13 March 2006
9:34 PM
bball training campI'm back! Haha. And there's 1 more day to go. It's a day camp. Haha. I'm quite relieved actually that we don't have to styover. Less stuff to pack, more time to do stuff at home, less mafan, better rest.
Was super tiring. We ran 2.4km in the morn, then had training then lunch. Then at 3 we trained again, and ended with a match against Yishun JC. After lunch most of us just konked out...and fell asleep watching the video. The psychology game is so funny. Especially if you ask interesting questions(: Ahaha! Athena... now we know how scandalous you are eh! Hahaha.
And guess what I was thinking about during the afternoon training. The most irrelevant stuff.
Spiritual goals.I was like, WHAT?!! So weird. And then I couldn't really concentrate on training. So I tried to push it aside. Ah but anyway, I was resting then. As in cause we were doing the 2-3 defence thing then it was my turn to rest. HAHA. I think it was really amusing how that popped into my head during training.
Tomorrow we're gonna have a match against SAJC in the morn, then training in the afternoon, followed by the bbq(:
I WANNA GO FOR CONVENTION!!! :(:(:(:(
I like the shirt!! Haha, and don't ask if that's the reason I wanna go. NO. It just makes me wanna go all the more!!! :(
SAD. It sounds so fun and intersting.
I messed up SO BAD during the match. Fouled 3 times. And maybe 1 more, but that wasn't really me. REALLY IT WASN'T ME!!! :( Hate it. Like, that's such a STUPID DUMB LOSER way to mess up. I mean, I always mess up by making mistakes in passing, dribbling and SHOOTING, but not in FOULS?! Come on!!
And well. Missed all my free throws.
Geez man.
BA WO LA.I always do fine during training, then just can't execute perfectly in matches.
What is wrong with me.
I hate disappointing others. I mean, it's totally fine to disappoint myself, but letting someone else down makes me feel so terrible and guilty. I know mr ang's really disappointed in me. And I've yet to prove anything good to him.
So many chances, so many mess-ups.Perfect opportunities never last.I had the Thank You Lord song stuck in my head throughout training also. Not the don moen + paul baloche one, but the one we sang yest. It's real nice.
SOUL yest was SUPER GOOD!! <3>
with every breath i take i will testify Your love!Indeed, I am NOT ASHAMED of the GOSPEL!!! Woohoo:)