09 November 2006
12:10 AM
workwas better today. best of 3 days. haha OH MY only 3 work days have passed. mannnn. haha. ok but if they pass quickly it also means that my hols are flying away. so, alrighto. pass SLOWER.
it's true there're many things about the working life that you can learn just by a short experience in some workforce. and the people here are actually nicer than i'd expected or heard from others working elsewhere. maybe cause it's a small company, unlike a hotel or something. protocol and stuff, scarryyyyyyyy. like, make one mistake and the boss is gonna make this BIG red mark on your "to sack or not to sack" card and after 5 marks or so, BYEBYE!
i wanna work in KINOKUNIYA or BORDERS xD
i need to sleep.
10 rounds tomorrow morning, i can do it!i HATE icyl. i shouldn't be involved. i lack commitment, passion, interest, everything you need for it. what am i doing there. without icyl, i'd have almost my whole week free next week. minus training/matches (which i have no problem committing to cause i actually LIKE basketball. i mean duh.) or work (which DUH i'd rather not but iamnotgoingtocomplaincausetherearepeoplemuchworseoffthaniandidonotdeservetoutteranycomplaintsaboutthestatewe-myfamily-areinsomuchsothatihavetowastemyholidaysawaybutokokokokokiamnotgoingtocomplain.)I NEED TO IMPROVE AT BASKETBALL OR I DIE. STUPID I C Y L! IT'S JUST TOTALLY WRONG TO HAVE IT NOW AND LET IT AFFECT MY BASKETBALL PROGRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SUCKS TO ICYL.I can't wait for taiwan trip.And I NEED TO IMPROVE I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LIKE TAKE THIS HUGE LEAP UP THE LADDER AND BE BETTER BETTER BETTER!reach ouuuuuttttttt.
