13 December 2006
1:44 AM
there can be miracles when you believeOver-quoted song yes, but whatever. There's a reason it's over-quoted, y'know.
Basketball is going pretty much, NOT well for me. I'm getting increasingly worried after each match. I mean, others took about 1 year to improve this much. How can I expect to reach that same standard within these 2 months?! I'm supposed to be THERE ALREADY but no, I'm just waaaaaaaaaay behind. And well, it's not just that I'm not progressing, but well, I'm just backsliding further and further. HOW TIMELY.
Ok I deduced that I need to train. I know myself, I cannot remain consistent unless I train on and on. And when I do become off, it's really cmi off, like NOW. It's like my tan. Only stays if I stay under the sun regularly for a long period; goes away once I start staying indoors for a while. Same thing, I really need to train regularly to keep up my progress. And well, I haven't trained for more than 2 weeks.
Tomorrow, I'm gonna go to school and shoot free throws and UNDERBASKETS (Geeeeeeeeeeez. I can't say anything for that. No explanations. Just, WHAT THE.) Whatever happened to 80%?! GO GET IT BACK!
This must be one of my saddest december holidays in quite a few years. I don't wanna regret, I'm still trying to relive my happiness in these remaining 3 weeks And well, it'd have to start from PERFORMING IN MATCHES.
Anyway, I've finally found the reason God didn't allow me to go for the mission trip and AM I THANKFUL. So thankful. All the more I'm gonna baowo for these matches. I cannot cannot cannot cannot CANNOT afford to waste any of them!
With man, this is impossible. But with God, all things are possible.Captain's ball with vinna's church youth group was fun :) 2nd, yea! xD Thoroughly enjoyed the company and games. There's this awesome thing about going to new churches, it's that you can be assured the people are gonna be sooooo friendly to you, and it's not hard to feel welcome. All you need to do is be friendly back to them, and they'll just express so much love and acceptance. :)
VINNA I MISS YOU.
Friendship scares and amazes me sometimes.
I wanna find
you. I believe you're somewhere, out there, and I hope I find you soon.
Oh geez that sounded like looking for LOVE. Blargh. Not what I meant.
It's so true, if I did have an ipod, I'd DIE without it. But now that I never had it before, I want one really badly too anyway.
MUSIC PLEASE.
have faith have faith have faith have faithyou can do it you can do it you can do it you can do it"George Eliot once wrote: 'There is no despair so absolute as that which comes with the first moments of our first great sorrow, when we have not yet known what it is to have suffered and healed, to have despaired and have recovered hope."
