21 December 2005
12:26 AM
disappointmentIf there's one thing I really can't take, it's disappointment.
It's having so much hope and looking forward to something so so so so much, then suddenly that something's not gonna happen.
It's being so eager to do something then suddenly it's not possible to do it.
It's, in short, false hope.
I cannot be given false hope. When someone promises me something, I expect it to be fulfilled. And if it isn't for one reason or another, I just CANNOT take the disappointment.
Call me difficult. I have high expectations of people. Well, and myself. But sometimes the reason I'm disppointed has nothing to do with broken promises. Still, I hate it.
I just
cannot cannot CANNOT take disappointment!I'm still fighting down my current disappointment.
I really hate excitedly waiting for something to happen then suddenly being told it's not gonna happen, or worse still, it just doesn't happen. I take very long to get over disappointment too.
I'm pretty sure I'm seriously
nuts.
No one sane experiences these kinda things. I bet. No one!!! Any explanations to offer?
Sheesh.
