29 August 2006
10:12 PM
Mixing and stirring and grinding and churning brain juice for days. (is tiring and draining)
Yep, that's what I've pretty much been spending my days recently doing. Not entirely voluntarily, actually. But it felt good. I mean, not the during (oh actually, that did feel quite good), but the after. Ok both. Maybe breakdowns are necessary. Oh but in my case, it's probably like OVER-breaking down but aah, whatever. Hahaha. And gah :( falling sick didn't help splendidly, as I wished for it it, and thought it ought to. What's more I missed school for 2 days and yet it didn't seem that great a break, not as great as what I was hoping for, at least. Cause if 3 out of 4
times happened after that, and on consec days!!! that's a bit strange eh? Oh oh and guess what. Thinking so much made me finally realise the UNDERLYING roots of all my seemingly inexplainable phenomenal sadness! Whoa! Nyahahaa!
Ans I slept at 410 am this morning. A SCHOOL MORNING. Whoooa. I never fail to amaze myself (: And I've been rather HIGH and awake up till now. Though my eyes hurt like CRAP.
c div'06. of course, it's true, you could have played better, ba wo -ed more, focussed more and all that. but we know you FOUGHT, and i bet other teams would never fight all the way till the last whistle unlike you guys. you guys did us proud with your fighting spirit throughout the entire match, and we LOVE YOU :) so leave the painful memory behind and move on. chances are always round the corner, it's just whether you embrace it or let it slip. :) RG BBALL. live the dream, baby. WE CAN DO THIS. 2007, here we come! :)
