26 March 2006
1:34 AM
back after opening ceremony proposalOh ok I realise you won't understand the title, as in why "back". Nevermind. Not necessary XD
Yayy I'm gonna stay up tonight or this morning. Don't really feel sleepy now. And I was supposed to do my bao zhang du hou gan but then I had to finish up the opening ceremony proposal first. So I just finished it and now I'm gonna do 2 chinese du hou gans and pack my bag for monday. Cause later I'm gonna be out until night. And so I don't wanna rush the packing of my school bag before sleeping. I'll be too kanchiong to go to bed. See, I hate it when school starts. No choice but to sleep early. Sigh.
Talked to dawn [accountability partner stuff] for about 1h 15min just now! Was really fun:) Talked a bit about our week and God and then random stuff about our lives with references to how God was present in those times as well, like how He blessed us and took us through or stuff like that. As I said, it was really nice to take a good and proper break from the hectic school week (well not for me though, but for her, and for me from next week onwards!) to focus on God and reflect on our lives in the past 6-7 days! There seems never to be any time to do that sorta thing nowadays. Every day is just rush this rush that, and we rarely or never slow down and halt to think back and thank God, or simply quieten down our hearts for just a moment and shut out all the noise around. So these calls every sat night are really great:) Thanks dawn!! :D
I love morning. As in early early morning like now, 2+ am all the way till about 5am.
Silent. Still. Nothing to distract or disrupt your thoughts. So nice for thinking and pondering and
reflecting!! And spending time with God! :)
So you don't need to ask me why I love staying up till the unearthly hours of the morning. It's NOT simply cause I'm nuts or I think sleeping is waste of time or I don't need sleep or I love torturing my body or I'm just trying to challenge my body against weariness! NO! I mean, I admit those
are true :P, but they're only reasons why I stay up to a
certain extent! Really, I've got better ones!!
Hey actually, why am I so stupid. The yue du things aren't even due yet. Not even soon. So since I can take my time, why in the world am I rushing them now?!! Aah well. If I feel like doing them later, I'll just proceed.
Dawn pronounced façades as "fuh-kates" and not "fuh-sahds"! HAHAHA! I think that's so cute. Mann. Nevermind, inside joke. Lol.
So should I or should I not do my chinese thing? I'm sleepy now. Why are there so few people online?!! :(
Alright I'm starting to feel the anger and frustration from
that bubbling up once again.
BYEE.
(I see lightning!)
Who can fathom the depth of Your love?
