19 April 2007
9:32 PM
they say living in the past only makes you sadder, makes you miss the beauty of the present.
well it's not as easy as it sounds.
sometimes you just really yearn to go back. even though you know it's not possible, you spend all energy on trying to relive those moments that have long gone, you force yourself to remember every tiny detail about the past that you wish to bring back here and now, you see the faces of people you loved so much but have disappeared from sight.
and perhaps, this is not such a waste of time. it makes you both miserable and happy, and i think it's worth that bit of happiness.
when these people are so special to you.
all you people, keep calling me emo. :( ok lorrrr, i am maybe. but
different k. at least mine's conscious and trying to avoid kind of emo. or maybe others are too. but my emo's not to get attention, it's simply an expression of true (or not) feelings. it's stupid to try to get attention by being emo. EMO IS UNCOOL.
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FINALS!!! WHEEEZAH.
thank God thank God thank God.
i do NOT believe that our good placings were mere results of "good luck".
no way.
cause there's a God up there watching over and being in control all of our matches. it was He who brought us through the entire season to this point when we're
so close to being national champs. NOT LUCK. i don't believe in luck. i believe in God's plan.
i <3 you team, we're gonna make history together.
:)
