25 April 2006
3:35 PM
I realise I stopped titling my entries. Well that's cause there aren't any titles to put. Oh well.
There's no homework today!! My gosh! That's really hard to believe! And I'm going to suntec with ro to eat ben and jerry's? FOR FREE??? Wow.
I only fail when I give up.I love my pencil case keychain. Motivating, aint it? But it's just hard to believe that when you're in a situation like this.
There're some things that people can comfort you about when you're really really really really down and feeling hopeless about. But there are other things that even people encouraging you doesn't help, cause you know NOTHING can change what happened and what you did.
Cause, for this simple reason - YOU BROUGHT IT UPON YOURSELF. You messed it up, you ruined it, you spoilt the whole thing, you didn't grasp that opportunity, you just KILLED YOURSELF doing that.
And then feeling all sad and disappointed and unhappy and upset and frustrated and DEMORALISED AND HOPELESS about it is all you can do, and nothing makes you feel better cause nothing CAN make you feel better.
Get what I mean?
Bet you don't.I really hate myself now.
