false hope. When someone promises me something, I expect it to be fulfilled. And if it isn't for one reason or another, I just CANNOT take the disappointment.

Call me difficult. I have high expectations of people. Well, and myself. But sometimes the reason I'm disppointed has nothing to do with broken promises. Still, I hate it.

I just cannot cannot CANNOT take disappointment!

I'm still fighting down my current disappointment.

I really hate excitedly waiting for something to happen then suddenly being told it's not gonna happen, or worse still, it just doesn't happen. I take very long to get over disappointment too.

I'm pretty sure I'm seriously nuts. No one sane experiences these kinda things. I bet. No one!!! Any explanations to offer?

Sheesh.

untitled
I don't know what to title this.
No particular topic.

What exactly went on?

I was tired in the afternoon, and then at night I became high, and now I'm low again.

Bleargh.
Talking to myself again..

Shopping tomorrow for christmas presents. FINALLY. But I haven't started on the cards. Haha smart me. So lil time left. Aaah.

Sorry but I'm not in ranting mood.

Bye.

sleeping late
It's 1.40am. I'm TIRED. But I don't feel liie going off the com. I was out shopping for about 8 hours with eve, ethel, charmaine, jeremy, jeremy's girlfriend, fiona, peggy, magdeline, valerie, xiaohui, sheryl. And my legs were so tired(: We ended up in cafe cartel cineleisure at about 10.40pm to eat cakes which were at 50% discount. And boy, were the cakes RICH. Soooo creamy! Soooo chocolatey! Sooooo cheeeesy! EEW! I ate the remainders of peggy's, mag's and sheryl's choc, choc and cheese cakes respectively. It was bad enough. They had eaten the WHOLE cake before that and couldn't take it anymore.
Those people are pro shoppers man! Few I know can shop for so many hours straight. Now I know who to ask along in future(: hahahaha.

I just <3 WOW people. So much.

I still need to shop for christman presents. Oh man, another day(s) out walking for about 7 hours. Yikes. Not that I can't, just that I don't really feel like it. Plus, I've to make the cards. I am so NOT gonna finish by sunday. Quite dead. Well.
Monday psl pre-o training, tuesday going to orchard [again!!! maybe I'll shop then. wednesday free for now, thursday NARNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and carolling prac, friday reporting day [EEEEW high heels!] Saturday vinna's church, carolling, fiona's house for sleepover. Sunday Christmas service, ah ma's house.
How am I gonna split myself to watch narnia with both classmates and church mates?!! Help.

I DON'T WANT 2006 TO COME. SHOO. YOU'RE NOT WELCOME. Go away!!!

I dread doing my CAP portfolio. Been dreading it since I started doing it anyway. Who feels like doing it in december, sigh.

1.50am. Should I go sleep. I'm not allowed by SOME PEOPLE to stay up till after 2.30. Ah well I wanna sleep anyway. Yes, I wanna sleep. You didn't read that wrongly. I AM sleepy now.

WHen should I go xmas shopping??!!
Tuesday/Wednesday. Then I still need to find time to do my CAP portfolio. Bleargh bleargh bleargh...

I'm like talking to myself. Man.

Reminders to self regarding psl stuff [which I'm SO horribly outdated on cause I never bothered checking the YG]:
*buy court shoes EEEEEEEEEEEEW EEW EEW EEW EEW EEW EEW EEW EEW EEW EEW
*practise walking in them. hmmmmm.
*get mum's SKIN-COULOURED stockings
*find out orientation item group and updates on that. I don't know ANYTHING sheesh!!
*make myself free on 30dec/postpone the dunno-what movie we're gonna watch before thanksgiving service + sleepover. I JUST PLANNED AN OUTING WITH CHARMAINE WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEM!

OH yes! I still need to find out how to sing "Christmas isn't Christmas". CANNOT mess up!! So scary!

