God's child
dance
music
basketball
loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

WHATEVER.
Wahaha. So weird. When I don’t blog, I don’t blog for like 2 weeks, then when I continue blogging I start to blog like every day. Haha ok, this is just the 2nd day. Can't say so early.

AAAAARGH. I'm back to unhappy mood. Just a while ago I was super high lah.
Crrrraaaaazeeee.

Yikes so much mail to clear. 120 new messages!! It's killing me! I hate flooded inboxes. So tiring to read the stupid mail. Argh.

So. I don't know what else to blog about already.

I wanna go and sleep.
TIRED.

But so much extra stuff to do. Self-given homework. Lol. But they're fun stuff. Just that when you're tired, nothing's fun any more.

I'm not making sense here.
Whatever!

I hate checking mail. I mean, when it's flooded.

I've been writing diary entries in school almost every day recently. Actually, of course recently. This is only the 2nd OFFICIAL week of school for me. My attention span is simply horrible, after abot 10 minutes of a lesson if it fails to interest me, out comes my foolscap and pen and scribbling away I go.

School is so depressing lah. Sigh. x10.

I HATE FLOODED INBOXES.

It's 1020pm. I'm sleepy.

On friday we have to run 4km straight after cny celebratoins. So much for celebrations huh. Hahaha. Nevermind. We can do it!!!! All for the sake of basketball!! :)

Training today was not bad. Started off really really really really bad for me. But later it got better. I was so thankful to God for brightening things up for me, cause like training isn't exactly enjoyable for me normally...and I didn't even ask Him to improve the situation this afternoon, I just gave up and resigned to feeling unhappy the whole time. But He was gracious and provided a way out of my troubles! Was super super thankful man.

S.I.G.H.
Serious Insanity Getting Horribly Horrific.

I don't really like lit now, cause of the teacher. Sheesh man, she just took away my love for the subject. Aah whatever. I'm in no modd to care about anything at the moment...

Just a while ago I thought I had finally returned to my happy hyper state. Yeah. Right, so right. We may have a friendly against HwaChong on wednesday! (: Yayyers. Fun.
Though numberless jerseys AREN'T nice, at all.

You know what?
WHATEVER!

I realise it's just so so so so so so easy to give up...
Yet something tells me I shouldn't, that there's still that teeny weeny bit of hope I should rely on, that I should persist. And with that keychain on my pencil case...well. It's hard to say. I really hate giving up. But it's just so easy... a nice short-cut to end it all. Aaah sigh. Whatever.

Ranting is becoming such a habit...I even do it in class.

Oh by the way, I managed to write to my mortal today, in physics class. Yay(: It's such a long letter. I think it's obvious it's me. I mean hello, the writing style is SO like me. Sigh. Whatever.

Reminds me of the whatever game I played with sarah last year.

AARGH I miss 208! I miss 2005! I miss december! I miss the fun! All the times shared together with my closest friends!

I'm actually still fighting with sarah EVERY DAY now. Not bad right(: Last year every time people saw us fighting they would just sigh and ask,"When will those two stop..." and our immediate automated roply would be "next year". And that made us fight all the more cause we knew this year we wouldn't have the chance. But we still fight hahaha. No, don't get me wrong. I don't enjoy fighting, I'm not sadistic! It's just...some form of memory of 208, get what I mean?

Currently, my extra homework is...
#1. read book
#2. design spiritual journal
#3. worship blog blogskin
#4. plan DG outing(:
#5. read "lord of the flies"

This is begining to sound more like the mugger me. Just that this is the FUN homework(: I really haven't gotten into school mood yet. Not at all. Quite obviously. This year I'm taking very long. Why?

Why is the sky blue? Why is the grass green?

Haha, fellow marshall-ans! Sound familiar eh?? (:

Sheesh. I miss obs too.

I really have a problem with letting go.

Ok, I'm gonna sleep. I was yawning so much this morn. Don't want it to repeat.

Sigh. WHY is it so hard to cheer up?! It was supposed to be normal for me.

I guess I'm not normal any more. Seriously man. Actaully, I never was. But that was the positively insane. This is negatively insane.

S.I.G.H.
Serious Insanity Getting Horribly Horrific.

Last word.
WHATEVER.