25 April 2006
2:56 PM
you're not a fool. i know who you are.If only. I keep saying those stuff to others and yet I myself don't even know how to believe in it. It's real hard, I admit. And these few days have been so low and gloomy thinking about them, and not finding any answer. And just now when we watched Hotel Rwanda it just made me feel worse. More ------, more helpless, more useless.
What am I worth?
God values you a lot, and you're worth a GREAT DEAL to Him.That's what I wrote for last night's QT.
Yet my actions just contradict my thinking.
Angsty? Gee, that's so cliche. (And that sounded so bimbo!)
"You can't have the best of both worlds."
But what if you aren't even getting the best of any world?
And opportunities don't last. No, they never.
It's too late.
Stop messing up, idiot!You never know until you try.Try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and tryand try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try and try adn try and try.