I realise in actual fact I'm kinda busy this week too. Thought I was super free. But I just made myself busy on monday, tuesday, thursday and friday. SHEESH REPORTING DAY LAH waste my time!!! :((((( Like HELLO it's Christmas eve eve!!! I want my BREAK!!! And my CELEBRATIONS!!!!

Think carolling's gonna be fun again. Just that we're not staying over in church, sadly. Nvm, fiona's house still can(: The point is I just wanna stay up through the night and need company. We should go to town that night!!
Oh gosh. I'm mary for the 2nd time. GAAHHHH. It's a boring role to act. Only fun if it's nativity scene. Not for carolling. Ahahaha nvm. Our angel isn't exactly angelic either(: haha.

New lines for MOA song:
Take MRT
Don't take ferry!
That chicken rice
Tastes really nice
Publish this post
Then go and boast
Take duck and roast
Or make some toast!
Hot pink's ugly
Go and party

Sorry, the 1st 2 lines just popped into my mind yesterday or something. And I decided it can be added into the song. It's RANDOM enough aint it!! :) The other lines just flowed as I was typing. I love the 4x rhyme there!!! Post, boast, roast, toast! Yayy! And the lines ARE linked ok!! HAhahaha. :)) I <3 MOA.

My parents actually let me stay out all the way until 11, then come home alone. The road home was pretty freaky. I really had hair standing on the back of my neck as I walked the dark dark road to my block. It was like EERILY SILENT, only hear the crickets chirp, SUPER DESERTED... and so lat!! Walking home alone at midnight isn't a very nice thing! I glanced around in nervousness every 5 minutes! Nest time i'm gonna get my mum to pick me up at the station man.

2.10. Oh no, I'll definitely not get to bed by 2.30 cause still haven't done QT. Ahaha. Well too bad.

Night.

class chalet
Just returned.
Guess what. I haven't had sleep for about 29 hours. Since 745 yest morning, when I woke up to chiong to school for the stupid crappy PSB pre-orientation training thingy.
It was really really fun!! :) And amazing race surprisingly turned out super good, smooth throughout [except dearie vinna who thought esplanade was at harbour front and ended up reaching after 3 teams. A LATE station mistress. TSK!], and there were actually no errors in the clue-giving even though I made super last-minute changes like on the day of the race itself!

Credits to the welfare comm! GREAT JOB PEOPLE!! LOVE YA! XD
kaiyan, vinna, sarah the loser, pingfang, linlin.

Marissa sim seriously has a very sad sense of direction.

marissa: (stares at clue #3 and thinks aloud) Cuaseway Point...Woodlands. Where's that on the MRT line?
debbie: Oh no, I don't know either!
me: Debbie I thought you had a good sense of direction! That's why I put you with marissa!
debbie: (laughs in embarrassment)
me: Woodlands is on the purple line. Purple line.
(marissa, debbie and jasmine all run off gleefully to the MRT station).

15 minutes later...
(my phone starts vibrating and I see that marissa is calling me. I panic and ask kaiyan to call her back instead.)
marissa: WOODLANDS IS NOT ON THE PURPLE LINE LAH! OEI! Go and kill cheryl!
(And i don't know what else happened...I dare not imagine. I would have died if she was standing next to me.)

HAHAHAHAHAHA. I didn't think she'd believe me!! Man, it aint my fault:) I'm perfectly innocent:)

And yvonne lian's group couldn't find esplanade so they had to skip my nice nice nice station at taka in order to get to the chalet in time. BOO them. It's so hilarious to watch AND video classmates dancing chicken dance at the taka fountain in front of everyone who's walking by! HAHA XD

In between the raffles hotel station and my holland v station there was so much time, vinna, kaiyan and I ended up shopping in the super posh branded raffles city. Everything there sells at like double the affordable price!! Holland V was pretty fun, though I was stoning there for about 1 hour while waiting for the last 2 teams to arrive. Then had to CHIONG to taka! So risky, the 1st 3 teams could have reached before me!

