29 October 2006
10:37 PM
bipolar disorder (the post has little to do with it)
I think I'm self-contradictory really often. Wait, that has almost nothing to do with the title. Heh. Oh maybe no one else cared. Hahaha. I think my people tests are funny. They amuse me. I think I'm not making much sense here.
I think the way I post differs so greatly sometimes. I wanna give them names, like random posts, emo posts, reflective posts, inspiring posts, poetic posts, song lyrics posts, ranting posts, updates posts... coolness yo :)
So. What inspired my title?
Mainly, the way I post. Depending on my mood. And considering the way my moods fly, not swing, heh. My posts will then totally reflect that mood-flight (such a cute name :P) and readers will be thinking, "Why is she saying this now when her previous obviously stated otherwise?!"
Perhaps I should give an example to illustrate my point.
Let's think. I can't find any posts now that show that very clearly so sorry, but the example will be delayed for a bit. (I'll probably forget :P) So to make that sound nicer, let's just say I was under-estimating your intelligence by doubting your ability to understand my point, and therefore, gave up on the example in light of the knowledge that you can understand perfectly well what I meant! Alrightos?! :)
A while ago I was structuring emo sentences in my mind. Lo, the fickleminded-ness (pardon the vocab) of cheryl's mind.
I want to change my name. I'm tired of being so common, so known yet unknown, so BORING. And btw, nope, this has nothing to do with all my constant doubts of my significance. It's just another issue. Pity I have to make my IC this year and I thought of this so late. Nevermind, I may wait till I'm 21. Yeah then I'll be mature and all and better able to decide if this is a right decision. Ha.
Training resumes tomorrow. Oh, the dread. I'm just, nervous. And I think I really cmi.
I was supposed to update in this post too. What a mixture. Do you plan blog posts? I do. All the time. If I don't, it'll probably turn kinda messy and incoherent, I mean unintentionally incoherent, and most of the time that means I will just not post. Yep, I plan word-for-word when it comes to those chim-o posts or emo posts or quote-ish posts. And YES, I blog for an audience, HA.
EEEEEEEEW LIZARD!!!!! Creepy crawlieeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Funny thing, I never scream. Silent terror, hahaha.
I still love my previous post. DON'T YOU TOOO?? :(
