27 May 2006
9:12 PM
possibly the most irresponsible person on earthI hate giving up. Yah and that's why I'm still calling for a practice tomorrow. I'm such a failure. You may tell me it's ok and it's not my fault. But I can't forgive myself. And I won't. I don't deserve it. Broken promises are one of the worst things you can ever give someone. I hate to be the person giving it.
NO. I'm not gonna give up. If there's a will, there's a way.
Now the thing is to get them all to have the same will as I do. Then it should work out fine.
God will help us(: I hope. I believe He will, as long as we do whatever we can and leave the rest to Him.
I really don't know.
I'm sorry. I don't know what else I can say. I can't do much now.
And my father had to agitate me further a the dinner table. And you know, he eats like an ANIMAL. Like CHOMP GOBBLE SLURP and forces about 4 spoons into his mouth AT ONCE. YUCK. Never eat with him. You'll really lose your appetite. And then he had to flare up at me lah. Like THANKS, great timing to do that.
That guy is a real expert at pissing me off man. Especially at the WORST times.I suddenly had this great great sense of loneliness today. Ever since we went down to the fair. Don't ask why. I don't know.
Realised how much I really love WOW people. I refused to go home even though I was getting so badly pissed off by the minute. And I hate being around people when I'm in that mood but this time I just didn't want to leave. I do love church. A lot.
And crap. I missed leng kee. SIGHHH. Oh well I tried self-training a bit in church. And we had 2-on-2 games with amos, john, raphael, fiona, mel poh. So yeah. I hope that maked up a BIT for it?!
I love dove shampoo(: Just got a brand new bottle of it XD and when I used it I was like WHOAAAAA silky. Ahahahahaa.
Man I'm tired. From ushering + practising for worship + dancing for like 4 hours or sth + playing bball. Wow I realise I did do quite a lot of stuff today. I thought I was unconstructive. Haha. But I am.
Vanilla sky is a crazy show. It's M18 or R21?! Ha, then how could we have watched it in SCHOOL?!!! Maybe we watched the censored one. Chee. Haha. YAYY I'm watching XMEN III with eveee! Free ticket! Next sat!
Poo. I'm sneezing.
I like the new song we're singing tomorrow (: The triple-time song. COOL man! The beat's kinda hard to catch but it's a great song(: And I LOVE the lyrics. It's the kind I like, like WHO AM I(: Ahahahaha. Eve knew man. Not bad.
Stoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopid. Haha. Sorry, don't mind me. I just felt like saying that.
Goodnight!