26 March 2007
10:20 PM
we lost to dunearn.
but i really like what mr ang said, it's alright to lose, what matters is how fast we recover. (translated)
everybody, go find a spot on the wall, stare at it and recite to yourself,"i can do it i can do it i can do it!"
:)
i <3, you team. we'll fight this out together.
and thank you juniors (who??) for the tag :)
peyton: i don't know, i'm all over the place. i don't know, it's just like, like you know that feeling you get on a sunday when you just had a little date yourself and it's been great and then you and me have to go to school the next day so it ruins the rest of the night...
jake: you know, somebody once told me that every song ends, but that's no reason not to enjoy the music.
peyton: I spent a lot of time being miserable, Jake. It's like misery is an old friend. And it tricks you sometimes into thinking that it's just always gonna be there and that you can't be happy. But you can, you can walk away from pain. And I think being in love's the best way to do it.
one tree hill is taking forever to loaaaaaaaaadddddddddd. this is one thing i'm NOT determined to learn patience from cause BY RIGHT BROADBAND SHOULD BE FAST BUT WHY IS THIS NOT.
this is my hate list:
1. disappointment
2. being wrongly accused
3.
LAGGY COMPUTERS.
25 March 2007
10:04 PM
every song ends, but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?there's chem and physics EOI tomorrow, and it's also the start of nationals.
this is what i'm feeling:
hope.
when there's nothing left to say,you turn and walk away.
24 March 2007
11:54 PM
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17 March 2007
11:59 PM
silencethis silence that's hanging
between the two of us,
this lack of words,
inarticulation
pressing on, buzzing through the
millions of wires that are shot up into outerspace
and raced through the air into our phonelines again.
this silence that weeps in our hearts,
that strangles our souls
as it yearns to speak, yearns to sound,
yearns to be spoken,
and spoken to.
it's what we call understood.
this silence is secretly screaming in our heads
as it's transported into the completely complicated
realm of our hearts.
and we listen to this silence,
yes, we both read and understand it.
this awkward,
yet beautiful
silence
missfuriously scrabbling through those mashes of memory
desperately hoping to re-enact the scenes in your mind.
the anguish of "forgotten", of something once lovely fading away.
when you miss it, you grasp it so tightly
that it crumbles
there, right in front of your eyes,
in your own hands.
then you drop to the ground, hysterical.
frantic to reclaim every bit of memory that has
slipped away like a thousand tiny beads that've
escaped from an uncapped container.
you don't want to miss a single of them for
"incomplete" is unacceptable.
you must have it.
you need it.
cause without it, you'll never stop feeling as though
something is amiss,
"nothing's quite right."
what's left is bleak, hopeless, hurtful.
you've turned into miss emo poet.
2:56 PM
worn me downrachael yamagataGone, she's gone
How do you feel about it
That's what I thought
You're real torn up about it
And I wish you the best
But I could do without it
And I will, because you've worn me down
Oh, I will, because you've worn me down
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
And you're wrong, you're wrong
I'm not overreacting
Something is off
Why don't we ever believe ourselves
And I, oh, I feel that word for you
And I will, because you've worn me down
Oh, I will because you have worn me down
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
She's so pretty; she's so damn right
But I'm so tired of thinking
About her tonight
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did everything to please
Worn me down like a road
I did everything you told to me to do
But you, you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
No, you can't stop thinking about her
16 March 2007
9:02 PM
I'M BACK FROM JB :D
ok i bet most of you didn't know i was going there in the first place. well, i did. and had loads and loads of fun there.
and i bet i was the first to reach home, xD FOR ONCE. i can also set a record for fastest updater of blog for the trip man. teeheehee.
did the craziest things with the batch like
singing belting screaming KARAOKE in the chalet/resort we stayed in, lighting firecrackers (and mini rockets!), pigging out with our never-ending mouths, feeding rats?!, watching arms?!, playing QIANG CAI CHAN and talking quite a lot of nonsense :)
pretty amazing when you think about it, how much fun you can have just within 2 short days in a seemingly short and not-much-kick trip to the nearest part of the world to Singapore that is not Singapore (it's like, just 30-45 minutes from admiralty CSC to JB. across the causeway and TADA! welcome to malaysia.)
it's not what you do, it's the people you do it with :)
i've got a lot to say, but it takes a lot of effort to get them out in words.
shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.cliche yes but true.
TATA!
the night is YOUNG.
heehee ok nevermind.
13 March 2007
11:57 AM
发人深省.
some people you talk to are like that.
whoever i talked to yesterday, you're one of them :)
-hug.
10 March 2007
12:01 AM
10 things to thank God for this week:1. the ABSOLUTEST BESTEST AWESOMESTEST TEAM IN THE WORLD (which, if you haven't yet figured - and ought to get a big spanking for that - comprises sihui, alina, claire, joelynn, jamie, vienna, olivia, natasha, athena, joanne, yenlin.)
2. for such a satisfying last zone finals match for the sec4 batch in rgbball yesterday.
3. for sarah, ro, alicia, janice, (sim) sihui, yanru for totally making my day with a not-so-long but enjoyable dinner outing today.
4. for the successful conclusion of the first term for us as OLD sec4s.
5. i finally started doing QT again after the longest break ever.
6. internet broadband at last! (which also means i don't have to go offline before making/receiving a call :D)
7. i'm actually still alive at this very moment, and healthy enough to sit here at 1232 am typing on a computer. and after this i know i'll be dropping comfortably onto a bed to snugly fall asleep, assured that i'll wake up tomorrow just the same.
8. more sleep the whole week cause of the BIG match :) (though sleeping more usually just allows accumulation of lethergy for me...)
9. we get to train back in school, our HOME COURTS at long last!
10. giving me life, not just on earth but in heaven as well :)
02 March 2007
9:06 PM
when you turn around and everyone has disappeared.
into zone finals! and we're halfway on our final season in rgbball.yay, we're gonna reach our ultimate goal and look back on these 4 years and smile with silent disbelief that we've come so far.
it's not over yet, no, we've got a looong way to go.
fight fight fight fight fight!
RAFFLES 杀
