27 May 2007
3:15 AM
updates:
1. i watched pirates with vin ro joy on premieres day! it's awesome :)
2. i wanna go for planetshakers )))): extra tix, anyone?
3. iHope conference was great :) especially night worship and plenary by sy rogers on 'God's purpose in my life'.
4. i need to continue watching grey's anatomy!
5. i <3 planetshakers :)
6. i am gonna be blogging very little from now
7. i'm not good at whatever i like doing
8. i am gonna die this june and i don't understand why i'm still planning to kill myself knowing that NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY I ALWAYS FAIL ANYWAY SO WHAT THE HECK IS THE POINT, WHAT'S THE POINT WHAT'S THE POINT WHAT'S THE POINT.
9. i am tired all the time. and i'm losing my stamina as well as my ablity to stay up late nights. (i think i've mentioned this often before)
10. i miss you guys in wow ): but nope, no questions thankyou.
11. i <3 planetshakers!
12. i am sleepy
13. i wanna go for 208 lunch
14. iHope! do you? :D
15. i <3 mangoes
16. this is getting so random. well it's 320am.
17. i'm feeling lonely. my staying up partner isn't here!!! )))):
18. claire i miss you!
19. i want the new planershakers cd (never stop). oh the cover is relly cool btw it's black and white.
20. this is pretty fun
03 May 2007
12:03 AM
moving oni guess i've moved on.
maybe i just forgot.
but i would like to think i've learnt to let go, to leave it behind. to walk away from it forever and look ahead and ahead only.
maybe.
and then comes the other issue.
huge surprise it will come as to most of you. think of the significance of
11 years. ok most, if not all, of you probably won't guess right. but anyway. i don't know how i'm gonna tell you but soon i will because i have to. just wait.
i know i have to move on.
faith. it's all i've got. and it's the only thing that's keeping me going. -scofield, pb216
i'm slowly losing my interest in blogging.
perhaps it's just my increasing laziness, which leads to the sian every time i think about having to think up a post. or maybe i'm just getting bored with my life. but that's not exactly true. if anything, i'm becoming more and more thankful for my life each day, and i'm really glad about that.
what can i do but thank You?
or maybe...i just don't feel like sharing my life. or maybe i just have no time. or maybe my writing style simply changed (hopefully for the better...), so i prefer short and non-full sentences posts.
whatever.
still. i do blog pretty regularly don't i. it's not bad already.
my messenger refuses to OPEN, and my internet connection is totally screwed. this is one of the things that REALLY drive me up the wall. i do not appreciate unnecessary wasting of time.
i like apple :)
material prosperity? SS is so full of propaganda. but i'll admit i actually had quite an enjoyable time studying for the SA. i mean, reading all the crazy loooooong articles. i dunno. i guess i'm really 90% humanities-inclined.
what should i be in future?
it's 1217am on a school day and i am still taking my own sweet time blogging here. i planned to sleep at 12. but i had a nap in the afternoon. short but still a nap.
CRAP I'M STARTING TO RANT AGAIN.
i wish my messenger was working. it sure is lonely here.
i should conduct a survey to find out whether people think having siblings is generally better than being an only-child. i'm really curious to find out. it's a really subjective thing, but still. surveys give you results to a certain extent.
if i were to assess which parts of this post are actually worth posting, i'd choose: start at te top and end after the faith quote. all the rest is pure rubbish. so i shall cancel them out. here we go. goodnight, dudes.
i love you.
(if you'd call this insanity?)
i suddenly wanna go to the indoor stadium.
