18 March 2006
11:17 AM
march holsAnd so, 1 week has passed by as though it were just an instant. It was really eventful and well-spent. I know it wasn't a waste, and I'd maximised the fun and enjoyment. Just a brief outline, cause I've already wrote everything in my diary:
monday: bball training camp day 1. Blogged about this already:)
tuesday: bball training camp day 2. Match against SAJC in the morn! Went to far east to buy subway lunch (free drink + cookies!! Where can you find better value-for-money?! :D) Slept a bit, sat at block H with nata staring at tom the cat, then had training in the afternoon before the bbq. BBQ was really fun! (:
wednesday: SURPRISE BDAY CELEBRATION for olly + sihui!! :D Cyled at east coast, had lunch at pasta mania in cine. And then we slacked around in school weights room. Ahahaha.
thursday: training in the morning, lunch with yen then bought her mum's birthday present, then shopped around in spotlight then went to j8 with vinna.
friday: PAINTING THE WOW YOUTH ROOM :)))))))) And steamboat + shopping with the CORE people!! :)
1 more week of "holiday" left. I'd better plan it properly in order to make FULL USE of the time, both to finish school work and study and also to HAVE FUN!!! :)
I know my attitude towards school has had a major change. I can't believe it, but I really don't care about my grades and my homework. I feel there's no meaning in mugging and handing in homework and performance tasks and assignments and meeting stupid deadlines and all that. I just wanna slack, big time. I really have no care. And as you can see, the "HAVE FUN" up there is in caps while the "school work and study" aint. Seriously. It's been like that since the start of the year, and I have constantly wondered why and blogged about it [I bet you're tired of reading about my slacking instead of studying already too] time and again, and now i have come to a conclusion that I have lost my mugger self, FOR REAL. It's coming to the end of march and I have yet to feel the need to study. 3 months. Isn't that enough to prove that I have really changed my attitude?!
Well, for one, I haven't even TOUCHED my homework for the holidays. I mean, actually, there's not a lot of homework anyway, but there
is. And I haven't cared to take it out of my file even look at it. If it was last year or what, by now I'd have completed everything, and if I hadn't, I wouldn't be blogging or wondering why I don't care either. I'd be CHIONGING. But now? What amI doing?! Thinking about why I don't bother.
HMM.
Something's wrong with me. Well. Too bad! I really don't care!!! (millionth time I'm saying that.)
And now about bball.
This holidays have made me really grow closer to them (batchmates) by going out, eating, camping, lazing around, etc. together with them. And I feel a stronger bond with them now. It's great(: After 3 years,
finally. Thank you VERY much, all of you(: Whether you've realised it or not, you've all made a difference in my journey in bball. I owe a lot to every single one of you(:
thank you!!! :DI said that perfect opportunities never last.
God obviously thinks otherwise.
There it is - one HUGE HUGE HUGE opportunity right in front of me. Waiting for me to accept it and make full use of it and prove myself and lead to other better opportunities. There've been so many times chances came and went, cause I either failed to see them, or simply failed to grasp them. And they just kept coming, now I realise. I wanted to give up, but something held me back and made me press on. I thought opportunities didn't last, but really, that isn't true. People have faith in me. More than I have in myself. And of course, GOD HAS FAITH IN ME.
I wanna forget all the past mistakes and setbacks and just focus on this goal I'm working towards, coming out of it as a better person and player. I really am SO THANKFUL to God. I truly didn't think there were chances left. And of course, THANK YOU JIAOLIAN!! :)
I don't wanna let
anyone down. Not even myself.
Forever God is faithful!Thank You Lord.I come before You todayAnd there's just one thing that I wanna sayThank You LordThank You LordFor all You've given to meFor all the blessings that I cannot seeThank You LordThank you LordWith a grateful heartWith a song of praiseWith an outstretched armI will bless your nameThank you LordI just wanna thank you LordThank you LordI just wanna thank you LordFor all you've done in my lifeYou took my darkness and gave me Your lightThank you Lord
Thank you LordYou took my sin and my shameYou took my sickness and healed all my painThank you LordThank you LordThank you Lord
I just wanna thank you Lord
Thank you Lord
I just wanna thank you LordThank you Lord
I just wanna thank you Lord
Thank you Lord
I just wanna thank you LordYou'll never let me go through it all.