Anyway, the chalet itself was very enjoyable too. The 1st night we went walking to changi beach and saw a few trans. Had to sleep early though, cause of the pre-o thingy. PLUS training, which I definitely needed lots of energy for. 2nd night = last night to this morning, played cards, walked to beach to play water bombs and truth/dare, played more cards, talked about Christianity and different denominations and churches, played more cards, talked, played cards, talked, stoned...all the way till 10am when we left the chalet. There were so many times I was tempted to lie down on the comfy [not very comfy actually, but when you're tired it's FINE!!] bed/sleeping bag and go to sleep. But nope, I have self-discipline:) Yes, I discipline myself on the wrong things, like sleeping late isn't exactly something good. What more not sleeping. Hahahaha.

I must say, staying up through the night is REALLLY FUN!!!!!! Like, you're awake from dark to light... the norm is light to dark! Yup. SO COOL XD I wanna do it more often. Nocturnal is fun.

I'm like having a severe lack of sleep and I'm HIGHHHHH!!!! RIGHT NOW! Currently pretty high. Last night also, I was singing crazy frog and jumping and dancing every 10 minutes:) Annoyed my friends terribly. HAHAHA. I shall make an attempt to write more songs for MOA. HAHA:) Plee, set?? :) We can go perform on sunday. Which is tomorrow! I just realised. Wahahaha.

Which reminds me. Fiona dedicated a post to pearly and me!!!! XD XD XD XD XD And even her dear washing toilet song:) Ahahahaha. Thanks anonyfionamous!! Shall we dedicate our random MOA song to you as a new member of our ministry? We can drive you in a taxi and you'll surely mati.

I need to find the bball appointment card I owe mr ang. Seriously, I can't remember where I put it! :P

Going shopping with my mum later. Gotta use the vouchers. They have expiry dates!
I want cargos/jeans:) I <3 my brown abercrombie shirt:)

Xmas prezzies preparation. I'll never get started at this rate!! Bleargh!

bold truth rally
I still miss church camp. A lot. A lot a lot. A lot a lot a lot.

Anyway yesterday I went to the Bold Truth Rally with eve + amadea + charmaine + ethel + pearly + liz gan + jeremy + evan + john yeo. It wasn't that great, cause they were mainly evangelising to bring people to Christ, so it was pretty redundon for us.

Hmmmm.

But going out before that was really fun. Went to bishan for I-can't-believe-the-reason, ate lunch at the foodcourt then went to orchard. Kiakia in taka a while, bought amadea's brother's presents, walked over to cine to kiakia somemore, ate tea then dinner like only 1 hour later. Then left to meet everyone at dover mrt then go to the church.
It's a catholic church so they have like PEWS. Hard hard benches. Made me appreciate our church cushioned seats [sanctuary] and our normal chairs [WOW hall] more haha(:

It's really bad. Like church camp. I loved the people, the card games, the games, the staying up...but in my list of why I enjoyed it, there's no "cause I encountered God, cause I felt God, cause I had a breakthrough, cause it really touched me..." that kinda stuff that is supposed to be the REAL reason for enjoying a church camp.
It's just so wrong!!
The main aim of church camp is not met already.

Why must life be so confusing.

I've been staying up a lot these days. I know it's normal, but somehow it seems later than previously. And the reasons I stay up... Last time it was cause I had important stuff to do, like amazing race planning, sending emails, etc. Now I sleep late cause I'm talking :P Online or on the phone. My parents have started hinting that they're not approving of seeing the com light shining at 2am or hearing the phone ring at an equally unearthly time. Haha. WHO CARES.
I never seem to feel like sleeping. Although I do love sleeping. But it's such a waste of time. I mean, I'd rather spend these last weeks of holidays doing constructive stuff than stoning and closing my eyes.

Let's see. Just 2 nights ago my phonecall list went like this:
2315 fiona called. 2330 put down.
2330 called eve. 2340 put down.
2340 called charmaine. 1200 put down.
1200 fiona called. 0135 put down.
[we beat the last time! this one's 5 min longer. ahahahaha.]
0135 called eve. 0150 put down.
0150 called evan. 0230 put down.
And if charmaine wasn't asleep, I'd have one more to add to the list.

