God's child
dance
music
basketball
loves people!!! :D

"let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess, for He who promised is faithful." hebrews 10:23

live for others. make a difference.

today's training
Was bad.
Very bad.
It's so easy to give up!
But something's just stopping me from doing so.
I don't want it to end here. Never.
I guess potential is present.
I HOPE.
I'm confused.
And frustrated.
And I really wish to give up.

Anyway. I realise I really like my poem(: Ahahaha. I spent the whole afternoon yesterday on it. Stoning, writing, sleeping. Then only did homework at night. I was in NO MOOOD AT ALL yest. Something wrong with me.

I got into CAP cluster!!!! Yayyyyy(: So did vinna and nata and alina and practically everyone, lol. Now is to wait for the results for those who got into thr seminar thingy at NUS. Haha, cool man. I wanna research on
CHRISTIAN VALUES IN CHRONICLES OF NARNIA/LORD OF THE RINGS.

And I wanna go for the overseas SL trip!!! It's so meaningful and really makes SL something you do from your heart, not to complete the stupid CIP hours...

Make a difference in someone's life.

You make a living by what you get. You make a life by what you give.
-Winston Churchill.

I was really inspired by the video(:

I wanna be part of it!!!
Haha.

WEEKENDS WOOHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
I think my change in mood is so super significant and obvious.
OH even mr ong noticed the change in me. It's pretty freaky, how certain people can see through you like that... he was asking me the other day if "everything was ok".
And some sec1s also said that I'm not my usual high self unlike during orientation. But then again...like I said, high-ness isn't always real huh. Aah well. It's up to you to figure out.
HAHA.
I shant comment.

So much homework, piss me off!! :(

Going for rock for good tomorrow evening. Hope it's worth the $.

I feel guilty. I'm not doing homework.
Somehow this year I have totally no care about my studies. Like, I have this sickening feeling my GPA is gonna be like 3.4 but somehow I just don't feel like doing anything to prevent that from happening. Like, I REALLY DON'T CARE ANY MORE.

Well. Anyway I'm just feeling so so so so SO fortunate to be a child of God. I really have no idea what I'll do without Him.Yes, this is all cliche and boring but I guess when you do experience it, you can't help but say it! He has been my constant source of strength and comfort and refuge and happiness through every hard and depressing day. No one compares to Him, and nothing compares to His magnificent, SACRIFICIAL LOVE. I mean seriously, if He actually gave us the greatest gift of all - life, what can He not give?! [there's a verse for that but I can't remember it off hand like that]. He's really so awesome and mighty and wonderful. There is no one else I can turn to, no one else can grant me the same peace and comfort and hope. I pity the non-Christians who are all living in a lost world out there, with no salvation...no hope...no eternal peace...and the worst thing is, they don't even realise they're lost without the Lord. It's so sad.
I'm GLAD, super super glad to be a Christian! :) Praise the Lord in the highest!

I haven't received any sms in 3 days!!! Feel so unwnted:( Ahaha. Nevermind, it's good cause it means I have nothing to which I need to reply! Can save my limited free messaged. Pathetic man, the no I get! Ahaha, but it's better than nothing(:

Chose this poem for the valentine's day thingy for Lit:

The World’s Most Beautiful
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls
I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;

But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes.

-Muhammad Edwan Shaharir

Quite nice eh? Lazy to really go looking for something I LOVE. I mean, this is just homework...

Yawn. Eyes hurting. Night.