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i haven't blogged for 10 days! congratulations to me!
and i haven't been online for 3 nights ONLY yet it feels like i haven't sat in front of my computer for a week. oh even that isn't realy long actually. computer usage is one of the most energy-consuming activities that i do. i think. oh man. so much for saving the earth. sometimes we really don't realise, huh.
i just read my commonwealth essay and BOY, am i HOFFIRIED at the sheer DISGUSTINGNESS of my writing! oh man!
i still have 2 poems to write. well, not just 2, but i'm talking about those 2 i'm supposed to work on.hi this is andrea. READ MY SENTENCE NOT CHERYL'S AHAHA. :D
uh, right. sorry for the interruption.
shopping with olly later. so fun :D

maybe someday you and i will.

1. i miss the WOW retreat'06.
2. 14 days of 2007 have passed.
3. i wrote 2 1/2 poems! :D
4. i <3 my new watch :) <# it even more that it's a 5 of us thing. haha like lincoln and michael, "a 5 us or 2 us?"
5. i need to revise chem
6. i <3 allison and ivan
7. i'm VERY PISSED that i know who won so you think you can dance
8. i don't understand my attitude towards school
9. i think i might start liking chinese all thanks to my lovely lovely hilarious fun teacher MS/MDM? NG BENG SIM :D
10. i loved The Day after Tomorrow
11. if careers in geography promise pretty good money, i'm gonna pursue one
12. but i still love arts a lot
13. ROWENA HELLO THERE CAN WE START LEARNING DANCE NOW! :DDDDD
14. too bad i can't just be a poet and i won't anyway (i might just commit suicide from depression, which i definitely don't want to.)
15. my sleeping cycle is seriously warped!
16. re-arranged furniture in my room and i like the new location of my bed. really cosy :)
17. i <3 my snoopy pullover
18. I WILL NOT WASTE MONEY ON CLOTHES CAUSE I HAVE LOTS ALREADY.
19. i'd better show all my friends and family members how much i love and apreciate them before it's too late
20. i still can't connect the ipod nano to the com :((((((

i am feeling pissy now.
and i was just reminded about jianbao. CRAP that's for not writing it in my notebook.

ttd tonight:
1. cards
2. biji, maybe
3. QT
4. SLEEEEEEEP.

ttd tomorrow:
1. jianbao
2. continue biji
3. final math studying
4. write poems

one day i'm gonna start hating to do lists. i need to get offline soon eh. but i'm in no mood to do anything. should sleep this off, but no time for that. HOW DO I MAKE MYSELF SO BUSY???

anyway, today shopping with ky was great (: THANKS KY <333. we practically ran into every shop once something attracted our attention. tried on lots of tank tops. spent a lot of time choosing watches for the 5 of us. i miss december.

that we now send our children into the world like we send young men into war, hoping for their safe return.

CRAP. cap mentorship poems due 28feb. i read the thingo wrongly and thought it was may. YIKES YIES YIKES YIKES.
now i need to rush my poems. craaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppppp.
i hate the way i procrastinate.
argh.
talk about regrets.

anyway, i like the school computer keyboards. they're so soft and lovely to type on. it's like wheeeeeeeeeeee your fingers just flow over them or something. hardiharhar. hardiharhar is such a cute way of laughing. seriously. haha serious about laughter. lol. irony. like jason mraz's the remedy - "the comedy, is that it's serious, it is a strange enough new play on words". k back to topic, which was hardiharhar (what a weird topic). yep. i really think it's cute. not sarcastic. nonono. i really am an expert at digressing, huh. sometimes i try tracking back and i have no idea how i even got to where i ended up at. i think another habit of mine is that i change topic very abruptly. we are having a free block now. ooh i realise that this entry isn't typed line by line. maybe it's like my handwriting which varies according to my mood. but then again, i don't know what mood i'm in when i type in lines instead of paragraphs. it's both emo and happy what. so i dunno. hahaha. you'd think typing so fast like this would mean i'll make lots and lots of typo errors considering the lousiness of my typing, but NOPE! i'm not :D yay accomplishment. see, i told you this keyboard makes your fingers FLOW. i am SO good at ranting. yupyup. maybe you'd call me ego for saying that but think about it, is ranting well something to be proud of? i think not really, so i wouldn't consider that ego. hardiharhar. i should go read the buffalo soldier now. it's a pretty good book i think. for the sole reason that it's sad. hahahaha i love sad books. that doesn't make me sadistic does it? oh and by the way i watched eternal sunshine of a spotless mind and it didn't make me cry or even tear. oh man, why. oh then if next time my boyfriend were to be extremely sweet to me, would i not react strongly enough? oh no, that would be pretty tragic, wouldn't it? maybe becasue i blog the way the catcher in the rye writer writes, it'd mean i'm cynical and have a very shallow outlook on life too. OH MAN. oh i say "oh man" a lot don't i. that time for retreat they asked what one phrase you always say and should probably cut down on saying is. couldn't think of one then. maybe it'd be "oh man". did i tell you i love prison break? yeaaaaaaaaaa. MICHAEL SCOFIELD <3333333333.