Grrr. I'm sneezing. I'm getting sinus every day. What is the problem with my room or this com. So dusty. Eeks.

2 more trainings to go. Next week we stop. AAAAAH the hols are like flying by. That is probably the most cliche phrase to describe time passing quickly but who cares..

I shall not waste time then. Off to prepare xmas prezzies. Or cap portfolio. No, that's next week. Haha procrastinator :S What else is there to do.. go out, go out, go out somemore.

IRRITATING ZONE ALARM THING!! Now every time I try to access a web-site I have to type in that url to make the zone alarmthingy accept it. Grr. Frustrating and irritating.

Oh yes. Pearly and I have founded a very interesting, fun, crazy, random, retarded and HYPER company.
WELCOME TO THE MINISTRY OF ATTRACTION!
We attract people's attention! xD
And here's our beautiful RANDOM song that was inspired by whatever we saw pass by us on the road along to St John's St Margaret's Church.

*intro by Usher, accompanied by literally spastic actions
let's go swimming
goldfish styling
little green frog
looks like bulldog
very blue sky
where birds fly high
sing'pore poly
very holy!
we love MOA song
ding dong ding dong
look at red car
it's so bizzare
we drive taxi
surely mati
red traffic light
shining so birght
followed by green
i smell chlorine
we wanna eat
banana split!

And it goes on...it never ends:)

And guess who's WONDERFUL rhyming sense made that up HAHAHAHA xD So terribly random and there's like no link between each and every line.
"followed by green, i smell chlorine"?! Like, ???!!!

Ahahaha. And that's how we work. Ministry of Attraction.
Anyone is welcome. Tickets are free of charge and available at all SISTIC outlets.
Hurry! Sign up with cheryl or pearly NOW! While stocks last.
See you there! :D

Chronicles of narnia!!! :) Going with vinna and whoever, haven't even finished asking people:) Hahahaha. You can volunteer too :) lol.

late
And I'm still not sleeping.
Sheesh now I'm too sleepy for QT. So un-committed.
Bleargh.
I have lotsa stuff to do man.
That and that and that and that and THAT.
So behind time.
Justin's super weird. Guess what he said to me online. Hahahaha.
Ok random.
Cause that reminded me of it.
Lol.
Can't wait for carolling.
I still wanna go out with a lot of people and do stuff with a lot of people.
There're only 2 weeks left, great. Just great.
Jiayou me.
Goodnight.
Aargh i miss camp.
I mis the people.
Just saw them again this morning but that's not enough!
I need sleep.
I love my new shoes.
And1 shoes that cost $81! PRO OR WHAT! xD My mum's not bad a bargaining. :)
I realise my blog entries get longer and longer.
Was reading my archives[it's hilarious, try it! Try reading yours:)]
And last time I thought about 20 lines was long.
Now mine are like WHOA, 100+ lines? Haha. To be extreme I mean.
Maybe cause I enter/space a lot. But still, it IS longer.

