07 June 2008
1:17 AM
howdy people. been ages since i last posted. and i have lots to say but don't know where to start so i'm just gonna type randomly as my thoughts flow. um. the visit to claire on wednesday was great, not just cause i got to catch up with my batch but of course, especially cause i got to catch up with claire. have i mentioned i miss my batch?
played 2 matches so far, 1 friendly against home u and 1 against kaixuan WHICH WE LOST FOR THE 7TH TIME in 5 years, i don't even know haha. both were lousy. on both team and indiv level. ha. although if i give myself some leeway i guess i played decently for the last match. lollers pollers. save those REALLY LOSER misses (of both passes and shots) and REALLY UGLY shots as well, i like, totally lost my sense of how to shoot already ohmyz. anyway, it feels splendid to be back on court :D i can't describe nor explain it. it just feels so, comfortable, at last. i mean, those months when i was too busy with chorale and street to go for training or even train myself, when i hadn't even lain a finger on a basketball even once, and i just
feared so terribly how i'd be, and feel, when i finally got back on court and TRIED to play ball - something i was once so familiar with but had now turned into almost a foreign sport for me. and what the team would think of me. well it takes time, and i've had 2 matches already and truthfully i've progressed
slightly faster than i expected (it must have been the running ahaha) so i will be content for the moment.
honestly, i regret signing up for the connect! camp cause it's gonna take away 4 very very precious mugging days but i've decided to go in faith and trust the Lord to take care of my studies while i'm there. although the level of "faith" currently is still probably below 10%. any tips on having faith, anyone?
i have a whole LIST of people i should catch up with. and it's really quite saddening :(
o school's been great, went for 3 lessons (lyrical hiphop II, hiphop I and II) last week (this week it's closed :(((( ) and loved it :D besides hiphop I which was just, weird. heh. shall try the monday or wednesday class another time. so that was all the "dance" i had for the holidays so far. zero this week, how sad. i miss dancing already.
everyone's been or going on holidays/school trips or leadership camps etc and my holiday is relatively so uneventful. yea i know i complained about having a camp next week but what i mean here it fun camps. okay since when did i regard church camps as un-fun but this is different, it's not a WOW camp but a CAC camp and so i'll know no one besides the FEW WOW-ers whom i'm not even close to. right lame excuses. i just wish i had the chance to go on a trip, somewhere, be it bball or school educational trip or holiday (which never happens in my family so that's out of the question). and i guess i'm still bitter about missing chorale trip and CAP and lit trip and allthat.
i was saying i'm in a good mood? - think i'm just tired. spent my ENTIRE day today studying plate tectonics and volcanoes and my brain is super-saturated like the salt crystals in rocks in arid regions. and ohnoes i'm yawning but i was supposed to go continue studying landforms after this break.
sometimes i love staying up at night alone, but when i start to feel lonely, that changes. you know, when my parent(s) start turning in and when my friends start disappearing (with or without warning) off msn one by one (or worse still, all at once, like some unseen clock ticks the time to leave) but i'm not about to turn in, still.
HOW TO STUDY VOLCANOES WHEN I'M YAWNING ALREADY?? stress stress stressss.
oh i just remembered, my tuesday next week's gone too, with math makeup lesson and og outing. DIES. HOW TO STUDY YOU TELL ME. MY ENTIRE WEEK'S GONE GONE GONE.
byebyebye i'm going nownownow.
talk about abrupt change in pace (think owen). oh talking about lit, i've hardly studied that either ohmy i'm dead i'm dead.night people.
