11 April 2006
5:59 PM
poets are usually those people who're like mad or crazy or psycho.poets are usually depressed people.Think that's true? Ha. Nata, thanks huh what's that supposed to mean!
Today was basically a very sad day. From the 1st block all the way till now. And the rain just worsened it. Especially during PE when I obviously wasn't paying attention but staring at the rain pouring down in torrents instead. And I realised the rain seemed to be moving along the ground in like waves or something. was pretty cool. But weird. My science isn't that pro heh.
And like yesterday, I ended up ranting in my notebook while listening to crappy lessons that didn't need full attention. Just couldn't help it. I promised myself from jan that I'd pay attention and be a guai kia and stop writing so much in class whenever I was feeling unhappy. But well, mission failed. Haha andrea, sorry I may be quite boring to sit next to after all. Hahaha. But thanks for the song lyrics and singing and everything we do...slackers yeah:P Bet the teachers know we're not paying attention but haha, well. We
kinda pay attention...?
Crap. Listening to this cd isn't improving my mood. Haha. Then again, I purposely chose this cd cause I didn't want to listen to some cheery happy thing and fake happiness. I'm fine with faking to others but not to myself. I know I'm not making sense. Haha whatever.
I shall go back to dwelling in sadness. HAhahahahahaha. Ciaoooo.