Guess what, I miss practising worship for camp.
I miss camp comm meetings.
I miss the going crazy and high in excitement online with fiona as camp was drawing closer.
I miss the hotel.
I miss MICE:)
I miss the buffet, no matter how shocking.
I miss the activites.
I miss running around in slippers that have a unique heel:) Those who saw the sole will know what i'm talking about haha:)
I miss MICE quite a lot actually. Maybe cause most of the time was spent in that brightly-lit hall. Even MICE5 where we 1st had worship + theme talk #1.
I miss the funny funny funny oh-so-funny games.
I miss the weird photos, though there weren't many on my part.
I miss the hotel toilet:) So DIM haha charmaine, remember eh:P
I miss playing RAT RACE with funny people like FIONA or JOHNYEO haha xD
Just compare the poker faces of both of them. Then try not laughing at that. You'll hurt. :)
I miss knocking on peoples' doors and anticipating their "PASSWORD PLEASEEEEEE????"
I miss screaming "password please?!!" Haha won't forget that time I screamed that then looked through the peephole to realise I'd just screamed at...
the room service guy. HAHAHAHAHA.
I miss tsidkenu!! Forgot to write the cheer here. I <3 THE CHEER IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!! :):):):)
I miss the people!!
I miss jumping!
I miss simply hanging out with all the friends.
I miss the waste-of-a-time night market:)
I miss the hotel room, no matter how un-nice it was. Just somethins different from my norm bed.
I miss THAT BOUNCY PILLOW!!! :) [tsk fiona who kept stealing it and giving me that extra SOFT and cushiony pillow!]
I miss being high.
I mis prayer path.
I miss everything.

post church camp blues, cont'd
I'm gonna suggest making next year's camp 10 days long. HAHAHA. Not long enough? Let's make it 2 weeks.
It wasn't long enough to have sufficient fun.
But I think I enjoyed last year's better. Can't really remember. But I know I definitely didn't THOROUGHLY enjoy this year's, for some particular reasons. Last year it was, WOH.
Yeah. Dunno.
I still miss it real bad anyhow.
And today we DIDN'T sing reflector. Prob didn't have time for closing song already, and we couldn't during worship cause the mood was so inappropriate. Grr. No more WOW until next yearm and we didn't end it off properly. Not only that, we didn't sing it on the LAST DAY OF CAMP either! What a nice way to end. BLEARGH.
I think some reasons I didn't enjoy camp that much can be figured out yeah. [but the main reason ISN'T worship ok!]

I wrote so much about camp in my diary already, so sorry I'm not gonna put it up here. And no stealing of my diary(:

I just <3 my dearest black book. Went queensway shopping today. Super great. Got everything I wanted to find. I've got new bball shoes and new sports shoes and fbt's and socks!! Yeeha(: And I'm changing my hp number fyi!! :D Ask me for it. Once my current one runs outta $, I'm gonna change it to something much easier to remember than my current one. Hahaha. Class chalet in 4 days. Right? Right. I slept for 3 hours straight in ahma's house this afternoon. Was fooling myself that I wasn't tired/sleepy hahaha. Hey, but at least I can ACT hyper and high even if I really am not right! Think that's quite a feat wahaha. And I'm still pretty high now. Moderate I guess. When am I not.

C Em Am
Since I found your love
F C Em Am F
I’ve never needed anything to fill my heart
C Em Am
Even when I fall
F C Em Am F
You’re always there with open arms to pick me up
C Em Am
From the start I knew
F C Em Am
No one else could make me feel the way you do
C Em Am
Everyday I want to grow
F
Just a little bit closer
F
Just a little bit closer
Chorus:
C
I wanna be a reflector
Am
I wanna shine with Your glory
G F
I wanna to let the whole world know that You're livin’ in me
C
I wanna burn with your fire
Am
Shine a light a little brighter
G
I wanna let the whole world know
F C Em Am F C Em Am F
That Jesus LIVES IN ME!!!

I've probably heard it about 50 times since we started singing it in church as warm-up. The chords are there obviously cuse I copied wholesale from my worship songlist. :)
Nevermind, don't remind me of worship.

Somehow I wanna blog but I'm sian. It's tiring to think!

Stupid lizard crawling all over the wall, back and forth, to and fro. Chao irritating lah.

YAWN.

I miss camp.

