23 April 2006
11:07 PM
Disappointment.
Ask me why I don't like doing it. And I can just give you about 4 examples. One today. I was pretty happy and excited at first then after that all she had to say was "..." and boom, I lost hope once again.
I'm crazy, I think.
I came home today in the ... kinda mood and have been like that the whole afternoon-night.
I don't understand!!
And I think this has been one of the most MEANINGLESS weekends in the year. Such a waste of time.
Annotating pyg. Gah. Hate lit, hate it SO MUCH now. HATE HATE HATE.
I'm so crazy I don't even know how to make sense in this entry.
Well if you're kaypo then try you best to find out what I'm talking about. Let me tell you I've change topic at least 3 times. Ok it isn't a lot. But still. I'm incoherent, very.
Theme and rheme.
Yes, I'm random too, now.
What is wrong with me man?!
Jared said I have a great msn nick. Hahahahaha. Yeah, but it's something real hard for me to do.
Stop living in the past.I HATE LIT.
And I can't stand
her too. Whatever lah! DC DC. Crap lah. I annotated most except some parts of act 3 and 4 cause I gave up.
WHAT'S THE POINT??????????????
Anyway I've lost (almost) all hope for
that too, so that doesn't matter cause it won't affect
that. To bad I'm not gonna get
that.I'm so pissed now. I want and don't want to go to sleep.
Oh did I mention I love the song WHO AM I still? Well, yeah I do. I really really really love that song man. Was so glad yvonne chose it this morn. And so glad so many people love it too. Casting crowns(: Now to go listen to VOICE OF TRUTH more and memorise(: And maybe start singing it in church too.
HA.
USELESS LAH?!
Argh. I give up. This is not helping. The next time I come here, or rather, long long later when I come back here and read this entry I won't even remember what I'm blogging about. It' just its and thats and hers and all that. Disjointed sentences, improper phrasing, incomplete lines...
WHO CARES.
Oh let me just say roland did a great job master teaching(: It kinda made me miss sunday school man, so simple and fun. But I'm not criticising our current Dg style and all that, of course. I love WOW, don't get me wrong. It's just part of my living in the past notions that have been bugging me these few days.
The weirdest things bug me. Maybe if I keep some record I'll be able to laugh at them when I grow out of this urm, phase? And well, they kinda ex plain my mood swings too.
(I feel like cycling when I'm feeling emo.)I love cycling(:
I should go sleep. Really, this isn't helping improve my mood.
40 DOP!!! I'm halfway through.
Yay, on to WORSHIP this week. OH and rick warren's definition of worship in the day 6 overview thingo was pretty good, I should say. It managed to satisfy me, for once. Been searching real long for a definition.
Okok,
Night.
