04 January 2007
10:36 PM
i finished reading
the catcher in the rye.
i like the writer's style of writing.
why, because i write just like him.
which means...i'm a real emo writer/person.
oh no.
and sometimes, watching prison break makes me sad.
the same way one tree hill makes me sad.
and i realise, all the shows i like make me sad.
EVEN so you think you can dance.
like, how can that make anyone sad?
but it makes me sad.
maybe it's because i think so much, everything that happens around me just churns up some thought in me and makes me sad.
maybe i'm so depressed that every thought i have turns into a depressing one and that's why just about everything makes me sad.
and even the happy is weird happy like, not really happy joyous ecstatic delirious happy.
just, happy.
y'know what i'm talking about?
hmm i really do emo-blog don't i.
and this line by line thing!! i'm not blogging in paragraph form any more!
gaaaah why?!
nope, not because i'm trying to make it poem-ish.
i'm sec 4, i'm old and growing older.
a new school year has begun.
i am so excited about it you can't beat me i bet.
i hate the way you melt my heart.