Really, how about making it 10 days long next year. Or 2 weeks. It'd give us more time to enjoy!! If they're really gonna combine with CAC I'll cry lah. I want WOW and WOW ALONE. Leave us alone, man. We rock more(: Haha. BUT if it's june that rocks. Less agonising waiting time man.
Ohohoh BUT there's carolling!! Wonder who's going.
Oh man I simply <3 our church people. Yayy XD

Chanyi says she can even sense my high-ness on my blog entries. HOW?! Ok now. DO I SOUND HIGH??? Yes yes yes? No?
Ahahahahahaha. :)

Now for blogskin makeover. Sarah [as in from church] gave me the idea:)

Night.

post church camp blues

I miss church camp.

camp's tomorrow.
I hope it's gonna be a super super nice experience. The very cliche phrase now - "personal encounter with God".
I promise the earliest I sleep every day is 2 AM. I MUST have fun during camp.
I realise I really can stay up actually. Did that the whole of last weekend, including thursday and friday. And late meaning sleep late, like 4am, 5am.
Don't come and tell me all those "no, it's early! Early in the morning" crap. Wahaha.

Tiring to blog sia.

Anyway I'm at sihui's house now(:
Can't believe I was actually convinced by jasmin to come all the way here. They're watching some funny horror show or what and here I am, I can hear all the sound effects and blood-curdling screams.
Amazingly, I have no feelings though. Too caught up in the com probably. Well I hope I still sleep well tonight though!! Reporting time 8.30 sheesh!

Last week and this week have ben super tiring and long. But still super fun too! :)
mon 29nov[just after kl trip]: stone in the morn, about 2 hours phone convo with ky then sarah, so to sarah's house.
tue: cap portfolio
wed: psl meeting, weights, training
thu: cap portfolio, match against SAS, eve's hous stayover
fri: eve's worship prac, match against unity
sat: psl ppt meeting with yen, daniel's sunday worship prac, yvonne's worship prac
sun: church, ah ma's house, my worship prac
mon: combined worship prac, eve's new worship prac
today: match against SAJC, queensway for lunch, sihui's house[still can't believe it]

Better start looking for pics for my powerpoint. Or I die staying up tonight.

OH MAN THE SUSPENSE IS JUST KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God,
I pray that You'll make today shorter. Please make it 20 hours instead of 24.
Thank You Lord, in Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Wait. That makes me have less time to finish up worship stuff.
1. chords
2. send to everyone
3. print for everyone
4. call everyone in the team to remind them to wear NON-CASUAL clothes for their sessions
5. call all worship leaders to remind them to do ppts
Anything else???????

HAHAHAHA dots XD

camp tomorrow
OH MY GOSH. Camp's tomorrow camp's tomorrow camp's tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T WAITTTTTTTTTTTT.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
YAHOOOOOOOOOOO.
And well, of all times I got a sore throat and cough. Have no idea how I'm gonna lead worship properly like that. Plus, I've got a blocked nose. But that doesn't matter of course.
Well, I'll rely on prayer and faith in God for healing:)

Changed songs. AGAIN.Actually I'm kinda really pissed that they didn't tell us anything about theme and mood of each worship session, so it's like everyone worked HARD and then like 4 days before the camp," Oh, I'm sorry, this must be like that that must be like this...thought you knew...sorry..."
They're nice people and I usually don't get angry easily, what more at such nice people. But this was like CRAZY. SO last minute, so UNFAIR, so wrong. It's not that I don't agree to go with the theme, It's that I
1. would prefer EARLIER notice
2. wasted so much effort eg. staying up till 5am getting chords, trying out on the piano, transposing almost every song, sending, printing...
3. would really appreciate earlier notice. I mean, telling me that like 4 days before the camp is utter RIDICULOUSNESS.

See, some people have to work, some have school, some are going [or went] for advance party, and blahblah. And if they tell us to make changes like on SUNDAY, that means we have to practise on MONDAY and monday ALONE. Yeah, that's so not last minute right.

Sheesh! Can't believe it, I'm pissed up till now, tuesday, and it happened on sunday.
Well, I wonder WHY.

I'm gonna continue blogging in another entry. Don't wanna spoil the mood. So anti.

another 2 long phone convos...and 1 more to come
2 more long convos on the phone. One yesterday and another that I just hung up.
And probably one more whom I will call in a while, after I'm done sending the o-tea powerpoint and worship songs. [THANKS OLLY FOR THE CHORDS THEY WERE REALLY HELPFUL :))]

I love phone convos through the night(:
They rock much more phonecalls in the day. Nothing nice in the day.

