31 March 2006
10:28 PM
THANK GOD1. I SURVIVED PHYSICS TEST!!!!! WOOHOOHOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D And ms siow told me how much I got for my MCQ and it actually isn't bad! Yayness man! I kinda died for the open-ended question4. ARGH. The stupid THING is so confusing lah!! [this is keeping in mind that there're people who haven't taken the test yet :P] I was wondering and pondering over it for so long then SUDDENLY realised that I still had q5!! I thought it was the last question before the bonus ones already! Stooopid. And I wrote so long for most of the open ended questions cause I didn't know how to phrase nicely and shortly and was afraid I might mis out important points [vital information, lol.]. Aiyah. But well. At least I'm fine with my marks for the MCQ (: Quite hardly yeah?
Olly, yen, jamie and sihui are gonna take it on Monday instead. I was debating with myself over whether it was worth-it to take today or monday. Concluded do today; I shall not blog in detail on the SUPER LONG and tiring debating process. But then after that ms siow came to nata and I and said we had to do it today cause mr ong didn't talk to her or something like that?? So anyway. To cut a long story short, and furthermore the ending which you all already know - I took the test today. And starved through training. Cause we took it straight after school. Ha.
That reminds me. I haven't found out my social studies marks. Actually it doesn't matter to me. I can live without ever knowing. Ignorance is bliss(:
OH forgot. And thank God also for
2. MY DAD FOUND A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH MAN! I mean he wasn't exactly jobless. But nevermind, don't ask. Anyway, he's gonna work in a bank now. Finally back to where he always "specialised" in. YES, THANK GOD FOR THAT.
Training was kinda postponed. Kinda because we did train a bit in between the mood-swing-ish rain that couldn't decide whether to STORM, pour, shower or drizzle. Stupid. Wasted our time today. So we'll go back tomorrow 8am! Wake up early again!
Man I'm still super drained from the matches and everything. plus I slept at 1am this morning!! Studied until midnight and QT was 1 HOUR. It was
real good. I didn't even realise that the time passed so quickly! Sometimes I think I take 1/2 an hour but when I check the clock only 15 min passed! Ahahaha.
You know I REALLY hate it when I'm like happy with myself or satisfied with some achievement made and then someone has to come
wham right into my happiness with just a simple WORD or comment or action. Furthermore, you probably know how
often I'm actually happy with myself. Me being such a perfectionist and all...
Well that's what
you did to me today. Thanks.
WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO PLEASE YOU???
I thought I had done alright. SERIOUSLY. Not being thick-skinned or whatever. I felt happy for once, but you just had to ruin it all. And now it's back to disppointment, demoralisation, and endless hopeless wishing. I really don't know what you expect of me. PERFECTION? IS THAT IT? Well. I'm telling you that's something I
can't meet.
