24 June 2007
12:23 AM
i don't want to go back to school. -cries.
not to mention i probably can't even count the number of things bugging me at the moment. okok not that bad la. (i'm quite good at exaggerating.) maybe about 4-5, just that when you break them down or realise how big issues they are then you don't just see them as 4-5 problems.
somehow this makes me think of the Pointer advertisement for school shoes in SBC, the one that says in bold, "Back to school basketball shoes" or sth like that. the weird thing is, that ad is up there all the time, it makes you wonder what the meaning of "back to school" really is.
sigh.
it's 00:32 and i'm sleepy? I'M SLEEPY?! :O :(i don't know why i really like this new blogskin. i guess it's unique. but the let go thing, nah i didn't choose it cause of that. over it.
went to the hospital to visit mr and mrs ong's newborn
ashlee this afternoon. she is one cute chubby pretty baby and staring at her in the hospital room, i couldn't help praising God for the awesomest gift of life that He has bestowed all of us. looking at a baby as it is lying in its cot underneath the shelter of soft blankets, how can you imagine it entering the world and growing up to be an entirely different person from the one who needs to be fed, carried, given full attention and care for the first few years? amazing, aint it. i might write a poem on this.
oh i should go write that 5:49am poem i was planning, yes, you guessed it, at 5:49am that morning i couldn't sleep. (wait. isn't that every morning then? and no, it's so definitely not insomnia, it's more likely a case of i-know-it's-time-to-sleep-but-i-refuse-to-because-i-would-rather-stay-up-to-think-plus-sleeping-is-a-waste-of-time disease.)
i think this is what audrey would call discombobulated, heh heh.
this may be the last of my very frequent posts since it's the holidays and once school starts, hopefully, i will hardly come online and thus hardly blog. like i used to. then i will turn to uh, my notebook and diary :) yeah actually this hol i think i updated my diary almost on a daily basis, WOW amazing.
how did the word
rant come about?
and
random?
i am really sleepy.
i don't know what combi i'll take in jc. and i don't think i'll make the humans programme, which SUCKS. not the humans programme of course, but the fact that i probably won't get in. JUST LOOK AT THE CURRENT STATE OF MY GPA. WHAT THE FREAK.
i actually still feel like blogging but i'm kinda at a loss for words which is quite weird. hmm. oh well. goodnight then. i mean, morning. but who says good morning when they're going to bed? even if it's 2am or sth they still say goodnight. it signifies the ending of one's day, when one goes to have his night rest (whether it takes place at night or morning or what) and wakes up to a brand new day and starts again. so yes. even though it's right now 1:26am (and i have to wake up at 650 OHNO. :( ), goodnight to you!