hi there. if you managed to read that whole long ranting thing, CONGRATULATIONS! and CELEBRATIONS! and jubilations! and urm, celebrations?

i typed "happiness" wrongly and it turned out as yappiness :D and that strangely made me quite happy. i mean, it made me laugh.
i get happy over the smallest things and sad over even smaller things. hardiharhar.
now is one of my happy times, if you couldn't tell.
i'm beginning to like this type all in small letters thing.
WHEEEEEEE.
hahaha. maybe i need to learn to control my emotions.

i'm seriously dreading school.
remember all my emo posts at this time last year.
yeah maybe i could just repeat everything, huh.
OH MY GOSH THIS TIME LAST YEAR WE WERE AT OBS.
OH MAN OBS.
OBS OBS OBS OBS OBS OBS.
I MISS OBS, OH MY.
OH MY, TIME FLIES.

ohoh i read sparknotes on the catcher in the rye.
MAN, I LOVE THAT BOOK.
why can't we do it for lit!
haha k, it's too simple.
BUT IT'S GOOD!
i reeeeeeeaaaally like the themes. really suit me (: ahahaha. i might just go study that book on my own, know, and take it as some form of practice for lit. helps a lot when you love the book and the subject both (: yupyupyup. some form of inspiration, maybe.
call me weird.
(oh, but my name's cheryl, k.)
talking about names.
have i ever mentioned i wanna change my name?
i mean, not confirmed. but i've considered it (: OH YES i have mentioned it.

i just yawned.
still need to do QT (:
k i need to take my new year resolutions more seriously.

http://www.yannarthusbertrand.com/yann2/affichage
i love scenery photos (:

i love blogging!

i have a lot of mosquito bites. they're really itchy.
oh man i miss OBS.
and i miss retreat.

QT time.
night people! (:

i finished reading the catcher in the rye.
i like the writer's style of writing.
why, because i write just like him.
which means...i'm a real emo writer/person.
oh no.

and sometimes, watching prison break makes me sad.
the same way one tree hill makes me sad.
and i realise, all the shows i like make me sad.
EVEN so you think you can dance.
like, how can that make anyone sad?
but it makes me sad.
maybe it's because i think so much, everything that happens around me just churns up some thought in me and makes me sad.
maybe i'm so depressed that every thought i have turns into a depressing one and that's why just about everything makes me sad.
and even the happy is weird happy like, not really happy joyous ecstatic delirious happy.
just, happy.
y'know what i'm talking about?

hmm i really do emo-blog don't i.
and this line by line thing!! i'm not blogging in paragraph form any more!
gaaaah why?!
nope, not because i'm trying to make it poem-ish.

i'm sec 4, i'm old and growing older.
a new school year has begun.
i am so excited about it you can't beat me i bet.

i hate the way you melt my heart.

so i'm stoning in front of this webpage coming up with all sorts of lines to start this entry.
and oh heck. to hell with it. that's how it ended up beginning like it did.
right, i'm becoming vulgar and i don't care.
reading the catcher in the rye is pretty influential in terms of the foul language but crap, i like that book lots so who cares.
yup. great attitude this is.
i'm sorry.
it's the first day of school.
such things happen, alright?
:(

k i think too much i guess.
and "sorry sorry sorry" come on, it just loses its meaning with every repetition.
but then how will emphasis come about.
i wanna write more poems.
i was inspired, SO inspired by terence heng that day.
a tcc treat and 3 books. called that my christmas cum new year present. wow.

right now i just feel
listless
and very angry.
maybe i could use a hundred different emoticons to express my mood EACH day.
i so do not want school to start. guess i'd do just about anything to get back the holidays.
and gosh, i miss retreat.
right, maybe what i really need is sleep.

that killed me.
totally.