08 August 2008
1:40 AM
very very seriously. our peformance was a disaster. you might feel it's a gross exaggeration but it's my most honest opinion. i can think of a million reasons why it didn't work out, worse, why it wouldn't have worked out in the first place - stuff we could have prevented before the performance with a bit of (more) proper planning, time management, clarity of aims, etc etc.
it could have been
so much better. it was simply, unexciting. qian pian yi lu.
NOT IN THE LEAST BIT IMPRESSIVE. FAR FROM IT.
so where did it go wrong?
the choreo.
the (lack of) synchronisation, which i admit really wasn't our fault cause of the sound system.
the number of people in the dance. (which screwed up practically everything from formation to choreo).
the song choices.
our TOTAL LACK OF stage presence.i doubt. i doubt we'll ever get there, somewhere, anywhere if we're gonna go on like this. THERE NEEDS TO BE A CHANGE and i want to effect it but sometimes, you just don't have the power, ya? i've tried. endlessly. to no avail.
so much for "be the change you want to see in this world". sometimes you just aren't in the
position to. sometimes whatever you say/do gets shoved in the corner. sometimes you try your best to help but others just can't see it your way.
it's a sad sad situationand i am at a loss for what to do, cause i seriously wanna make things a thousand times better,
but i don't know whether they
want to, nor whether they're
ready to try.
