15 April 2007
12:00 AM
i can't figure out whether one tree hill (and a lot of other things) makes me happily sad or sadly happy. i think it's sadly happy.
i can't figure out why i blog less often now. lost interest? maybe. but it's more of having little/nothing to blog about, or i just don't feel like blogging if i have anything to blog about, or i seldom come online (which actually doesn't sound very true).
i think this is gonna sound REALLY emo: my hand, toe, lip, and leg are all bleeding. seriously. haha. hand: i fell down, toe: i ripped our my toenail, lip: i peeled it, leg: i scratched it so hard the skin came out.
eew right. maybe i really engage in self-mutilating activites. but HEY, I'M NOT EMO OKAY. i mean, even if i were (though i wouldn't like to classify it as emo, cause emo has a certain urm, connection with angst which i am NOT), this bleeding thing is not a result of it, it isn't linked at all. ISN'T!
this is just another of my random things to say kind of blogpost, when i have absolutely nothing better to do.
i just got about 30+ new songs over this week! :D really really happy. songs make me really happy.
i love you with all my heart, but why do you never feel the same about me?
