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sleeping at 3am on a school night/MORNING
Hello. I'm just really awake now and since I was here to print SS, decided to come online for a while in the hope that there'd be people to talk to. But there're few people online. I mean, few of the ones I usually talk to. Anyway. Guess what. I slept at 3am on tuesday morning!!! (it's officially wednesday morn 1222 am now.) 3 AM!!!!! What an accomplishment! So proud of myself (: I stayed up studying geog and doing SS (extremely last minute. Forgot all about it and it was due yest) and then talked to people online for a while. Then did QT for quite a long time to seize the opportunity of being AWAKE. Then was still SO AWAKE after that I decided not to waste it away cause chances like that are rare, really rare now, so I read LOTR. Was about to go to bed when I looked at the clock and realised, 2.17am. OH GOSH. This is seriously marvellous. And I was STILL VERY AWAKE!! And so, I decided to still NOT sleep, and read LOTF this time. And I tell you, reading about beasties and snake-things at 2am on a morning of the 7th month is seriously not a good idea. No no no. But ah well. I wasn't that freaked out cause it was just beasties and not like real ghosts so yes.
WHAT. I just rambled about sleeping at 3am. Nuts.
People are suffering and feeling sad and I'm here blogging about random stuff. WHERE HAS MY HEART GONE TO.

Change.
Inevitable's usually the first word that comes to my mind when I think of change.
I'm SURE gonna write a poem on CHANGE. Really. It's necesary.
But is change really inevitable? Can anything done to stop it? To avoid it?
It's sad to see people arond me change. And seeing myself change...it's not just sad. It's scary, frightening, worrying, and I don't know how and whether I should stop it. But that's a different point. About people changing.
More than half a year has passed, last year's more than half a year ago now. And the changes I've witnessed in these months are too much to handle. Friends have changed, school life has changed, I have changed, my life has changed. Teenage life is kinda abstract to try to understand yes. Oh whatever. I don't wanna be an average emo angsty kiddo of a teen. Extraordinary's the word. Out of the league's the phrase.
Things change.
People change.
Situations change.
The world changes.
But does your heart ever change?