13 October 2006
1:00 AM
You know when they say that you go so crazy that you start doing things weird. Like wearing your shirt the wrong way round, forgetting even the most basic things like brushing your teeth, losing all control over your emotions.
I think I'm going to end up like that. And I think it's gonna be soon.
i'm not affected by it. i'm ok. i will not let it affect me and my studying for eoy's. i will not be disppointed. i will not get angry at anyone. i will not be disheartened. i will not blame anyone. i will not lose hope. i will not be discouraged. i will not give up. i will not think about it. i will not e distracted. i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i will not let it affect me i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok i'm ok.
What I need the most is what I have the least of.
Time.
Well what I need even more is God, though.
