27 July 2007
12:32 AM
can you believe it, church used to be my happy place.
the precise place which i'm walking away from.
the place i used to, and might still, call my family.
i miss all you guys a whooollllle lot.
and i tell you, this decision is
killing me.
but as i've said, i have made, or at least wish to make, up my mind and i don't want to look back already.
currently i am stuck nowhere, in between two places - one known (too known) and one unknown, waiting to be found.
and as much as this all hurts, i know and admit it has been brought upon myself by my own decision. and it's not that i regret the decision, cause weighing all factors i'm still certain that it'll be better to leave. but this does not
also mean that you don't miss what you left behind, those feelings are automatically erased, and/or you stop re-considering to reassure yourself.
i think i've mentioned it before, but dinner with you guys that night before youth sunday was so awesome. i really miss you so much. and i really love WOW senior youths :) (not that i don't love juniors! just in a different way! and i have a different kind of fun with them!)
to sum it up in 3 words:
i miss you! <33.
