11 May 2006
9:19 PM
the white tigerIt was beautiful as God
must be beautiful; glacial
eyes that had looked on
violence and come to terms
with it; a body too huge
and majestic for the cage in which
it had been put; up
and down in the shadow
of its own bulk it went,
lifting, as it turned,
the crumpled flower of its face
to look into my own
face without seeing me. It
was the colour of the moonlight
on snow and as quiet
as moonlight, but breathing
as you can imagine that
God breathes within the confines
of our definition of him, agonising
over immensities that will not return.
R. S. ThomasSuch a beautiful poem.
So. Everyone's done with exams and all smiles. We here have 3 more papers and a lit pt to complete. AND NOW THERE'S THE STUPID RETEST FOR COMPRE. Piss me off man. So that's 4 papers. CRAP LAH! I hate this! The only thing good is that we get to spread out the time to study instead of cramming everything into 1 week. But even if spread out don't spread like over 3 WEEKS CAN?! It's really really putting us in great agony. And I don't wanna retest compre. I don't care if it's an easier paper. I don't wanna be put through the stress once again. No doubt, it's not stressful and can't be studied for, but it's just the prospect of having to sit through another 1h 50min reading a stupid passage and answering stupid questions and writing a stupid summary that bugs me.
Why am I in the mood to blog. Actually, why am I not in the mood to blog. I should never blog when I'm in this mood.
Great.Bye. I better not risk it.
