07 August 2006
1:18 AM
i've told you i cannot stand disappointment.
so here's me when i'm disappointed. don't read, REPEAT DON'T READ if you're prone to heart problems.
gosh. i don't know whether to be angry at you or not. i know it's obviously not yourr fault, and i don't know what went on. but you know what. i'm sorry but until i find out the truth, i'm really really sorry but i'm angry with you. GEE, THANKS A LOT. really. getting my hopes all high up and so excited and all and then after that just throwing them all away LIKE THAT. LIKE THAT. Great. THANKS SO MUCH. I'm sorry I'm actually not blaming you but you're all I can vent my anger on and I'm REALLY sorry.
but really! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I HATE IT! RUINED MY PLANS. SPOILED MY DAY. MESSED UP MY HOLIDAY. fine FINE FINE it's JUST them. ok to you it's JUST them. and yeah yeah YEAH YEAH doesn't matter it's not about that but about that. OK! I GET IT! OK? I KNOW!
I HATE DISAPPOINTMENT. HATE IT. IT'S THE WORST FEELING ONE CAN EVER GET.
ARGH. STUPID. STUPID HOLIDAY RUINED. STUPID STUPID STUPID! HATE THIS!