I re-chose certain songs. My new songlist! :) <3 it man.

welcome in this place
reflector
tell the world
running after You
thank You Lord
let creation sing

Transposing was fun:) But sian also. Hah. At least I made the musicians' jobs easier now hahaha(:

Had a hard time deciding between all i need is You and welcome in this place! Figured that welcome in this place would be suitable since this is the FIRST worship session in the whole camp, so we should welcome Him into our midst as we commit the camp into His hands and worship and praise Him. But it's starting worship with a slow song, which is quite...different.
Hmm.

Yen and I went for brunch with mr ang at the weirdo coffeeshop at blk 429 [super near my house]. Super funny, we were only talking to him online then ended up meeting to eat. Come all the way to my house downstairs just for coffee! So FAR! Lol.

night.

camp worship
Practice today for the 3rd session was TIRING. 2 1/2 hours, the longest ever. Think it rocks that eve's leading. GO KUZZIN(: I'll be by your side all the way...literally!

We slept at 5am 2dec. I was contemplating not sleeping at all, but cannot lah.

And now it's 1.25am 3dec and I'm still not feeling sleepy. PRO or what(: hahaha. Searching for the chords for my worship session!!! XD

reflector.
for all You've done.
running after You.
let creation sing.
thank You Lord.
--please fill in blank--
majesty.

Got a meeting at like 8am today. And then it's gonna be one long day at church, having like THREE sessions to prac for. Night go IMM. I'm gonna be a walking zombie. Whee then I can haunt people(:

i'm at eve's house(:
we're happily choosing songs for camp worship.
it's super fun.
PLANET SHAKERS WOOHOOHOO.
AND HILLSONG.
AND DELIRIOUS.
AND SONICFLOOD.
AND many many more.

Wheee.
Ok bye
(:

1 1/2 hour phone convo with fiona.
Yeah I know that isn't in the least long, heard of people talking for like 5 hours straight. Poor ears lol:) Anyway I love talking on the phone! It's much better than online, cause you get to hear the voice and tone especially, like some things when typed out can be interpreted differently from what the person might have meant if you heard him say it. And better than face-to-face cause you don't feel awkward when there's some facial expression you'd like to hide but can't help showing.

And now I feel super super guilty cause I was supposed to call yvonne after that but we talked so long I couldn't call her back - it was about 1.20am. BLEARGH. Nono fiona don't worry you're NOT repeat NOT at fault!!!(:

And now I don't feel like sleeping at all. I'm in the stay up till next day mood. But I can't!! Cause of the match against SAS which I just found out about today. So unexpected and unprepared.

Entertaining myself with deviant art pictures. They are SO COOL and artistic and simply wonderfully beautiful! Love the abstract ones though I never bother to find the underlying meanings of them which is exactly what they're supposed to be about.

Lunch at subway this afternoon was pretty cool, with weird stories and general talking batch stuff.

And training was physical for about 2 hours I think. The next year sec1s who came in through DSA joined us too. And I went home with xiaofei who lives in cck ave2, went to cck primary. She's nice(: No attitude problem.

Oh no this is bad. I'm starting to yawn. NOOOOO. I'm supposed to be in non-sleepy mood!

Anyway. Worship practice roster.
1st session - sunday prac [me eve yvonne xiaohui]
2nd session - sat prac [linxin yvonne charmaine jeremy]
3rdsession - fri prac [eve me yvonne fiona]
4th session - sat prac [yvonne me charmaine jeremy]
5th session - sun prac [eve me linxin denyse charmine xiaohui]

NO DRUMS! HOW SAD IS THAT! Like, HOW DO YOU SING REFLECTOR WITH NO DRUMS. HOW! Spoil!!

ZZZ. Night. 2.25am.